I run my fingers along Taeyang's chest. His heart is beating so fast and he can't stop looking at me. 

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing. I've been dreaming about this for so long." I smile at his words. 

"I've never asked you but when did you start having feelings for me?"

"Ever since I can remember." 

"Are you serious?"

"Yes, I used to get so jealous when Jiyong would interrupt our conversations and take you with him to the cafeteria or the studio and just leave me alone." I smile at that too. I remember when he did that. 

"I'm sorry you had to see us together, all the time."

"It's okay. We're together now and I would wait another ten years to be with you if that's what it took." I look up at him and my smile fades away. I've hurt him so much all these years and I didn't even notice. My best friend was hurting because of me. I think about the song Wedding Dress and how I wondered for so long who it was about. I was so stupid. It was about me. It was so obvious. I remember the tension between him and Jiyong when that song came out. I didn't know why they were acting like that but now, I know. My head is resting on his chest and I wish I could take all the heartbreak away. This beautiful guy has given his all and I haven't even noticed. Jiyong was all I could think about but now, I'm feeling something new. Jiyong has moved on and he made that clear when he told Taeyang so I need to move on. It's my time to be happy and