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“Yoongie?” I called out to him while I rested my head on his shoulder, with our fingers intertwined as we sat on a bench still

overlooking the wonderful night view of Seoul.

“Hmm?” He responded.

“Can you tell me about Yuri?” I asked and he gave me a what-the-hell-is-that-question look.

“Why?” He asked.

“I just want to know what it is about her that you liked.” I honestly revealed.

Now that Yoong and I are together, I can't help but think that at one point in time, there was a time when he was somebody

else's, that he loved somebody else. That I wasn't the one in his heart...

“What I liked about Yul?” he asked and I nodded my head yes.

“Kwon Yuri. Born December 4, 1989, sagittarius, birth stone turquoise. Blood Type AB. When I first met Yul, we clicked

right away. Her kkab personality and my prankster choding personality meshed really well. What I really liked about

Yul...hmmmm, well Yul was simple, kind, and beautiful too. She was such a health nut, that every morning she grinds up

ma and drinks it, she used to make me and Taeng some too haha. Yul always put her family and friends before herself and

she, no matter what, will have a smile on her face. Anyone that Yul meets always becomes her friend, well except you

haha. Yul's love for Mickey Mouse was also something not of this world haha. I remember when we went to Disney Land

together, she begged me to buy her all the mickey toys she wants, and I did, so when we got home that day we had to put

them ALL in a room she dedicated to her favorite mouse. But I guess the one thing that I loved about Yul was that she was

always true to herself.” Yoong spoke while lovingly staring at the stars.

He must have really loved her, I mean not all guys know what their girlfriend’s birthstone and and astrological sign is...........

“Do you miss her?” I asked.

“Of course I do. She was my best friend, my sister.” Yoong smiled and looked at me.

“Yoongie, if Yul was still alive would you..would you..” I kept trailing off.

“Would I what?” he asked while he cutely tilted his head.

“Would you love her more than me?”

I don't know why I asked that, but I just want to know.

“Sica, why would you ask that?” He cupped my face.

“I don't know. I was just thinking that if she was still here then, we wouldn't be here right now. I wouldn't be your Sica and

you won't be my Yoongie...Instead, I might be married to Hae and you and her may get married in the future......” I trailed off,

when I realized how painful that would be.

A life where Yoong belongs to someone else. No. Just No.

“Aigoo~ Sica, Yul and I, we were never like that. I mean yes, I did care for her, but that was a long time ago, because I

ended up meeting an ice princess that somehow managed to change my heart.” Yoong smiled.

Wait, what does he mean that he and that girl were not like that. Don't tell me they weren't together? Then why were they

so close and touchy? Also, I thought he confessed?

“Hold up. You just said that you and Yuri weren't like that...which means that you and her weren't in a relationship?! What

the? I thought you confessed to her?” I asked him.

“Sica weren't you listening when I told you?” He asked and I shook my head no.

“Aigoo~ okay, well I did confess to her, but it wasn't that kind of confession, well it kinda was in a way. Aish~ just listen.

That day, when we went to the amusement park, I kissed her right? Well, when I did, I realized that I didn't feel anything. I

didn't feel that spark I guess? Haha well, after that, she asked me why I did that, and I took her here and told her that I

kissed her to see if I still felt something for her and that I realized that I don't. Then I told her about you and how madly in

love I am with you, but since you were with Donghae, I tried as hard as I can to forget you.” He explained.

Ah~ so that's what happened. So they were never together. I really need to learn how to listen hehe.

So all this time, Yoong's been in love with me. Now I get it. I finally get what Yuri's letter means.

Don't worry Yuri, I promise you I won't hurt Yoong anymore and love him with all my heart.

But this choding! How dare he let me misunderstand that he was with that girl!

“Owwwwww~” Yoong whined after I hit his arm.

“What was that for?” He asked.

“That was for letting me misunderstand all this time!” I pouted.

“Whoa there~ I didn't even know you misunderstood us, plus why would you be mad at me for that, because we were just

friends then.” He reasoned.

“Yeah~ but still....I...I...” I trailed off.

Tch~    Jessica Jung 0       Im Yoongie 1.

Yoong and I sat in silence for a while until I thought of something.

“Yoongie..I was wondering, what do you......actually never mind, let's jus