CHAPTER 9:  leave but don’t comeback

“No, I can’t live without you!” after realizing she rush outside grabbing her car key and drive here way to the airport, 30 minutes left before Jaejoong’s departure to America .

She doesn’t want to lose him.

When she reach the airport, she immediately seek out for him,

“Oppa!” she scream upon seeing him ready to check in, hands intertwine to a girl non other than his Jessica,

“Yuri,” he called when he saw her presence, he’s shocked to see her, she’s been hiding from him, but he’s happy that somehow she forgive him, yes he’s been bad to her, saying a lot of terrible things, saying that she’s just his responsibility, but thinking that he will leave her for real this time, somehow it pain him, that his days won’t be complete that he might regret this day,

“Oppa,” his girlfriend called him sweetly that made him to stop thinking that he will regret this day, because after this day he will have Jessica with him everyday, he smile to her, the sweetest smile only destined for the girl he loves,

“I’ll be back, I will just say my goodbye,”

“Okay,” she trust him, that’s why she stand there far away as her lover reach for his friend waiting, she doesn’t want him to think that she’s a hindrance on their friendship, she already win this game.

She knows he will comeback in her arms.

Yuri instantly embraces Jaejoong demanding him not to leave her,

“I’m sorry Yuri but there are lots of things that I want to do, I hope that you will understand, I know you can get over me, I now that you can find someone that will make you happy, someone who’s better than me, I knew it, you can live and survived even without me, be strong Yuri,” he broke the hug, as he caress her face with tears

“Oppa,” she calls pleading, tugging his shirt, shaking him.

He looks at her in the eye, continue wiping her tears,

“Always remember that you will always be my little sister, no one can ever replace that in my heart,” he assures her, only the position of being his forever sister, apart from the position she always dreamed of.

“Oppa,,,” she still hoping that her way of calling him make him to change his mind.

“Don’t cry please, it will be hard for me to leave you,,”

“Then, don’t leave me,,”he shook his head, once again his flight is being called and Jessica too from a far, showing her irritation on their skin ship.

“Goodbye Yuri,” for the last time, he kissed her temple and ends it with a smile before going to the side of his girlfriend, inside the airport away from Yuri, away from her life.

Yuri still stands there, on the same spot where he left him, still frozen while staring at her first loves back.

“Why do you have to meet her when I am on your side all along? Why? And why do I feel like if you leave me now you can’t enter my heart again?”

Yet all she can do from now on is to ask that same question that only fate could answer.

She’s now alone, COMPLETELY,,,,,,

Meanwhile inside the airplane, on their seat Jessica notice her boyfriend seems lost,

“Oppa, what are you thinking?” she ask, leaning her body to him, he looks at her and smile,

“Nothing,” he answer, ”Just thinking about Seoul,” Jessica knows that he’s thinking about Yuri, but she refuse to ask anymore questions related about her, she notice his bruise on his handsome face,

“What happen to your face,” she touched his face, Jaejoong’s hold her hand pressing them,

“I’m being clumsy, I hurt my self yesterday,” his girlfriend laugh, ”Now rest, it will be a long flight,”

“Okay, “As she close her eyes, “I’m really happy to have you, I love you,” he smile and give her a short kiss,

“I love you too, I sacrifice everything because of you,” with that guarantee she falls asleep, while Jaejoong looks at the clouds outside, he touch his face, he chuckle to himself, those wound is not because him being clumsy it was because of Yunho.

FLASHBACK:

“So you are really leaving,” Yunho ask, Jaejoong nod,

“Can I give you my gift before you leave?” Yunho ask, before emptying his glass of wine, they are on their favorite bar, only the two of them in that very expensive room that only rich people like them can afford, “I will give you two, can you accept it freely?”

“Sure, what is it?” without hesitation, Yunho grab his best friend collar and throw him a really strong punch, Jaejoong’s fall down on the table causes almost all the foods and alcohol drop on the floor, he’s still astonish on Yunho  gift, he grab him on the collar again,

“Jung yunho!”He called

“That first gift is for me, for breaking your promise, I trusted you, but you failed me,” as he let out hisanger shaking

“I never ask that from you!” hearing that he punches him again after saying,”Now this is for Yuri” he didn’t fight back nor break away  from that punch, he deservers it that’s why he chose to allow it without wavering.

After those punches, yunho cries in front of him, his best friend that he always look up to as a strong person cries, he never get drunk, even his problem with his mother can’t made him burst into tears, only this time this is his first time seeing him in pain, in tears,,

Before he left, he said to him these words,

“I envy you, like always, I wish I am you, but that’s imposible,,,,,When you leave her tomorrow, I will make sure that you can’t find that same spot again in her heart so if you are not ready to face that fact don’t try to comeback, I will help her to forget about you, I’m still being nice because I still treat you as a friend, but if you’re just somebody, I did kill you a long time ago,,”

That’s the Yunho he knows, scary yet he never imagine that that scary Yunho will cry in front of him.

End of flashback….

“It’s too late to back out, I know you worth it,” he said to himself while glancing at his lover’s beautiful face,,

Can he ever see the dwell on that beautiful face that he always adores?

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