I've been working at The EXO Cup for two weeks now. And I already formed a routine drilled to my core; work, eat, smile, cry, sleep. From time to time Kris is haunting me at work. Like one time when a tall guy with a voice like him ordered a latte. I almost cried but Lu Han sensed it so he stepped in and took the man's order as I rush at the back.

Lu Han gave me life. He talks and keeps me company. He helps me with my job and forces me to eat when I show no appetite. He was the sun that gave light to my darkened spirit.

I cannot consider it as a date but everyday Lu Han and I eat out and tour around the city. There are also nights being passed out drunk that Lu Han lets me sleep in his pad that he shares with Xiu Min. I know Lu Han wants more than friendship but I cannot assure him I can give that to him now.

Thursday came and cold water washed over me. It was close to 10:00 pm and SuHo is about to turn the sign when my father walked in. SuHo was about to tell him that we are closing but he saw the look on my face that I know the man coming in.

Dad walked straight to me with teary eyes. "Hi, I'm D-Dara, What can we brew for you tonight?" I blurted out my greeting. " I want a Frappoccino and a talk with my princess please," He said as he reach for my hand. Lu Han placed his arm on my shoulder, " I'll do it, go and talk to him," he said with a smile.

Silently I followed my dad to the corner table. He is addressing me warmly "How are you child?" he asked. And without knowing my tears started to fall, "I'm want him back Papa," Now I was able to say it. My dad just let me cry not s