One In A Million

My Dying Love

The performance day has arrived and Sungmin and Chaerin are in the dressing room. The audience are waiting and anticipating for
the performances. It is the annual performance of the student choreographers in school, the seniors can ask the hoobaes to perform
with them if they need extra hand. The event is so-called dance concert. Chaerin noona is one of the seniors who were asked to
perform and she took Sungmin to perform with her.

Chaerin stood up in front of Sungmin. Their make ups are ready and Sungmin's glittery suspenders are pinned tightly in his pants.
Chaerin noona smiled at him and placed the infamous Ne-yo hat to complete his costume.

"Tah. You're ready." Chaerin said. Sungmin blew air and smiled. "Don't be nervous, Sungmin ah... This is your stage." she said as
she brushed his clothed shoulders.

The choreographers doesn't necessarily need to join the stage. For some, like Chaerin, she likes to let her partner own the stage
and display her choreograph and she'll appear halfway as a back up dancer or a partner.

Sungmin nodded and smiled at her. He's not nervous at all...just a bit tensed. He has performed something more challenging than
this so he doesn't worry too much.

"Alright, I'll be waiting for you on the stage. You know the spot where I'll appear, right?" Chaerin said. Sungmin nodded and
smiled again. "Ok. Let's do this."

There's at least 5 minutes before their actual performance so Sungmin took his time to close his eyes and breathe calmly. He
opened his eyes quickly when he heard the door opened. Someone got inside the room, did Chaerin noona forget something? He turned
and was surprised...

"Kyuhyun ah..." he called. No non-performers are allowed on that place so what is he doing inside the dressing room? "What are
you doing here?"

Kyuhyun looked at him as he walked closer. "I want to cheer you, is that wrong?" Sungmin just looked at him, wondering how Kyuhyun
actually get in the room. "My Sungmin looks so good today." the young man said smiling as he fixed Sungmin's collar.

My Sungmin? Where did Kyuhyun get that? Well, not that he doesn't like the thought of calling Sungmin that. He stopped and looked
at his lover. His lapel is taped near his lips, his tight white polo shirt is neatly pressed and his necktie is properly tied up.
His not so tight pants simply follow the shape of his nice back side and his shoes is well-polish. However, Kyuhyun doesn't like
Sungmin's slanted hat as his face is being covered by it. He looked at Sungmin first and then the hat.

"Yah!" Sungmin complained when Kyuhyun suddenly throw his hat on the floor. "Why did you do that?"

"That's better." Kyuhyun held him on the shoulder and turned him to the mirror. "My Sungmin's face is so gorgeous, it's a waste
if you'll cover it with a hat."

Sungmin blushed with the compliment he heard. He smiled and looked at Kyuhyun shortly. "I need to get going, I'll see you later."

"I'll send you to the back stage."

"Oh."

Kyuhyun and Sungmin started walking together quietly. "Are you nervous?" the young man asked.

Sungmin shook his head gently. "I've performed something more challenging that this. I don't see myself getting anymore nervous
because of that."

"What did you do before?" It's quite surprising that the seemingly shy Lee Sungmin who can't seem to look at him in the eyes for
10 seconds performed something challenging and is actually not nervous at all.

"I performed with Chaerin noona and Eunja noona and 2 other noonas. I have to open my shirt and have the noonas touching me
everywhere. I think that was the highlight of my stage that time." Sungmin smiled with that memory. "I remember finishing a bottle
of soju before being able to perform it on stage." he laughed at himself as he recalled that memory.

Kyuhyun widened his eyes. Opening the shirt is already overboard but letting those noonas feast on Sungmin's body?! What kind of
performance was that?! Where was he that time?! It's probably a must see, damn he hates being too young!

"Oh." Kyuhyun said shortly. He cannot say anything anymore, if not he knows he'll be saying a lot of complains such as why is
Sungmin letting those noona feast on his body. This is not a laughing matter anymore!

When they reached the backstage, Sungmin turned to Kyuhyun. "You should go back now so you can watch me later. I'll get going."

Sungmin was about to walk when Kyuhyun gripped his hand. "Wait."

Sungmin widened his eyes when Kyuhyun pressed his lips next to his shortly. "Y-yah..." he said as he blushed and looked around, hoping
everyone is too busy to see what his lover did to him. He covered his lips with the back of his hand and asked. "What's that for?"

