Chapter 25

I opened my eyes and looked around. I realized i was lying in Jiyong's car in the backseat, but he was nowhere to be seen. I opened the car door and climbed out. I felt a little bit dizzy, but i managed to walk out without falling. Everything around me was chaotic, people were running around, screaming and it was all just a blur.

I grabbed my head as it started hurting again. I let go off the car door and stumbled passt everyone. I didn't recognize anyone, my head was spinning and i felt like i was drunk, except i wasn't. This was something else, and not just a normal headache. I tried to search for Jiyong, or Jonghyun, or anyone else i knew, but i couldn't find anyone. 

I stopped walking and tried my best to focus on everyone that was running past me, but my vision became more blurry and in the end, i gave up and sat down against the wall at the school.

"Hana" I looked up as i heard that person call my name. My mom was standing in front of me, with her hand reached out towards me. She was smiling. "Come with me, Hana. Come back to me and your father".

"But... Jiyong needs me!" I shouted as tears welled up in my eyes.

She shook her head. "No, he doesn't. He'll be better off without you, and you'll be better off without him".

"I can't..." 

"Yes, you can! You should have killed him off a long time ago, Hana! Why do you continue to disappoint us?! We loved you, Hana!"

"Loved?" I chuckeld as i shook my head. "You don't love me anymore, mom?"

"I will, if you come with me right now. I will forgive you for all your sins, and free your soul, so just grab my hand, okay, honey?"

I closed my eyes and i saw Jiyong's face, smiling at me. I saw Chaerin, Zico and Jonghyun, all smiling. They were all smiling, but i wasn't. I was crying and they enjoyed seeing me like this. I shook my head and opened my eyes. 

"Stop messing with my head! I know my friends, i know they care about me! All of them! Even Jiyong!"

"You're only fooling yourself, honey. They don't care about you. No one does, except me and your father. Take a look around if you don't believe me. Do you see any of your friends running around, looking for you?" 

I glanced around, and realized she was right. They weren't. They were sitting where i had passed out, laughing. Chaerin was throwing grapes at Zico while he catched them with his mouth. Jonghyun and Jiyong was talking to each other, and then they both laughed. I looked up at my mom and smiled.

"This isn't real".

"Yes, it is!" She shouted. "Open your eyes, Hana!"

"You're just making me see what you want me to see" I stood up and dusted myself off. "There's no way Jonghyun and Jiyong would ever get along, unless this was a dream, which it clearly is. You're nothing but a nightmare, an