I needed to get all this out of my mind, and I think this is the best way. I don't think my friends want me ranting on about Super Junior at school. Lately I really don't know. I'm proud to be an ELF and always will be one, but it hurts me so much when I see not one but so many people asking where all the ELF's went. We are one perfect family. We did anything and everything for our boys, but when they need us the most we are not there. Yes we won awards for Swing on Yinyuetai because of our C-Elf's, but without them would we have? The views on Swing are SO LOW! I mean we only got roughly 3 million in what? 3 months, and don't even get me started about the Korean version of Swing. Its getting harder and harder to find ELF's with all these new rookie groups out there. We had so much confidence that this was going to be our year, but looking at the way Swing turned out..I don't know. We just keep on spreading that its our year, but NOBODY IS DOING ANYTHING. We need to get our lazy bums up and do something. At this point I don't give a crap about your exams or anything else, because I have exams too but I'm willing to do anything I can. They need us, so we need to be there guys. I hate SM because what he is doing is working. I hate it. I hate his stupid plan. If anybody did not notice he was waiting for Leeteuk to enlist because we all knew dang well that we would not have any KOREAN comebacks while he is gone. Why? Because he is our precious leader. Im fine with that. Now here comes his little plan. At this point he would promote his rookie group ( EXO ) as much as he can, because while SJ is back there in the shadow with so many ELF's waiting for there comeback he knew that SOME of them would eventually get tired and get there attention taken by EXO. Im not hating EXO so don't get me wrong. They have there charms, and they have wonderful music too, but Im Super Junior biased so yeah...BUT I will say all thoes ''FANS'' bashing SJM just because there views are low. STFU. JUST GO BACK TO OVERDOSE and LEAVE MY OPPA'S ALONE. JESUS. Need to keep your mouth shut. Anyways. Everybody needs to watch there MV! Once a day JUST once a day is all Im asking. You know what kills me the most? It's seeing out Oppa's watch OTHER BANDS get the award they deserve only because we ELF's didn't try harder. They depend on us. Nobody is and never did take there hand and walk them through the obstacles in being an idol. It was US against everybody else. Nobody thought they would make it this far BUT US. Its our job to stay with them. The second thing I hate is all these people LOOKING DOWN ON SUJU. Like what? Its not there fault they have not had a comeback. AND JUST BECAUSE ALL THESE BANDS ARE RISING DOES NOT MEAN SUPER JUNIOR WON'T BE ABLE TO BEAT THEM. We aere still doing well on voting and charts. What I really hate is the way they are enlisting. We know that so many ELF's left our fandom during this time period, but what will happen in the future when Siwon, Donghae, and Eunhyuk enlist. I know dang well we won't have a comeback without the 2 main dancers. Our popularity will keep fading and over time what will happen to us? What will happen to them? They can't stay young forever. I know we can wait till 2018, but what about the ones that can't. Don't say they are not real ELF's. They helped us till here. They helped our boy's. They were ONCE part of this fandom. I seriously don't know what to do. I care about Super Junior more than anything else in my life. Its the other half of me. Being part of this fandom is amazing. I want to be in it forever. I want to be with SJ forever. We all want to. BUT WE NEED TO MAKE STUFF HAPPEN. WE NEED TO VOTE. WE NEED TO WATCH. WE NEED TO SUPPORT. WE NEED TO SHOW THEM THAT ELF'S ARE STILL HERE. Beacuse if we can't we all know dang well what will happen. I feel much better saying all this. I do not mean to offend any EXO fans. I also do not mean to hurt my ELF darlings. Cheer up. We can do it. WE WILL DO IT. We will stay till the whole wold is covered in sapphire blue.