"You'll be flirting and kissing that noona on stage, do you think its a laughing matter to me?" Kyuhyun said childishly. Sungmin
chuckled and nodded, he'll consider this kiss a hwaiting kiss. Although, he's quite aware that Kyuhyun is just being jealous
because he noticed the young man having those pink tints again.

Sungmin shook his head and started walking towards the stage when...

"Sungmin ah..." Kyuhyun called him with another tone. A sincere tone. "You'll do well. I know you will." Sungmin smiled at him
and turned his back.

Kyuhyun's gentle smile suddenly disappear. Why is he still there? He better start running back before he misses Sungmin's
performance.

Kyuhyun arrived in his seat just in time when the performers before Sungmin and Chaerin bowed down. The stage lights were off. He
cannot see anything.

[Jetsetter go getter nothing better uh]

The lights and Kyuhyun saw Sungmin bending forward and skipping on stage. His hair bounces up and down as he sharply
turn his head left and right. His smile is even wider because Sungmin's english has improved from the last time he heard it. He
must have used Kyuhyun's technique in memorising lines because his lover's words are very clear.

[I could be in love but I just don't know, I don't know girl]
[Baby one thing is for certain]
[Whatever you do is working]

Kyuhyun admits that his english is not all good. But hearing those lines from the song makes him think of his own self... and
Sungmin. Sungmin looking at him innocently, him immediately jolting because of it. Sungmin smiling shyly, him being nervous.
Sungmin pretending to kiss someone else, him being jealous. True. Whatever Sungmin is doing... it certainly is working. Does he
know how to seduce people? Maybe Sungmin is using a tactic to make Kyuhyun become attracted to him? But what? All those innocent,
shy stares and smile seemed to be natural to him all those cuteness and adorable-ness seemed to be a part of him as well.

[Cause you're so one in a million]
[You are baby you're the best I'd ever have]

Kyuhyun didn't notice himself smiling as Sungmin hold on to the buckle of his belt and do a couple of hiptrust.
Chaerin came out from a hole in the stage and started dancing with Sungmin. Every move and every step that he did made Kyuhyun
amazed. Even the smirk that Sungmin did a couple of times made him felt like the older man is almost reaching to his perfection.
Was there any magic in those suspenders that he find Sungmin especially attractive today? He shouldn't be singing that to the
audience, Kyuhyun thinks he should be the one singing that... for his lover. Because he knows he has never find anyone like
Sungmin and he knows he can't find anyone like him.

This person, he can be innocent and dangerous at the same time. Sungmin ah, you're a dangerous person. How could you easily break
in to my walls and...

[There ain't nothing better]
[There ain't nothing better than this]

Kyuhyun looked down as the song ended; Sungmin and Chaerin standing close to each other doing the kiss angle. Kyuhyun swallowed
and touched his chest.

"Made me easily fall for you..."

He won't deny it. Kyuhyun has fallen for those eyes, for those lips, for those light, innocent kisses and right now his sharp moves
on stage, even the way he flirted with the noona made Kyuhyun believe he would want Sungmin for real. His heart beats fast and he
cannot escape the sound that screams in his head. He has fallen for that older man.

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Sungmin met Kyuhyun after the Dance concert. The latter being too quiet with his hands on his pocket.

He's weighing things. The first time he saw Sungmin riding the same bus, he finds the older attractive and all, period. Their next
encounter was after he talked to Leeteuk and accepted $2500 worth of money for every date transaction. He dated Sungmin, Sungmin
said yes to him, and kissed him and looked at him, and smiled at him, and made him confused, and made him jealous, and made him
cheer for him, and...

The ending of all ands is that Sungmin made him fall in love. He loves Sungmin. He loves Sungmin? How is it even possible? He
hasn't got the chance to know what love is but this feeling is quite similar from what he has been hearing about it. He has fallen
in love with Sungmin. Both sides of his brain are arguing about it; whether he really is in love or he's just too bored with his
life and he has no choice but to mingle with someone like Sungmin. One of the sides of his brain gave up. Today, the side of his
brain that wins says he does love Sungmin.

"Why are you being quiet?" Sungmin asked, hoping Kyuhyun isn't upset because he moved his face even closer to Chaerin noona's face
for the kiss angle. He was just so engrossed to the performance that he thought it would be better to do it that way.

