Chapter 19 ~ Her Sudden Change

*Myungsoo's POV*   It was 6.00 p.m. and I'm still waiting for Haeshin in my room. Where did the girl go? Why isn't she coming back yet? I don't even know where she slept last night. Argghhh!!! Why must she trouble me all the times.    Before I knew it, the door swung open revealing Haeshin's figure. I stood up from my chair and walked to her. "Where were you all the time?" I asked but she kept on glaring me with her sharp eyes.    "Girl and boy are allow to share the same room???!!! Hah! Don't joke with me, Kim Myungsoo" she scoffed.    What??!    No. No way.... How did she find out?   "Wh- what do you mean?" I pretended to be fluster.   "Don't act innocent. You know what I mean!!!!!" she mentally yelled at me. She stepped closer to me. "All these times, you lied to me. You even made me as your slave. Cook for you, clean your things and do everything for you! Saying that if I need to stay, I have to follow your rules. You're insane, Kim Myung Soo! Is that why you told me not to tell anyone where my room is? You are scared if I know about you lying to me" her voice cracked a bit as tears were forming on her eyes. "I'm such a fool for believing in your lies" she scoffed.    "Why must you lie to me???! If only you told me the truth, I would already living in a normal life in this school" she cried. Her hands were hitting my chest like a pillow for her to punch. I just stood there, not saying anything. "Why aren't you saying anything??!!! This is all your fault! You acted as if you're the victim every time we fought while I'm actually the victim here" she sobbed. She kept on hitting me with her small hands. I knew she was losing control.    I held both of her hands, stopping her from hitting me. "Can you calm down and think? If you are in the same room with the other girls, do you think they will accept you? You are nerd in this school, Haeshin. They look down on nerd. You will only suffer if you are with them" I explained. "Why?" her voice turned into a whisper. "Why is it always about who I am? What ever happens, I'm still a human being, L" she gripped on my shirt and cried. I didn't know what to do so I just let her cried on my chest.     Mian, Nam Hae Shin.    Please forgive me.   *End of POV*   An hour had passed, you stopped crying. You were on your bed hugging your knees as you remained silent. As for Myungsoo, he just stared blankly at you while sitting on a chair.   "Are you going to stay like that forever?" he said to break the silence.    "Is it because I'm an orphan? Is that why they hate me?" you whispered to yourself.    "What??" Myungsoo who heard your voice talked, asked you.   You didn't want to tell him the truth so you just shook your head and said, "Nothing". Myungsoo looked at you suspiciously. He was curious of what you just said even though he didn't heard them well. You wanted to go out to take some fresh so you rose up from your position which totally caught Myungsoo's attention.   "Where are you going?" he asked. "Get some fresh air. Don't wait me" you mumbled and went out of your room, leaving Myungsoo feeling clueless.      Outside Block B building, you were running towards to the garden near there while clutching your heart.   'What the hell is wrong with my heart?' you thought, feeling a slight pain on your heart. Out of nowhere, your nightmare about your real father flashed in your mind. The pain that you were feeling became more and more pain. "" you cursed.    You couldn't held the pain anymore. You dropped down to the ground. Your hands were still on your chest. "Ahhhh!!" you groaned in pain.    "Orphan!"    "Nam Hae Shin is an orphan"   "Hey, nerd without a family!"   "You have no parents! Orphan!"   "Nerd! Orphan! You're pathetic! World's garbage"   "Adopted child!!!!!"   "You don't deserve to live in this world"   Sounds of all the people that used to bully you could be heard from your ears. Your vision started to become blur as the voices that you heard kept on repeating in your ears. Your head started to spin and it hurt you even. "Shut up!!!" you yelled.   "I'm not an orphan. I'm NAM Hae Shin" you mumbled.   "Yah, Hae Shin, gwenchana? Haeshin!" a gu