...hot seat

My Dying Love

Kyuhyun watched Sungmin as he sleeps. He still wonders how everything happened last night. Sungmin become his. It was probably the
most wonderful thing that has happened between them. He could still see the older's expression; overwhelmed yet happy and those
words... I love you. He heard it for the first time from those lips. Sungmin's lips, his favourite alcohol. It's sweet and gentle yet
intoxicating. He smiled as he remembered the older asking him to do it, to make love to him. He cannot imagine how horrified his
expression is but he's glad he said yes. They've gone miles together and there will be longer miles to go. He used his knuckles to
caress the older's cheek.

Soon Sungmin opened his eyes and smiled at Kyuhyun ever so gently. "Morning..."

Kyuhyun kissed him on the lips and moved his thumb on the older's forehead. "Sleep well?"

Sungmin nodded with a knowing smile. Although he can't say he had slept enough, the few hours he had after their last love making was
enough for him to recover for the whole morning. Plus seeing Kyuhyun right after he opened his eyes makes him feel even more happy.
He'd like to wake up every morning with Kyuhyun beside him.

"I'm hungry." Sungmin said as he sat up.

"Well...time to feed my favourite man." Kyuhyun said but stopped immediately when he saw some red marks around Sungmin's neck and
collar bone. "Uhm, Min..." he called. Sungmin looked at him shortly before reaching for the door. "I think you should change clothes."

Sungmin looked at himself. He is in his black singlet and pyjamas, he looks decent enough to sit in the dining table with his mom.
"I'll have a change later before I shower. I'm so hungry, Kyu~ and I'm too lazy to change right now."

"But-" how can he say it? It's his fault that Sungmin have those love bites. Oh, what will Lee Umma say when she sees this? He can
imagine an angry old woman chasing him out of the mansion. "I... I really think you should change." he said. Maybe he can persuade
Sungmin to change clothes without the need to tell him about those hickeys.

"I don't think so. I look decent even with this, Kyuhyun. Besides, what is there for Umma to see?" Sungmin said and opened the door
of their room. Before Kyuhyun could even protest, Sungmin happily skipped outside the room but stopped for a while and touched his
backside... did they over do it last night? Kyuhyun thought.

They were sitting down on the dining room as their breakfast were being served. Lee Umma immediately crossed her eyebrows when she
saw the red marks on Sungmin but decided to ignore it. Kyuhyun weighed Lee Umma's mood and reaction towards them, maybe she doesn't
know what those marks are. Maybe she's quite too old to know where those marks came from. With that thought, the young man freed a
sigh of relief. Kyuhyun and Sungmin excitedly looked at the enticing breakfast prepared for them. Pancakes, strawberries and whip
cream; Sungmin's favourite. It made them drool over the scent of the sweet breakfast that they both can't wait to dig in. They feel
famished probably because of their activity last night.

Kyuhyun placed some food in his mouth and would occassionally looks at Sungmin and would put some of his own strawberries on the older's
plate. Well, he would want to feed Sungmin but he wouldn't really want Lee Umma to be disgusted by their cheesiness. Kyuhyun took the
glass of cold orange juice and sipped a bit. The juice was so fresh that he started drinking more.

"So... Kyuhyun ah," Lee Umma started while Kyuhyun is drinking, he looked at her. "How many home runs did you make?"

Kyuhyun spit out all of the liquid and even some of the pancakes from his mouth. The things in his mouth all flew to the empty side
of the table. The 2 Lees were all astonished and somehow disgusted by what came out from Kyuhyun's mouth. He started coughing and
blushed too much. How did Lee Umma know? Was she listening? Oh dear God, he wants to melt and disappear or just be eaten by the
ground he is stepping at.

Innocent Sungmin looked at Kyuhyun, surprised by the younger's reaction. What is home run anyway? He didn't know his mom is a
baseball fan. That's quite a ridiculous thing. And why is Kyuhyun blushing? He looked at the 2 awkwardly.

"Kyuhyun ah, are you ok?" Sungmin asked, concern that his lover might die due to excessive coughing... and blushing. What is
happening to Kyuhyun? He rubbed the younger's back to comfort him a bit.

Kyuhyun nodded and waved his hand showing that he is fine. He touched his chest and as he avoided Lee Umma's eyes. Why the hell would
someone ask him that?! and of all people...Lee Umma! It's Lee Umma!!!

"So?" Lee Umma asked, waiting for his answer as she calmly drinks her tea.

"Uh...we--err..."

"Umma what are you talking about? What do you mean home run? I never knew you watched baseball." Sungmin asked and then turned to
Kyuhyun. "Kyuhyun ah, do you play baseball? Where did you have your home runs?"

Kyuhyun closed his eyes. Embarassed that Sungmin's innocence can be out of place sometimes. Sungmin ah, I didn't play baseball! I
made out with you! You are the home run, and we did it for... you know how many times!

"Who topped who?" Lee Umma asked again. Seriously? Must you ask like this? Why can't I disappear now?

"I... did." Kyuhyun said while looking down, ashamed that Sungmin's mom is asking how many times they did it last night and...who
topped who. Oh dear, just let him disappear, like a bubble that bursts. Blob! gone! Like that!

