Rain Sound

30 Day IPod Shuffle Challenge for YoonHae (FAILED)

Song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=7ghpiNIKGIo

I sat on an old swing outside the rain, my umbrella left unopened in my arms and my tears mixing up with the rain. I choked back on old memories and promises. Don't do this to yourself, Yoona. Don't hurt yourself thinking about that. It was already too late to stop and I let my sobs match with the pitter patter of the rain.

 

A bright red umbrella.

 

When I arrived at the front of my doorstep, the door swung open before I had a chance to touch the knob.

 

"Yoona! We've been looking all over for you! I can't believe you'd ditch dance practice and what is this!? You got an umbrella in your hand and yet your drenched from head to toe with no warm clothing. Are you crazy? Do you want to get sick? Once Taeyeon unnie comes back from her schedule, you are so going to-"

 

Wet and drenched clothes and sneakers

 

"I'm fine, Jessica. I'll just dry myself off inside before she comes home. Please don't tell her about this. Just say that I was sick or something. Please."

 

"Y-Yoona, are you okay? A-Are you crying right now? Yoona answer me." I walked past her, my eyes trying to fight off the stinging pain I felt as I walked over to my room. I the portable heater and waited for it to start going.

 

I turn off and turn on the boiler


 
 
I waited for thirty minutes, just staring at the machine, until I eventually gave up and sat back on my seat. I wanted so badly to cry, but I don't want to let the other girls from outside hear. I didn't want my roommate to see my presence once she got out of the shower. I didn't want to have them all ask questions on why.
 
 

Whatever I do, it doesn’t dry

 
 
Why he and I were done.
 
 
 
Because, as much I would like to know, I didn't. I was confused. I was as clueless to how I felt as much as my Soshi sisters. I had so many questions and answers, but they didn't make sense at all. It was confusing.
 
 

Is that how I feel or is it not?
A confusing set of questions and answers


 
I remember it how the two of us first met. It was pouring just like it was today. We were both trainees, aspiring to become talented stars that everyone would know and love. We were such close friends, but I was the one who felt something else. I loved him already on the first day.
 
 
 

On a rainy day, I fell for you


 
 
I remember when he asked me out on a date. He was so shy, stuttering constantly and looking at everyone else but me. Of course I said yes. We went out in secret with the exception of our band mates knowing. We didn't show that much PDA, but gazes were our strong connection to each other. That is how we conversed and showed each other love. Oh we were so in love back then.
 
 
 

We used to love each other so much

 

 
I really don't understand how after all those memories, after all those times we would say "I love you", after our gazes, after our kisses, after our love, we would end like this.
 
 
 

It didn’t seem like we had to do this

 

 
So it hurt. It hurt when he suddenly came up to me, his eyes no longer giving me that warmth. It hurt when he spat cold icy words to my face, demanding that we were to break up. It hurt when I begged him, went on my knees, sobbed, and offered everything in the world, to only get a kick and two deadly words that stung my heart. You're pathetic.
 
 
 

So my heart hurts so much (heart hurts)


 
 
I stepped outside in to the rain once again despite Jessica and Seohyun's protests, my hands gripping firmly on the red umbrella. I swore that I could've heard his voice while walking in the rain. It sounded so nice, so comforting.
 
 
 

Is this sound of the rain, your voice?

 

 
It seemed like it was telling me to come over to the rain even more. It kept telling me to go to the park. That park was where we used to hang out in. We barely hung out anymore. I wonder if he remembered about that.
 
 
 

Is this a sound that calls to me? Am I the only one thinking of you?


 
 
I let the tears and rain mix together and blind me from my vision. Despite the blur, I continued walking. The rain was crying with me as well. As I cried harder, it poured down harder. I couldn't see where I was going anymore.
 
 

Will this rain comfort me?

 

I heard a car honk near by and suddenly felt a wave of force push me down. I heard a door open and close. A man rushed over and tried to keep me up. Despite my life barely up at the moment, I couldn't help but keep thinking about him. Was he alright? Is he hurt?

 

Do you know how I feel? I keep thinking of you

 

The car owner pleaded for me to keep staying alive. He begged, cursed, threatened, and anything else he could think of. I could only pity the man. He didn't mean to kill me twice.

 

I used up all my energy and let my hand rest on his cheek. Last words flowed out of my mouth with much difficulty.

 

"It's okay, Donghae. It's okay, because I..."

 

love you.

 

On rainy days, I always run into you

 

 

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Moment of silence...So this was a bit rushed. I wanted to really capture the song and get you guys crying, but I really had no time for that. I ended up just making more angst.

 

The shuffle songs are starting to get sadder and sadder. I want to make another happy story ;~; but I made this an IPOD shuffle challange, so I have to stick to my word and have the shuffle.

 

And I just noticed how I have so many songs that aren't Super Junior or SNSD. I need to write a oneshot for their songs at least once in my challenge. I mean, this has members from the groups. I feel like I need to have a oneshot for one of their songs.

 

I'm actually doing pretty well on this 30 day challange. I still think that my oneshots and could use more time, but I guess school just doesn't want to let me breathe DD:

 

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ChocoCaramel #1
Chapter 1: awww poor donghae :(
nerdscandy #2
Chapter 29: And thank you for writing all of those <3 I really loved them, and especially because YOONHAE was in them
nerdscandy #3
Chapter 29: Aww :( It's alright, but you probably did a lot more than you expected I hope? :D
There's always a next time
nerdscandy #4
Chapter 28: Nice sequel! :D Finally a sequel
nerdscandy #5
Chapter 27: Dang this one is sooooo mysterious and the plot was really unexpected
I think you have a sequel in mind? :)
nerdscandy #6
Chapter 26: Why is fate so cruel to them? I hope they can get together soon!
iamagirl_ #7
Chapter 26: This is sooooo...beautiful :')
nerdscandy #8
Chapter 25: Ahaha OMG they are so adorable <3
Hehe I loved how you portrayed yoona's thoughts
But I also wanna read donghae's thoughts. However, you didn't write them out and that left a sense of mystery and suspense, which was also really intriguing.
LilyLOL #9
Chapter 13: Good chapter! You have to listen them song such as beautiful target, only learned bad things, or baby I'm sorry, it will inspire you, seriously Author-nim :D
nerdscandy #10
Chapter 24: Danggg I thought they were going to break up, but then they didn't! OMG the ending <3 <3 <3
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