Whoa! 
What the hell?! 
This freaking dream felt so real...

I sit up in my bed, putting both my hands over my face to cover it.
It takes me a while to realize that I'm in my bedroom, in the penthouse Hyera and I share. 
Not with Key at some house I didn't recognize.

I look at my alarm. 
6 AM. 
Time to stand up and shower.

I feel like wearing a dress today. Don't ask me why. 
I search my favorite dress in my wardrobe. 
After a few minutes I find it. 
It's white gets a bit over my mid tight. 

I also wear some shorts under it because I feel kinda and uncomfortable without them. 
To that I put on my sandals.

As I look in the mirror I'm not quiet sure anymore. This also used to be Key's favorite dress. 
He always said I would remind him of an angel if I wear it.

Gosh! 
What's wrong with me?! 
I'm just thinking about Key... 
We broke up! 
I need to get that in my skull! 
He's the past! 
Our breakup is more than a year ago!!! 
...Why the does he need to show up?!

I'm not the makeup type of girl. 
I think a bit of mascara will do.

When I'm ready it is ten after seven. 
I grab an apple and I'm out the door. Actually, I don't have a class till 8.20 AM but I kinda feel like hanging in the library of the university. You can meet interesting people there...
 

----------
 

5.38 PM.
This day wasn't that bad... well, till now.

He is standing maybe 55 feet away from me, talking to... maybe a friend? 

He's glancing up every here and then, looking around as if searching for someone.

!!!

I feel the urge to run into his arm and tackle him. That crooked smile of him doesn't help at all.

As he sees me his smile falls. His eyes get large and an even bigger grin covers his face . He says something to his friend and makes his way towards me.

"YN". He murmurs as he hugs me tight.

"Jonghyun". I murmur back, into his shoulder. 

I missed this guy so much.  I hug him even tighter around his waist.

"Omg, YN" . He says as he pushes me away a little to look at me. 

"Let me look at you"

I give him a shy smile. I don't know what to say. 
Hi? 
How are you? 
I missed you? 
How are the other boys? 
I really don't know so I just stare at him in awe.

"Wow, no wonder that Key-"  He stops abruptly as if he shouldn't have said that.

I raise my eyebrow at him.  "That Key what?"

I let him go from my grip and put my hands on his chest, while he's holding my waist. 

Gosh. 

If you wouldn't know better you could think we were a couple.

"Well, actually this shouldn't slip out of my mouth, so just forget it"  He forces a smile.

"That Key what?"  I repeat.

He sighs. "As Key saw you at the supermarket... Well, he was so confused with himself. He told me how you run away. We talked about you almost over an hour."

"Oh"  I can't say more to that.

His chocolate brown eyes search mine. 

"Oh?"  He grins. 

"That's all you can say to that?"  He's amused. 

Oh thank god.

"What do you expected me to say?"  I ask, playfully raising an eyebrow at him. 

That's why I missed him so much.  Even in actually serious situations.

"Maybe... 'O-M-G! Key missed me?!' "  Jonghyun is pantomiming like he is an overdramatic chick.

I laugh.  "Oh shut up, kim jonghyun"

He grins at me. 

"What would think about a little bit fun?"

"I would love to have a bit fun, but I need to work"  I look down at my hands on his chest.

"Awkward, huh?"  He asks smiling, also looking down at my hands as I look up at him.

"What do you mean?"

"Well, the most people who are passing by us probably think we are a thing or so"  He grins.

I roll my eyes and take a step away from him, so that he needs to let go from my waist.

"What for fun did you have in your mind?"  I ask, suddenly remember something 

"Dino-kim" I grin. I know he hates that.

"What?!"  He bents down and puts me over his shoulder. 

I gasp of surprise.  "YAA!"

He just laughs. Idiot! 

"Jonghyun! Let me down!" 

Jonghyun keeps laughing.  Probably at me. How can he be like this after such a long time? 
Like we are still friends... 
Are we still friends? 
Did we ever stop being friends?
Oh yes, we did stop... 
He didn't call me. 
I didn't call him.
Would we have been still friends if I called him?

"Jonghyun?"  I ask him. All my amusement out of my voice. 

He places me down to the ground again.  Oh thank god.

"Hmmh?"

"Were you mad?" I ask.

"Huh?" He looks confused.

"Were you mad at me as Key and I broke up?"

He scratches the back of his head.  "No, not directly... Why are you asking?"

"Uh... I don't know... I asked myself if any of you guys were"

"Well, Onew hyung was, at first"

"Oh" I look down. 

We are at my car.

"Yeah, but not directly at you..." He ads.

I frown.

"He also was mad at Key... He didn't talk to him for a week. He blamed Key for losing one of his best friends"  Jonghyun explains.

"But he didn't call though" I add confused.

"He was scared you wouldn't care about him anymore. You know, because he's also Key's best friend"

A little smile touches my lips. 

Onew, you idiot.

I look at Jonghyun. "Maybe I can call my boss and say I have an emergency"  I give him a smile.

His eyes light up.  "Great!" 

He grins this crooked smile at me.  He has a plan.  I'm not quiet sure anymore if I want to go with him.

"But-"  I raise my index finger. 

"Just if you tell me what you have planed!"

"That's a surprise" He grins.

"Oh no,Kim jonghyun! Plan or I'm not gonna go with you!" I raise my eyebrow at him. 

He mirrors my face expression except that he still has his crooked smile on his lips.
He stretches his arm out. Probably signaling me to give him my car keys.  I play dumb and hit his hand with mine. 

He rolls his eyes. "Car keys, please?"

"Don't you have your own car?"

"A friend brought me"

"Ugh,Kim jonghyun! You're so annoying!"

"Same goes to you, my friend"  He laughs. 

"Now give me your car keys!"

I roll my eyes again.  I think I didn't roll my eyes the past year as much as I did now in this 15 minutes. 

I pass him my car keys and he opens the passenger door for me. I climb in the car. He closes the door and goes over to the drivers door. He opens it and climbs in.
 

I know where we're heading to. This way is far too familiar.  I think I'm gonna freak out.

"Jonghyun, I don't think that includes fun..."

"Huh?"

"I know where we're heading to. I'm not stupid!"

"I know, you know"  He grins. "But I 'huh'ed because you think you couldn't have fun...."

"'huh'ed?! Seriously?! That isn't a word"  I try to change the subject.

"Well, it is now"

"Pabo!"  I murmur.

He laughs.  "Love you, too."