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Gongchan’s P.O.V

We stood by the side of the stage, ready to go on to perform at our concert.

It wasn’t a big one, and we only performed a few songs.

About half way through our performance I glanced over at Sandeul, he’s irresistible when he’s performing. He still seemed upset over what happened with Jinyoung the other day, and he hasn’t spoken to him since, I don’t think I should have said it, I feel really bad now. His performance wasn’t as good as it usually is.

Jinyoung’s P.O.V

We didn’t do brilliant at today’s performance, I was a little un motivated after what happened the other day, and I wasn’t in the mood for dancing around and acting all like I was best friends with everyone else. I’d barely spoken to anyone since what happened with Sandeul.

Thankfully we were almost done, we just had one last song to sing... Tried to walk.

Sandeul’s P.O.V

It was time for us sing our last song. Tried to walk. The song started and with it, tears were brought to my eyes.

Don’t cry. The fans will notice.

I only just managed to get through my first line. 

Noticing Gongchan looking at me, my voice cracked. I didn’t bother acknowledging the look he gave me. It was almost as if he was apologising through his eyes. 

"Don’t make that face. This is my last conversation with you." Jinyoung sang, I couldn’t help but feel that this line was directed to me. Though he didn’t acknowledge or even look at me, it still felt as though it was me he was speaking to. 

When it was my turn to sing, the words wouldn’t leave my mouth. I stood there completely frozen. The fans waiting to hear me sing again, but I just couldn’t. 

‘I’m getting farther away from you.
You’re disappearing
Don’t easily forget me
Because it’ll hurt too much’

It was all true. If he forgot me, it would hurt too much.

The tears escaped my eyes and ran down my cheeks as I stood there. 

I turned my head to look at Jinyoung, giving him an apologetic look. Only to receive a death glare back.

He hates me. I couldn't take it. Tears were now streaming down my face. The others singing was just noise. No words.

My head was spinning. All I could think about throbbing ache in my heart. 

I wiped my tears away with my sleeve, I heard some fans cry my name. The tears wouldn't stop. 

I felt an arm wrap round my shoulders, hugging me tightly. More fans were beginning to cry. 

I looked to see which member had taken pity on me. Baro. Probably only doing it for his image. He doesn't really care. But it felt good to think he did. He pulled me closer to him, rubbing his hand up and down my arm soothing me.

Every so often during his rap he would peer over at me, I could feel his eyes scanning my features. I could almost feel the fake sympathy on his face. Why is he doing this?

Gongchan’s P.O.V

I looked over to Sandeul and my heart sank. From the small glance I could tell he was on the verge of tears. I did this to him. At the time I did it out of revenge. But now, well now I regret it.

There was a reason he didn't want to tell Jinyoung and now I understand why. He doesn't deserve this. I turned back to the cheering audience smiling happily, hoping that my guilt wasn't visible.

The crowd erupted in to cries of Sandeul’s name. I took another glance.

He's in tears.

My poor Deullie.

I felt helpless stood there watching him, even if I offered my shoulder he wouldn't take it. He probably hates me now and to be honest I deserve everything I get. It’s only fair after the pain I have caused him.

From behind me I saw Baro make his way over to him and wrap arm around him. What the hell is he doing? That should be me!! Not him!!

Baro’s P.O.V

I put my arm over Sandeul’s shoulders and pulled him in towards me, I didn’t know why the poor guy was crying, but I guessed it could have been something to do with him thinking about Jinyoung.

Looking at his crying face, I suddenly got the urge to kiss him, and try to make everything better in his world. To just hold him close and tell him that everything was going to be alright.

Why was I feeling like this? I’m not gay... I don’t think. Why would I want to kiss a guy?

As soon as the song had finished, I took a sobbing Sandeul off of the stage and to our dressing room, leaving Jinyoung to thank the audience and bid them goodbye.

I didn’t let go of Sandeul the whole journey back to our dressing room, I left my arm around him. I didn’t want to let go of him.

Why did I feel this way?

Sandeul’s P.O.V

Baro pulled me off stage. I didn't even bother to fight him; he was stronger than me so even if I did it would have been a pointless struggle. I just didn't have the energy.

I couldn't control my sobbing. It was getting embarrassing. But I didn't really care to be honest. Once again, I didn't have the energy to.

I don't even know why Baro is being like this all of a sudden. I mean yes, we are members of the same group and yes, he's a friend. But since when did he care so much? We've never been the best of friends. He isn't the person I'd go to if I needed help. CNU was, but he proved that he can't be trusted.

More tears rose from my eyes and streamed down my face at the thought of CNU and what he did. I should have never have trusted him.

As we reached the door of the dressing room, Baro opened it and led me in, still tightly holding me.

As soon as he closed the door he pulled me into a tight embrace. I rested my head on his shoulder and Once again tears escaped my eyes. For the second time this week I sobbed my heart out on the comfort of his shoulder. It felt good. Like someone cared.

Baro didn't say anything but simply held me. As my sobbing got worse he tightened his grip on me, I couldn't help but wrap my arms around his waist in return.

When I finally calmed down and my breathing was back to regular, he loosened his arms slightly, I didn't bother to move. It felt good to be like this with him. But I knew I had to at some point. So I lifted my head. It felt too heavy to be on my shoulders. Sudden dizziness took over causing me to stumble backwards.

Before I could fall, Baro caught me.

“You need to sit down.” He said. These were the first words he'd spoken to me all day.

“I'm fine” I replied trying to stand up straight, only to feel the dizziness take over again.

“Sure you are.” He replied sarcastically.

He half carried me to the two seater sofa, placing me down carefully, before sitting down himself. The whole time he never let me go.

“Are you okay?” He asked.

I tried to nod, but my head just felt too big. So I smiled at him. He saw right through it. He knew it was a fake smile.

“Sandeul, you know you can talk to me right?” He said, turning my face to look at him. Once again, my eyes filled up.

“Thank you.” I choked out, before a silent tears rolled down my cheek.

“Ahhhh Deullie... Don't cry... Come on, smile?” He said, wiping away my tear with his thumb.

I tried to fake another smile, but it didn't work. He moved his face closer to mine, looking me directly in the eyes.

I tried to look away but he had his hand on my cheek keeping my head in place.

“This isn't the Sandeul I know and love.” He said.

Love. Did he just say love? He meant as a friend right?

Before I could say or think anymore his face started to move closer to mine until our noses were touching. I could feel his hot breath on my lips. He carried on moving his lips closer to mine, now millimetres away. It was seconds before our lips would meet, when we heard shouting from down the hall.

Baro snapped back into his original position next to me, removing his warm hand from my cheek, leaving it feeling cold and empty.

Jinyoung came bursting through the door, his face red with anger. He looked mad enough to kill. This is it. He's going to kill me.

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