It's dark. i can't see a thing, no wait something's shining infront of me. i ran towards the light but somebody is holding my hand. "Stay with me a bit," someone said. Then everything turned red. Immediately i looked at the person beside me. I know him. i touched his chest. It's empty. "Don't let them hold you back. Dont let them do the things they did to me," he replied."i, i don't understand," i responded. he smiled at me and touched my heart. He felt warm like fire. it's hot,"let go of me, Sehun let go!" i shouted. my chest, his heart, our heart. its hot, its burning. I'm burning. "Go, go away," he shouted as he pushed me.

"No!" i breathed as i was brought back to reality. "No what?" someone asked. i looked around me. I'm in my room. it was a dream. this was the second time i saw Sehun in my dreams. First was when he choked me in my dreams showing me his hollow chest. but now his letting me go away. "Hello? Kris to Earth?" Bom asked again. "Get out, i dont need you," i told her as i get up. i am in IV. again. "its best if you'll stay in bed. want me to read you a book?" she asked. "get out," i said again. "cant do," she replied. she opened the sketch books at the table. "Hey, this is me, 2 years ago," she said. Ah, the sketch book that Dara saw. "That's how i imagine your face," i told Dara then. "No thats not you," i answered. "no this is me, i can tell, the eyes is different but this is me," she insisted. "you're hopeless," i responded.
Bom stayed in my room until midnight asking questions, telling stories i dont even understand and things involving wedding dresses party next week and all other things i dont care about. i was only able to have a quiet time when my mom told her to go to sleep.

"How are you?" she asked. her eyes are