Lee Umma nodded casually. "I knew it. Were you the one who ask?"

"Actualy...he-" Kyuhyun said unable to continue the sentence. How is he going to say that her overly innocent son was the one who
invited him to make out last night? And that he didn't even inform the younger that the doctor said they can do it. Lee Umma sighed.

"Aigoo~ and I actually thought you'd be the one to initiate it. Kyuhyun ah... I can't believe you didn't do the first move."

Kyuhyun crossed his eyebrows. Is there any parent weirder than Lee Umma? She's actually expecting him to initiate to Sungmin? Has
this woman forgotten that her son is sick and might not be able to do it at all? Lee Umma can be crazy sometimes. He thinks Sungmin
gets his overly unpredictable mind from this woman. Oh this weird, cool and still weird woman!

"Umma what are you guys talking about?" Sungmin asked again, starting to get irritated as he cannot understand the topic.

Lee Umma smirked at Sungmin. So her overly innocent son is not so innocent at all. So he was the one who initiated, huh? She is mentally
laughing at Kyuhyun's stupid reaction. Sungmin doesn't know what they are talking about? Oh well, she'll give him clue about what is
this about.

"Sungmin ah... do you think I should call some mosquito slayers? It seems like you have a lot of bites today."

Sungmin immediately blushed when his mom eyed on the love bites he had around his neck and collar bone. Oh crap, is this the reason
why Kyuhyun wants him to change clothers? Oh mother! he should have gone to the bathroom and checked it before coming down. What
will his mom think of him. On second thought, what will his mom think of Kyuhyun?! She might think he forced Sungmin to do this.
He immediately covered the love marks with his hand.

"I-it's not mosquito bite." he said almost choking.

"Oh?" Lee Umma asked. "What is that, then?"

Sungmin was quiet, thinking of a good excuse. Does his mom know what those red marks are? While looking down, Kyuhyun elbowed the
older.

"Now you know what we are talking about." he whispered.

Sungmin's eyes widened and looked at his mom, now realising his mom and Kyuhyun is talking about last nights happening. How many
home runs? Who topped who? Was Kyuhyun the one who asked?!

"Umma! Were you listening to us last night?! You were listening, weren't you?! How could you listen to us having..." What's a better
word than having ? Sungmin thought for a while and continued his ranting.

"...making out?!"

Kyuhyun dropped his jaw with what Sungmin said. What kind of family is he in now? First, Lee Umma asked how many times they did it,
who topped who and who made the first move. Now Sungmin is asking why his mom is listening to them making out?! Could they be any
more blant about this overly private things?!

"I didn't mean to!" Lee Umma said comically guilty. "I was going down for some milk when I suddenly heard you crying. I thought
Kyuhyun was strangling you! What do you expect me to do?! Of course I have to listen!"

"What?!" Sungmin's mouth is in an O as his eyes rolled and with undenably disbelief. His mom was eavedropping while they were
making out! How bad could that be?!

Lee Umma shook her head and covered her ears. "Sungmin ah... you're shamelessly noisy. I can't believe I have to hear that...at my
age!" she said pointing to her chest as if she was the victim.

"You should have just ignored us!" Sungmin said, blushing.

"Who could I ignore you?! I can hear your noise from the end of the corridor! You shameless bunny!"

Sungmin looked down, embarassed. Was he really that noisy? Shameless, Min. And you actually do it with your mom around! He closed his
eyes and knows that he will lose this battle if he doesn't stop arguing with his mom. He can't even looked at Kyuhyun. The young man was
more embarassed for sure, what kind of parent would ask those ridiculous questions to her son's lover? No wonder Kyuhyun's face is
still red. He must be too shocked because of this.

There was silence after that shameful talk. Sungmin wouldn't want to hear any of his mom's ranting about him being noisy and his mom
doesn't want to be scolded by her own son as well. They quietly continue their breakfast.

Kyuhyun doesn't know how to open a new topic. He felt so ashamed that Lee Umma had to hear those sounds from Sungmin, well its no
one's fault, he loved hearing those which made him work harder to have more of those music. Who would have thought Lee Umma would
hear them. On second thought, it's Sungmin's fault that he didn't change clothes when he actually asked the older to put on some
proper clothes. On third thought... he was the one who gave those love marks, he likes the taste of Sungmin's skin, it's salty with
his sweat but the aftertaste is pure sweetness.

"I'm going back to Seoul this afternoon." Lee Umma said to break the awkward silence. "I'll probably be back next week."

Sungmin looked at his mom, pouting. "I thought you've settled everything there." he glared at his mom childishly.
"Is it because I'm noisy?"

"Well, I still need to check on our company and yes because you're noisy." Lee Umma said while taking a bit of her pancake. "You'll
be seeing the doctor next week. So you can scream your lungs out while I'm not around."

"Umma~" Sungmin said in a complaining voice making Lee Umma smile mischievously.

"I'm just kidding. You two are grown up adults, you don't need my consent if you want to do those stuffs. Anyway, I'll be leaving this
afternoon. Kyuhyun ah, I'll hand my son to you, ok?"

