(A/N please read the foreword again, i did some changes below,,,to confuse you even more,,,,( evil grin^^)

well, enjoy another sad chapter, even though it's not appropriate to say,,,,

CHAPTER 13:

His life was never been this empty,

Yunho sat in his bed, he’s still glancing at Yuri’s picture in his hands, he’s been searching for her for two weeks now, and he doesn’t knew any relatives of her, rather than them, even though he wanted to use some connections, someone big stopping him to do so, someone big like his father is on his way, on his every actions, he don’t want it to feel but he’s losing his hope that’s why he feels so pathetic and useless, for the ninth time, he can’t do something for her, he regret everyday that passed, when he’s just contented looking at her, letting her in her stupidity stage when she becomes in love and too attaché to his best friend, Jaejoong,

Never comes a day that he never hated that, never comes a day that he wished he was him, that he’s on his position, treasuring her. All he hears from him was all his complains and annoyance towards Yuri and yet he’s happy to hear that, thinking that his best friend is not falling on her sister’s charm.

When he saw her broken hearted, he wanted to kill Jaejoong for causing that pain, there also comes a time, that he also wish that Jaejoong loves his sister back.

He’s willing to accept it although it pains him million times, because it’s for Yuri’s happiness although it wasn’t with him.

But

“Where exactly are you Yuri?” he thought

With that, a soft knock was heard,

“Come in,” he answered he’s surprise to see his father in his room, he remember the last time he went in his room was when he’s 14, that was years ago and that’s when he scold him for treating Yuri coldly.

He wipes the tears forming in his eyes, he’s been crying too much lately all because of her.

“What do you want?” he ask him, his father look at him worriedly, aware on the pathetic stage he is in,

Yunho notice him breathing heavily, he notice the picture of Yuri he is holding he gets in from him,

“She’s really beautiful, just like her mother, they look exactly the same, no doubt you will fall for her charm,” he chuckles, Yunho look away afraid to conduct an eye contact, he’s blushing for what he said was real who can resist Yuri’s charm, he can’t even for a second, her beautiful image is secretly treasured in his brain lock properly in his heart.    

“Please stop now,” he said seriously, yunho looks at his father, his kind of looks that’s pleading on where he hides her,

“She’s not in the county,” he continues,” and even if you see her, she can’t remember you,”

“What?” yunho ask even more curious, he’s heart beating so fast.

“The day she woke up from the hospital, she had no memories from the day I took her here up to the present, she loses all those, she lose all those sad memories” he explain, yunho stands in front of him, close to him, making sure if he’s hearing him right ,

“You are lying,” he chuckles, “you only saying that because I told you that I love her, okay I will take that back, just tell me where she is, !” he demands tugging his fathers arm

“Yunho, what I am saying were all true, She can’t remember me as his real father,” he stuttered on that note, for it’s a lie that he is her father,” and her relatives showed up saying that they will take good care of her, I agreed, I gave Yuri to them, “he calm his son down, ”Don’t you think that for the better? All we brought to her was endless pain, it’s time for her to be happy, I agreed that she lose her memory, somehow I am happy,, for I will know she will be happy, with out a sad past that’s hunting her, that’s why on that day, I decided to set her free, I let her go, can you do the same?”

His every words little by little sinking in his brain,

“She can’t remember me?”There is no exactly good memory to remember about him, but he’s selfish that’s why he wants her to know that there is Jung Yunho existing in her life, but it’s too late,

He can’t find her,

She’s gone forever,,,,,,,          

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“Of course you are really beautiful, no one can replace you in my heart,” then that man trailed his dangerous kisses on his new prey, his hand travelled lustfully in that woman aging body. His sinful hands massage her thighs then when to its destination, removing her then dropped it freely on the floor after smirking on that woman’s face,

“Don’t tease,, just go,” she beg

“Let me just enjoy every minute of you,” he sweetly answered, with that she start kissing her neck at the same time inserting his fingers one by one in her not tight anymore .

That woman, who’s just like his other special guess, seeking for something excitement and thrilling longing for a young man’s touch in their drained body, mostly his costumers are all aged woman, who’s husbands were all busy with their business, no time on their wives, those women were all fed up on their husbands, and its woman below him   thank him for the bliss she is experiencing at the moment, she’s very glad that her friends introduce this man to her. She will enjoy this well night with him even though he cost a lot, but he’s worth it, every cent was no waste.     

The man who’s also known ask Mickey to them look at her in full lust as if he is too excited to  be with her, not minding her adult scent, her skin that’s start to get aged.

In his world driven by just lust and longing, money is the most needed.

They are on the middle of their session when four guys in their black suite came in,

Mickey is not surprise anymore for it always happen,

“Another intruder,” he thought, he puts on his clothes, ”Same scene again,”

It usually happens when he’s in that moment with his costumer, their husbands or bodyguard will in, he will receive endless beating, he manage to fight back and the result is he’s still alive.

He wink at the woman whose body is covered by a blanket, as the guys in suite continue chasing him,

“Aish!” he thought about the money while running, he escaped on that hotel, after a few turns here and there, he lose them. He can’t stop to think about the money but bad luck strikes him,

“I’m sorry changmin, better luck next time, bad luck strike me,” he said to himself, those bad money was intended for changmin, for his medication and studies.

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A loud knock was heard in their door that made Changmin to fold his book,

“I’m coming!” when he opened it, he saw his hyung bleeding, his beautiful face is a mess, muddled hair and clothes improperly button,

“What happen?” he ask

“As always,” he knew what he indicate but somehow he wanted him to answer different reason and he feels guilty since half of that was because of him, he helps him to go inside, ”You better quit the job or you will be dead soon,” he warn, he pose a worried look,

“Ah!” he shouts, holding on his lower abdomen

“What hyung?” changmin ask worriedly

“I thought I for got to wear my boxer before running,” he answered laughing

“Hyung you scared me!” he hit him in his arm

“Yah that’s hurt,” he stands up to get the medicine,

“Ah hyung we run out of medicine, I won’t take long, and I will buy some pain reliever for you,”           

With that he left, 

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so those to appear,,,

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