XXIV Where is your home

“Did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there..”

― Train, Train, Drops of Jupiter

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Ryeowook woke up feeling the warmth enveloping him. He blinked his eyes, adjusting to the light of new day. Scenes from the previous day came to him and he smiled, hugging the other person more firmly. He sighed contentedly and snuggled closer to Kyuhyun’s warm chest. He missed the other man very much

Suddenly he felt a leg over his waist and hands pulling him closer. He giggled, when Kyuhyun suddenly started to rock them in bed.

“Slept well?” Kyuhyun asked, looking down at Ryeowook. He smiled when he saw the other’s sparkling eyes and full smile.

“Very well.” Ryeowook answered, snuggling his cheek onto the other’s chest. ‘I missed it. I wanted to be like that with you.’ Both of them thought.

“I’m glad then, but you know we need to stood up right?” He the shorter man’s hair. “And I want to talk with you more, before Sungmin’s steals you away for work.”

“Ok, ok.” Ryeowook whined, making Kyuhyun chuckle. The shorter man sat up on the bed and Kyuhyun did the same. They faced each other and Kyuhyun started talking:

“I wanted to ask you yesterday, but you fell asleep. Why did you left  so suddenly and alone that day? Didn’t I tell you I will figure out everything? Did you know how worried I was? How scared I was that something might happen to you?”

“But I left a letter.” Ryeowook’s face paled, eyes shone with dread. Kyuhyun was asking these questions that Ryeowook didn’t want to answer. He sat up on the bed more firmly, planting his feet onto the cold morning floor.

“Yes you did, but there is no explanation.” Kyuhyun followed him, looking at Ryeowook’s face.

“I…I’m sorry.” Ryeowook looked down ashamed.

“You know sorry can’t solve this problem.” Kyuhyun rubbed Ryeowook’s hand with his finger. An assuring smile adorned his lips.

“Ehhh I know.”Ryeowook sighed then looked at Kyuhyun. “I decided after the day, man named Junsu showed up in the apartment door…” He begun and told Kyuhyun the story of his meeting with Junsu. How the man talked about their connection; about Evil, Angel, God. He mentioned about Kyuhyun wanting to leave Wookie. Yet Ryeowook didn’t utter a word about the feeling he wanted Kyuhyun to possesses for him. After Ryeowook said all he wanted and needed, he looked at Kyuhyun. The angel’s brows were frowned, eyes and lips narrowed. Then he snapped and looked at Ryeowook angrily:

“You believed him? You believed that stranger?! You left me, all miserable and pained, because he told you I will abandon you?!”  Kyuhyun’s bellowed, but he calmed down when he saw fear in the other’s eyes. “I admit I wanted to leave you in the very beginning. But I don’t just abandon people I help. I meet with them from time to time, see how they live. And in your case I wanted to do something different. Ryeowook you just… you know how much…” Kyuhyun stopped his words, then started again in different way. “I wanted you to go to Park’s family for time being. I wanted you to be safe and close, so I will know where you are. I wanted you to be next to me. We ar