Later on, the others left, Mika and Jay left too… you, Karam and Minho were left in the living room.

“Oppa, can I ask you something?” You said.

“Sure, what is it?” Karam asked.

“What do you do when you’re really confused… when you don’t know what to do?”

“Why is something bothering you?” Karam and Minho approached you.

You sat on the couch and they sat beside you.

“Oppa, I’m really confused…” You said.

“Why?”

“HyunChul-ah, you’re sister fell…” Minho stated.

“She fell? Are you hurt or something? When did this happen? You’re so careless.” Your brother worriedly said.

“Not that kind of fell… I mean… she fell… in love.” Minho said.

HyunChul looked at you, surprised…

“Did I really… fell in love oppa?” You asked.

“Why are you asking me? You should know that yourself.”

“She’s clueless… don’t you know it’s her first.” Minho said.

“----------ah, tell me who…” Your brother asked.

You didn’t answer, still unsure…

“She likes two persons, HyunChul-ah..” Minho said

“What? Is that even possible? Falling in love with two guys?”

“Is that wrong? I just feel the same way towards them..” You said.

“It’s not wrong -------ah, but you need to choose soon.” Minho said.

“Who are they?” Karam asked.

“I just feel the same way for Jaejoong and Yoochun-ah.” You said.

“So, you fell for the two of them… I had a feeling this will come though…” Your brother said.

You looked at him. “The way you act towards them is different, and I just know because, you’re my sister.” He said.

“Do they like you too?” Minho asked.

“I think no, I don’t know… they never told me anything.” You replied.

“You need to know, if they feel something for you too.” Minho said.

“But, I think they do…” Karam said.

“How do you know oppa?” You asked.

“Well, they’re both caring and protective of you. The way they act towards you is different too.” He said.

Minho snapped his fingers and said, “What if they do like you too? What if the two of them confess to you? That will be hard.”

“No, that’s impossible they care for me, because we’re friends.” You said.

“No, there is a possibility!” Karam said.

“I don’t know… I’m sleeping. I know what to do now.” You said standing up.

“What exactly do you plan to do?” Minho asked.

“I will just be friends with them, just like before… no changes… I will forget everything about falling in love.” You stated.

“But you will still have feelings for them.” Your brother said.

“I don’t care anymore. I will throw these feelings away before it’s too late.” You said.

“But…” Minho tried to say something but you stopped him.

“Goodnight! Oppa, we have school tomorrow, sleep early.” You said then you rushed to your room.

“She’s so immature.” Minho said.

“Well, she doesn’t know anything about these things, what do we expect?” Karam said.

They both sighed.

“She will have a hard time.” Karam said.

“Do you like YoonJi-ah?” Minho blurted.

“Why are you asking me that?”

“Seems like you do…”

Karam yawned… “Let’s go to sleep.”

“So, do you like her?”

“Yeah, I guess.” Karam replied, not caring anymore.

“You do? Wow! That’s great!”

“Yeah, whatever you say.”

“Wah! The great HyunChul fell in love too.” Minho teased.

“Yeah yeah… wait, what? What are we talking about again?”

“Nothing… just sleep.” Minho said.

Soon, all were in deep slumber.

…

*Now that I told oppa… I can just forget about everything. Yeah, I can’t like anyone of them…*

…

[The Next Day]

“I will confess to -------ah, today.” Yoochun declared.

“Really hyung? That’s great!” Changmin exclaimed in joy.

Jaejoong just looked up the sky. YooRin looked at him.

“Jae, do you think today is the right time?” Yoochun asked.

“Today’s weather is not that good, I think it will rain later.” Jaejoong said, then he left.

“I’m not asking about the weather. What does that mean?” Yoochun said.

YooRin shrugged and followed Jaejoong out of the rooftop.

“Jaejoong-ah!” She called.

He turned back, “Why?” He asked, pretending to not know.

“Don’t tell me you’re just giving up like this.” YooRin said.

“I don’t care anymore YooRin-ah… Yoochun was first anyway…” He said, looking down.

“This is not about who was first! Is your love that shallow?”

“YooRin-ah, I don’t want to talk about this right now.” Jaejoong said, and he walked again.

YooRin sighed, “If you let this be, its game over Jaejoong-ah.” She said.

Jaejoong stopped walking, “Didn’t I say it before, I will be happy for Yoochun.. so its fine.” He said.

“Fine, do whatever you want to do, but Jaejoong-ah, it will be a waste to just let go of your first love.”

YooRin walked to the opposite direction. Jaejoong left too…

…

You were having lunch with YoonJi when you spilled everything to her… at first she was so shocked, but then she finally understood your story…

“Are you sure that you’ll just throw your feelings away?” She asked.

“Yup! Actually, I feel that nothing happened at all.” You said.

“Wow! I wish it could happen to me too… I don’t want to be like this to Karam sunbae anymore.”

“You know what I realized one thing.” You said.

“What?”

“I really don’t understand love… this falling in love thing…”

“Yeah, me too, maybe because it’s our first time..” YoonJi agreed.

You and YoonJi did a high five.

“Hi!” Changmin appeared.

“Hello!” You greeted.  They sat down.

*Wow, this is easier than I thought… I don’t feel anything anymore.* You smiled.

YoonJi looked at you, you shook your head no. YoonJi smiled back.

“Are you doing body language?” YooRin asked.

“No.” YoonJi replied.

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After lunch, you all went back to class; you and YoonJi were sitting at the back of the room.

“Hey, teach me how you do it.” YoonJi said.

“I really don’t know actually, it just become like that… I don’t feel anything anymore.” You replied.

“You’re lucky, I shouldn’t have liked Karam sunbae in the first place.” YoonJi said, frustrated.