"Don't worry Lee Umma, I'll take care of him." the young man said with an assuring smile to the old woman.

Lee Umma nodded. "Can you make sure he won't be too noisy? I don't want out neighbours complaining" she said with a teasing smile
before she stood up and ran away from the two.

"Umma~!" Sungmin shouted and frowned when his mom disappeared from his sight. He rested his elbow on the table and his face on his
palms, pouting. When can he win on his mom when it comes to arguements like this?!


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Sungmin walked towards the bathroom to get his toothbrush, one afternoon. He was about to take his pink toothbrush using his index
and thumb but the toothbrush slipped down from his grip and dropped on the sink. He sighed and picked it up using the same fingers
but it dropped again. What the hell. He tried it for the third time and tried to tightened his grip but the toothbrush keeps falling
and falling. He sighed heavily. He did try a couple more of times but eveything ended up falling. Loseing his patience, he swag the rest of
the things on top of the sink.

Kyuhyun rushed inside the bathroom. "What happened?" the young man saw the stuffs on the floor while Sungmin looked away. He turned
to the older. "Sungmin ah, what happened? Are you hurt?" his voice with concern. Sungmin looked at him sharply and just walked away.

"Sungmin ah..."

Sungmin didn't stop, he continued walking and sat down by the staircase. He looked at his hands and felt the stiffening of it, like
that when he fell down on the school twice. He cannot move his fingers, he cannot even grip his toothbrush. What hell is this? He
continuously looked at his fingers when Kyuhyun suddenly hold it.

Kyuhyun smiled at him as he sat down beside Sungmin in the staircase. He interlaced his fingers to Sungmin's and moved it left and
right. "See? Our fingers look so beautiful together." the young man said with a smile. His heartbeat is fast, accelerating with an
uncontrollable speed. Sungmin's fingers are so stiff that even Kyuhyun can't make it close to clasp on to his own hand. He looked at
their hands and placed it close to his lips before kissing Sungmin's knuckles.

"I like holding your hands, Sungmin ah..."

Slowly, Sungmin felt like his fingers are back to him as he slowly was able to close them to clasp on Kyuhyun's fingers.

What has happened just now? It's no big deal, right?

 

 

Everything going to be fine... right?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Author's note: I can't believe this fanfic has an M marked
at the side of one of its chapters hahaha. Author is also
a ert!!! ~_~
Oh well... hope all of you are happy with Lee Umma's reaction.
I can see that most of you looked forward to her reaction.
The last part is a preview to what is happening to Min. I told
you I want to end this soon. I'm looking at 6-7 more
chapter.

 

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LeeLenaMx #1
Chapter 39: I knew just from the title, that if I read this story I was going to cry and I was so right..
Why a beautiful story you wrote, even is sad They made each other happy while it lasted.
Thank you for sharing your stories!
LeeAlyn
#2
Chapter 39: I'm here again, and this made me cry again.. why, why this story need to be so freakin' great? I'm crying a lot today.. TT_TT
kyuichi91 #3
Chapter 39: Finally... finished
I wonder why you can write so well.
I really dont know what to write but promise i'll read your another fanfic later
kyuichi91 #4
Chapter 7: I love this part afffffff♥♥♥♥
My english was so bad, i can't even make sentence properly. I'm so sowwyy
But i enjoy reading your story
kyuichi91 #5
Chapter 7: I love this part afffffff♥♥♥♥
My english was so bad, i can't even make sentence properly. I'm so sowwyy
But i enjoy reading your story
kyumin1115
#6
Chapter 39: I don't know how many times I have read this already but.... I still always end up crying :( I miss KyuMin! I miss your stories too. I hope you'll write again, authornim. :)
LeeAlyn
#7
Chapter 39: i read this again and i cried again. stupid me haha :'D
oshxlh96 #8
Chapter 39: I CANT STOP CRYING ASDFGHJKL
why you do this to kyuhyun, minnn ;__;
what a beautiful story, thankyou this is so heartbreaking TAT)
EXOholic-itine #9
I am guessing you like suju songs so much.. As what I've noticed on your other fics you like to use their songs as bgm and I must say it's really effective and it encourage me to listen not only suju's popular songs but also the great once.. And I'd like to say thank you for letting us know the title in each lyrics you are using.. First I have read your fic bcd and it was magnificent.. I am a reader who also read a/n and comments and even then I always read bcd being compared to mad so I also always take note to read it after bcd.. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to read it after bcd because after I read bcd, I promise myself to let the bcd feels subside first, I might not handle another angst stories so I read first minderella (also an amazing fic of yours) then finally read this one.. What can I say to this fic?? Really I might not shed a single tear in this fic but you successfully clench my painful heart.. These three fics I've read and I must predict and say, you have angst style of writing skills.. Anyways this is getting longer and I want to read more of your fics so CIAO for now.. See you in your other fics.. I hope I can also comment on each of your fics.. Ciao!!
Krisyeolsdaughter #10
Chapter 39: Damn you i cried. Itshogud