CHAPTER 11:

Yunho still holding and pressing Yuri’s hand when someone tapped his shoulder,

“Appa,” he looks up to him and surprise to see that it is their father he was in America, taking care of their business, he didn’t made it to the first day his daughter brought in the hospital nevertheless he made sure that he get updated in her condition.

“Appa,” he called again before crying in his arms, he then as he is too in pain seeing his daughter condition, blaming himself that he’s the reason why she’s suffering, because of his selfishness, because of his own revenge, because of his abhorrence, Yuri’s life is in danger. He rub down his sons back telling him that she will be alright, that she will wake up soon, that he doesn’t need to worry,

But he knows he’s only saying those words to calm himself,

“Go home son, I will look after Yuri,”

“But, I want her to see me, when she wake up,”

“Please, I have so many things to say to her, I know she will listen even though she’s not opening her eyes, and your mother who will look after her?”

Thinking about his mother made him remember the accident she cause, how she reacted after that, he clench his fist he can’t help himself but disgust her,

“Why are you like that? She almost kill your daughter, yet you still think about her, it makes me wonder if you really love your daughter,” he fake a laugh, showing his frustration.

“Because I am a fool, now go I know you’re very tired,,” as he gently push him on the exit.

Just when silence fills the room, he sits on a chair beside his daughter, he touch her palm, and then he weep,

“I’m sorry for I am more than anyone else brought you too much pain, how can I pay you? Your mother will hate me in heaven if she sees you like this, so please wake up and request everything or anything you want and I am more than willing give it to you,”

He still hope that it’s not too late for him to correct his every mistakes, his love for his wife is too complicated, he never  expect that things will turn out like this, he knew nothing, since he was right,

He is a fool, a fool and always be because of his love for his wife

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When Yunho reach home, he search for his mother, she’s in her room, blankets covering here body, she’s scared as hell, they lied to the authorities  about what really happen for it might put their madam in prison.

“Umma,” he called so this is how his mother become, she acted like crazy or for real when she saw him standing there, she embrace him in an instant, Yunho can’t hug her like what he used to do, for she’s the reason why his love is in danger,

“She’s fine, she will survive,”

“I didn’t mean to,,,” she sob, its too late, the damage had been done, whether she mean it or not, it doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter anymore. He soothe her until she fall into sleep, when she did he went in his own room, too tired to take a shower, he lay his tired body on his bed, his hand reach on Yuri’s photo on his side table, there are times that he hides it in the drawer.

Once again he picture himself on that same illusion that he always dream off, in his dreams where in he and Yuri is possible, he still pray for that miracle to happen, but right now he’s satisfied to pray for Yuri to gain her consciousness, tomorrow he will talk about Yuri how bad the hospital food is, maybe that will make her to recover soon, since she’s too picky when it comes to food.

“What If I pursued my love to you back then and never gave you to Kim Jae joong, will you also love me or disgust me even more? If I can turn back time, I will choose that option, I will let myself to love you and protect you eve though it’s wrong, and it’s not too late right?

I can love you even more when you wake up?” and with that thought filling his head he falls asleep.

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“Umma!”

“Yuri, my Yuri look how beautiful you become?” said her mother as they hug each other, she misses her so much, she always longing for this kind of feeling, the feeling of being love and cherished.

“Umma, I miss you so much”

“Me too, we miss you too”

”is that mean that I be able to go with you?” her mother face her and shook her head,

“Not yet, there are lots of things waiting for you, something  special, something worth the second chance, I know you can surpass everything ahead, you have to go on and live  and be happy from now on,”

“But Umma, I am really tired,”

“It’s part of it, now follow Umma, open your eyes, open your eyes,,,,,”

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