"Because I'm asking myself how I ended up falling for you-" Kyuhyun wanted to halt but his stupid tongue let all the words spill.
Sungmin smiled upon hearing those words. He can see that the young man is surprised with what he said as well.

"That's a good question." he replied and started walking again. At some point he's quite aware that Kyuhyun is being playful most
of the time and who knows whether he is just playing with him or what. He likes the young man that's why he said yes but as for
Kyuhyun's real feelings for him, he is quite unsure of it. Now that Kyuhyun said those words; unintentionally or not, he's happy
that the young man is having the pinch of heart to say that he's in love with Sungmin as well.

"Sungmin ah..." Kyuhyun called. "I'm quite serious about it."

Sungmin smiled and looked at him. "Then be serious about it." Kyuhyun just looked at the older's eyes.

I wasn't this serious to begin with, Sungmin ah... I'm complicated.

Sungmin held onto Kyuhyun's arm and occassionally looks at him with a smile as they walk together. The young man remained quiet
and wondered how to escape all of this. His guilty mind and heart, he knows he can only look at Sungmin in the eyes if he can solve
his own conflict first. He knows better he should start with his money issues.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

*Author's note: Song title: One In A Million by Ne-Yo

Just in case my description about Sungmin's performance
isn't vivid enough: http://youtu.be/gL8hH7_EAZQ
And... hahaha... wanna see Sungmin's performance that made
him finish a bottle of soju? http://youtu.be/okYRmEYn0d0
I like these performances in particular hahaha.
One in a Million in ss4 seoul is the best among his solo performances
If You Leave in Nanjing ss3... neat and y hahha. although I prefer the
performance in Shanghai because of his shorter hair... on second thought
I also like Bangkok's version because the noonas helped him take off
his clothes and i'm like O.O +drool hahahaha.
but yeah, I'd prefer this to match my story, because they literally feast on
Sungmin's body.

Someone is overly confused. I need to throw rocks on his head >:D

Is the story too fast? too slow? Please give me some feedback :)

Goodnight everyone!!^^

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LeeLenaMx #1
Chapter 39: I knew just from the title, that if I read this story I was going to cry and I was so right..
Why a beautiful story you wrote, even is sad They made each other happy while it lasted.
Thank you for sharing your stories!
LeeAlyn
#2
Chapter 39: I'm here again, and this made me cry again.. why, why this story need to be so freakin' great? I'm crying a lot today.. TT_TT
kyuichi91 #3
Chapter 39: Finally... finished
I wonder why you can write so well.
I really dont know what to write but promise i'll read your another fanfic later
kyuichi91 #4
Chapter 7: I love this part afffffff♥♥♥♥
My english was so bad, i can't even make sentence properly. I'm so sowwyy
But i enjoy reading your story
kyuichi91 #5
Chapter 7: I love this part afffffff♥♥♥♥
My english was so bad, i can't even make sentence properly. I'm so sowwyy
But i enjoy reading your story
kyumin1115
#6
Chapter 39: I don't know how many times I have read this already but.... I still always end up crying :( I miss KyuMin! I miss your stories too. I hope you'll write again, authornim. :)
LeeAlyn
#7
Chapter 39: i read this again and i cried again. stupid me haha :'D
oshxlh96 #8
Chapter 39: I CANT STOP CRYING ASDFGHJKL
why you do this to kyuhyun, minnn ;__;
what a beautiful story, thankyou this is so heartbreaking TAT)
EXOholic-itine #9
I am guessing you like suju songs so much.. As what I've noticed on your other fics you like to use their songs as bgm and I must say it's really effective and it encourage me to listen not only suju's popular songs but also the great once.. And I'd like to say thank you for letting us know the title in each lyrics you are using.. First I have read your fic bcd and it was magnificent.. I am a reader who also read a/n and comments and even then I always read bcd being compared to mad so I also always take note to read it after bcd.. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to read it after bcd because after I read bcd, I promise myself to let the bcd feels subside first, I might not handle another angst stories so I read first minderella (also an amazing fic of yours) then finally read this one.. What can I say to this fic?? Really I might not shed a single tear in this fic but you successfully clench my painful heart.. These three fics I've read and I must predict and say, you have angst style of writing skills.. Anyways this is getting longer and I want to read more of your fics so CIAO for now.. See you in your other fics.. I hope I can also comment on each of your fics.. Ciao!!
Krisyeolsdaughter #10
Chapter 39: Damn you i cried. Itshogud