I press shuffle and listen to the familiar voice that hits home. It's Jiyong. It's 'Butterfly'. 

Every time I come close to you (Every time I’m feeling you)
Feel like I’m gonna Dream every time (I get butterfly)

I sing along as tears spring in my eyes. I wipe them away and shake the memories off into a not-so-far-away distance. We used to dance to this song in the practice room at the YG Building. Jiyong wouldn't let me hear the song until the album came out. It was torture. He made me listen to it alone as soon as YG released the album at midnight. When I listened to the beautiful lyrics, I knew he was the one. Butterflies were always a symbol of our love, beautiful and vivid. I quickly change the song before I start thinking about that night again.

Yeah (maybe i’m missing you)
I meet ordinary ppl and talk to them
Laugh w/ them, just like usual, w/o any thoughts.
Tv is my only friend at night
I finally go to sleep when the sun rises in the morning

Not 'Missing You.' I shake my head and change the song. 

Nothing ever lasts forever
In the end, you changed
There is no reason, no sincerity
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