“But, YoonJi-ah… I really think my brother likes you too.” You told her.

“And I think Yoochun likes you too, -----------ah.” YoonJi said.

“That’s impossible.” You said, then you felt your phone vibrating in your pocket.

You received a message from Yoochun.

“See, he even sent you a message.” YoonJi teased.

The message says:

---------ah, I have something to tell you…

Can you go to the rooftop, later…

Uh, after school… I will be waiting.

^^ See you later~! ^^

-Yoochun-

:End of message.

You replied: Okay, see you later. ^^

“What did he say?” YoonJi asked.

“He said he needs to tell me something so we’ll meet after school.” You replied.

*Will Yoochun confess?* YoonJi thought.

You looked at the sky, “Hey, do you think it will rain today?”

“I think it will.” YoonJi said.

You sighed. “I didn’t bring my umbrella.”

The teacher entered and class started.

.After 3 hours of boring lecture… you headed to the rooftop to meet Yoochun.

You looked around, but Yoochun is not yet there, you walked to the railing, and sighed…

You decided to sit on the bench to wait, then you saw someone’s shoe at the edge.

*Why is Kim Jaejoong still here? He’s sleeping again…* Your gaze landed on his face, unexpectedly your heart started racing again like before… *What?! It’s happening again… I don’t like this…*

You leaned on the wall to calm down.

…

Kim Jaejoong opened his eyes. “It’s going to rain soon.” He mumbled. He stood up.

He saw you standing at the corner. “What are you doing there?” Jaejoong asked.

You saw him standing behind you,

“I was… I was just… uhm…”

“Are you waiting for someone?” He asked.

You turned to look at him, you smiled.. “How did you know?”

“It will rain soon, just wait somewhere else.” He said.

You noticed something different in him, his voice is faint and his eyes look sad.

“But Yoochun said to wait here.” You blurted.

“I see… okay.” Jaejoong said, then he started to walk.

“Uhm…” You started… Jaejoong looked back at you.

“Are you okay? You look… different.” You said.

“I’m fine.” Jaejoong flashed you a faint smile.

*What’s wrong with him? Why do I suddenly feel bothered about him? Why do I care so much?..*

“Jaejoong-ah…” You called.

He looked at you again.

“Oh, uhm.. nothing…” You were unsure of what to say.

Then suddenly, it started raining. You looked around, when Jaejoong grabbed your hand and dragged you out.

You and Jaejoong were standing at the staircase.

You saw another message in your phone…

Yoochun: -------ah, can we meet in the auditorium instead?

You replied: Okay ^^

“Uh, Jaejoong-ah, thanks… I need to go.” You said. You started walking down the steps.

Jaejoong looked at you, then YooRin’s words echoed in his ears…

“Don’t tell me you’re just giving up like this.”

“This is not about who was first! Is your love that shallow?”

“If you let this be, its game over Jaejoong-ah.”

“Fine, do whatever you want to do, but Jaejoong-ah, it will be a waste to just let go of your first love.”

“---------ah!” Jaejoong called, then he followed you.

You stopped and looked at him.

…

“I hope Yoochun’s confession goes well.” Changmin said.

“Yeah…” YooRin said too.. *Jaejoong-ah, are you really just going to end it like this?*

…

Yoochun stood near the double doors of the auditorium, waiting…

*--------ah, I can’t help it anymore… I just need to say it.*

…

“Jaejoong-ah, why?” You asked, curious.

“Are you really going there?” He asked.

“Why? What’s wrong?” You asked.

“---------ah do you really want to go there?” Jaejoong asked again.

“Yoochun is waiting for me…”

Jaejoong looked down *Why am I even doing this?..*

“Jaejoong-ah, tell me what’s wrong.” You demanded.

“No, nothing. Go, Yoochun is waiting.” Jaejoong said, he left.

*I know there’s something wrong.*

Jaejoong forgot the rain and walked through it, he was soaked in rain water… he kept on walking… when a picture of you appeared to him. Jaejoong stopped walking, he thought.. *I can’t lie to myself like this.* He rushed back to you.

You were about to enter the double doors, when someone grabbed your hand, you turned and saw Jaejoong panting, catching his breath, soaked… dripping wet.

Yoochun heard noise outside. “--------ah?” He called…

“Did you run? What happened?” Why are you so wet?” You questioned, concerned.

“-----------ah…” Jaejoong spoke…

Then the double doors opened, You and Jaejoong saw Yoochun standing there…

“------------ah…” Yoochun turned to Jaejoong, “Jae! What the… why are you wet?” Then he noticed Jaejoong holding your hand… Jaejoong slowly pulled his hand.

Jaejoong looked away. You looked at him.

“Sorry, I need to go. Sorry..” He said in a low voice then he left.

You stared at his back, his wet clothes and hair… *As if he needs to tell me something..important…*

“Yoochun-ah, do you know what’s wrong with Jaejoong?” You asked.

“I don’t know either.” He answered.

“He’s so different today, he looks sad… Yoochun-ah.” You said.

“Yeah… he’s keeping something.” Yoochun replied.

You looked down…he looked at you.

“---------ah, the thing I want to tell you… I think today is not the right time for you t know.”

“Why? You can tell me..”

“No, I just think that today is… a bad day.”

“Okay, but you can tell me anytime.”

Yoochun smiled. “I will tell you soon, just not today.”

You felt different again, like all those feelings are coming back…

“Okay.” You smiled back… “I need to go, bye Yoochun-ah. See you tomorrow.”

“-----------ah, its raining, do you want me to take you home?” Yoochun offered.

“No need. Thanks!” You waved and left. Yoochun chuckled and left too.

You ran in the rain, you were soaked. *Why am I feeling like this again?! I want these feelings to disappear!!! I don’t like this!*

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