My so called life

I met you along time ago

Sehun POV

Many people would say my life is blessed,that it must be great to be me,but it's not.

Most people base their assumptions that my life is great on the fact that my parents have alot of money and are the CEO's of a worldwide company,and because I go to a good privite school,but its not like that.

My parents weren't what you'd call perfect. My mom wasn't so bad,I mean she didn't talk to me or anything but at least she didn't beat me like my dad. 

He wasn't always like that,he used to be kind,he loved me but then he's company went global,suddenly he was obsessed with everything about his life seeming perfect. He loved how the media idolised him and his wife,he loved being the centre of attention,he loved that people loved him. It was then that it started,it was little at first a knock round the back of the head when I failed a test,the answer seemed simple,do better in school. I did,I raised all my grades to A's and A*s ,he didn't praise me,but I didn't get hit so I assumed I had done well.

But it suddenly changed,he started beating me alot more,and alot harsher for little things like being a minute late for curfew or if I got mud on the carpet,everytime I was beaten he'd scream that it was my own fault ,that everything else was perfect accept me,that he was making me better.When it started I screamed for my mother.

She never came.

In the end I got used to it,I stopped calling for help,I took my punishment quietly and without complaint,what else could I do. My dad was smart of course,he only hit me where it couldn't be seen,my stomach,legs and back were littered with bruises and scars ,my face and arms however we clear,this meant no one was suspicious of my home life.

The only people who knew were my friends,Baekhyun,Kai,Tao and Taemin. 

Baekhyun often tried to convince me to tell someone,a teacher or the police ,but I couldn't ,it would destroy my fathers reputation,and I couldn't do that to him,he had worked so hard his whole life,to get where he is,I couldn't bring that down by being selfish. When I told them my reasons they all reacted differently. Kai said that it was what my parents deserved,it was there fault they had brought it on themselves. Taemin had nodded saying he understood my reasons but still agreed with Kai,but then again he always agreed with Kai . Tao had been silent,saying nothing,but for some reason I felt that he knew more about my situation than he was letting on. Baekhyun,my best friend had nodded sympathetically before saying that I could stay at his whenever I wanted,that if I refused to tell someone than he could at least try and help in other ways.

I honestly loved my friends and I felt guilty that I was making my friends carry this secret,and the fact they agreed to keep it made me love them all the more,that and they always helped me out with the bullies.

Yeah you heard right,even if I was rich and went to a privite school,I still got bullied. My bullies or as I liked to call them evil reincarnated were what people would consider the popular crowd,I know right sounds like a high school movie. But in actual fact it wasn't like a movie,because these guys were cruel and vicious and could rip you apart mentally in a couple of minutes,which was terrifying. These people would be Jonghyun,Suho,Sunny,Taeyeon,Minho and Key. In the long run I felt sorry for them,all of them were struggling with different problems and had used other kids,mostly me,to vent out their anger,but I didn't know that so I tended to just hate them with a passion.

So all in all I guess you could say my life wasn't exactly the best,but it wasn't the worst either.

I just hoped that one day,someone would help me escape,but if that would actually happen it another story.

Authors note:

So yeah just a short opening chapter,it could be better,but i've been swamped with school work. 

Enjoy.

 

 

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Arashika #1
Chapter 37: This was a ride wow...
I'm a Lay and Chen bias so... I'm not sure if I would have preferred Yixing dead or not... I've proved to myself on multiple occasions that I can't deal with Yixing as a villain no matter what the reason ;n;
I would love to see a sequel for this! Are you still writing? If not that's ok, no pressure :D But that ending definitely makes people curious. Hope that you'll write more one day!

Thanks for writing this amazing story and sharing it with us! I hope to see more from you in the future :D

Great job, keep writing~
blackrosa413 #2
more kray for sequel pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee
NINJA_RIN #3
Chapter 37: OMG!! I can't wait for the sequel!!! This story is so good!!!
PHrestless #4
Sequel! Sequel! Sequel! Sequel! Sequel! Sequel!
ducknesseyes #5
Chapter 37: YAAAAAAY !!! :DDDD thank you <3
eternalsg #6
Chapter 36: Omg is sequel coming??!!!!
ceisya #7
Chapter 36: WHATTT??!??!?! sequel!!!!!!!!
cnbluesaranghae
#8
Chapter 36: WHY WOULD YOU EVER DO THIS TO ME!?!?I NEED A SEQUEL. I CANT DO THIS. I LITERALLY SOBBED BC LAY HAD DIED. PLEASE GIVE ME AN ANSWER TO THIS ALL. MAKE THE PAIN GO AWAY.TELL ME ITS ALL GONNA BE OKAY, PLEASE I BEG YOU.
But on a more serious note, it was a well written fanfiction, kudos to you for making both my heart and mind go into a turmoil of emotions. I really hope you do consider writing a sequel.
ducknesseyes #9
Chapter 36: ,vopeamvmvmos,cöds CIFFHANGER ?!?!? what os this? what is life? yixing bby ?? T__T
srsly you have to make a sequel or something DD; !!! please? ;__; i really liked this story ~~
WolfValerie #10
Chapter 35: I am such a big fan and I can't wait until the next chapter!!