*blush, blush*

My Dying Love

Sungmin knelt down in front of a seemingly senior girl as she carressed his hair and led one of his hand to roam on her waist.
Sungmin looked up and stood up maintaining the eye contact. The girl placed her arms on his chest and shake her waist seductively
as she turned her back and walk away from Sungmin.

[That means that you're the only one for me]
[The only one for me]
[Baby cause you're so~]

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Kyuhyun was lazily yawning as he walked in one of the corridors of the school. There's no exciting thing to note about having a
boring Statistic subject when you are in fact in a Performance and Arts school. Although it is a no sweat subject for him, it cannot
be more boring that Finance subject which he also questions the existence because of the fact mentioned above. He continuously
walked in the corridor peeping at some rooms every now and then.

He find himself peeping in one of the practice room only junior and senior students are allowed to use. Curse that he is still
young and can't perform with the older students yet. Who ever establish that rule definitely !

He peeped on one of the room and saw a girl shaking her hips seductively as she placed her arms around her partner. The man
delicately placed his hands on her waist making sure he's not over exploring the body part. The girl turned and rested her back on
the man's chest for a while and both turned. Now their places are opposite and Kyuhyun can already see who's hands are exploring
the girl's body.

"Lee Sungmin?" he had to take note that that man is older than him and that he was told that he'll be performing with a noona.
Are they performing this? It's quite an ok for him. Not that he minds watching others holding other people's body or anything.
Besides, it's Sungmin he is watching, what could be worse than...

Kyuhyun straightened up and widened his eyes when he saw Sungmin held the noona's face and kissed her for at least 5 seconds
before they separate and giggled at each other. Kyuhyun chuckled and unmindedly rolled his eyes before his nose flare and he felt
like his blood boiled for a while.

What's this? Even if it is just a rehearsal they aren't allowed to do that! Even if it is part of a performance! He saw Sungmin
smiling at the girl gently and the noona wiping his sweat on his forehead as if she is overly concern. Kyuhyun doesn't know why
he felt agitated. For a while, he needed to remind himself not to be emotionally involved with Sungmin especially when they are
not together.

But... this is considered cheating, right? Even though he has told himself that he has calmed down, Kyuhyun knows that he is
lying to himself. Yah! I said calm down, right?!

He chuckled bitterly again and started talking to himself a little loudly. "No, I mean..." he breathe out and placed his hands up
doing gestures as if there is another person talking to him. "We are, at least, dating and I have the right to be upset because
you are actually kissing someone else!" he shook his head. "Rehearsing dance routine shouldn't involve flirting and kissing for
the matter, what does this person thinks he is doing?"

Kyuhyun closed his eyes and placed his hand on his head as he walked around in crazy circles. "Aish~ what am I even saying?" he sighed
and shook his head as he lazily started walking again.

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"You're doing it well, Sungmin ah. But I need you to show some bad boy style. You know what I mean?" The noona said as they
both sat down on the floor. "I want you to make me feel like you will get me because you really want me. That kind of feel."

"Like this?"

Sungmin showed a one sided smile with his eyes glaring a bit. The noona laughed at him because even if he looked like a bad boy,
he was still able to manage to show an adorable face. "Yeah, that'll do."

Sungmin looked down and smiled, he wanted to finish the reheasals now because he wanted to see Kyuhyun. "Alright, I'll let you go
now." he looked at the noona who is smiling.
"You've done a good job today. Be sure you'll maintain this level of performance until the end."

Sungmin smiled and nodded. "Thanks, noona!" he immediately took his bag and started walking when he suddenly tilted his head up;
headache. He checked the time. He sighed and knelt down, placed his bag and bring his bottle of water out. He looked around and
saw the noona starting to dance again so he took the chance to bring out his set of medicine. He took it as quickly as possible
and went out of the practice room right after.

Sungmin needed to rest his back on the wall for a while to rest. The medicine hasn't taken it's effect yet. He closed his eyes and
scrunched his eyebrows for a while as he still feels a bit of pain. While at it, he felt a finger pressing the centre of his eyebrows
so he slowly opened his eyes. He saw Kyuhyun's index in between his now normal eyebrows.

"Kyuhyun ah..."

Kyuhyun extended his other arm and hand him some ion drink. "I saw you dancing a while ago so..." Sungmin smiled and took the bottle
of drink his lover gave him. He's quite thankful that the medicine worked just in time. He wasn't feeling anything anymore. He
straightened up and gestured Kyuhyun to go.

He hold hands with the younger and asked. "Have you been here for too long?" he asked. Kyuhyun pretended to think for a while and
nodded his head.

"That's what I'll be performing with Chaerin noona. We're almost done, we're just polishing the routines."

Kyuhyun showed a duck face and nodded. "Are you ok?" Sungmin turned to him while asking. Kyuhyun still with the duck face shook his
head. "What's wrong?"

Kyuhyun looked at Sungmin, still with his mouth pouted like a duck and said... "Why are you kissing that noona?" he asked lazily.

Kissing noona? Sungmin thought for a while and wondered as well, since when did he kiss Chaerin noona? Just then he started giggling,
he covered his mouth and giggle a bit more making Kyuhyun a little bit upset. "Did you watch us a while ago? Was I good?"

"Yah. How can you ask your boyfriend if you're good in kissing someone?!"

Kyuhyun swear Sungmin is the strangest lover of all. Even if he's just pretending to be jealous (even if he is really jealous),
any person wouldn't be sane to ask his lover if he's good in kissing someone else.

"That was a kiss angle," Sungmin said when Kyuhyun became too quiet. He watched the young man's reaction and smiled. "If you were
going to watch, you should have come inside. I only tilted my head and move my face closer to Chaerin noona." The young man is
still quiet which made Sungmin smile wider, he bit his lower lip with a childish smile and said shyly... "I didn't know you blush
when you're jealous."

Kyuhyun held his face. Yeah, he does blush when he is jealous.

 

Wait.

 


What?

 


He's blushing? He's not even jealous, he's just pretending to be jealous, what the- Ok, he's a little bit jealous. Just a little,
tiny bit.

He looked at Sungmin and started blinking like millions. "So what if I'm jealous?!" he asked defensively. Sungmin looked down. He
wanted to laugh at Kyuhyun for being cute but what if the young man takes it seriously? He wouldn't want
Kyuhyun to be upset with him. The younger's face is still red despite trying to be fierce on him.

So this is how it feels to have your lover getting jealous of someone else. It feels strangely happy. Because Kyuhyun doesn't want
him to be with someone else, he doesn't want him to be close to anyone. Sungmin bit his lips and looked at the young man with a
shy smile. He feels good knowing that this is how Kyuhyun reacts when he is jealous.

"W-why aren't you saying anything?" Kyuhyun asked shyly. He touched his face once again and felt that it is still a bit hot. Damn!

"I'm sorry."

Kyuhyun felt guilty that Sungmin actually said sorry because of his childish temper. Why is he even sorry? It's not his fault that
that noona asked him to do that kind of routine with her. Still, maybe it is better to just shut up before his stupid tongue spill
another bunch of unbelievable words.

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"Are you still upset?" Sungmin asked while they were walking. Kyuhyun's hands are in his pocket as he sighed. He turned to the
older man and showed a straight smile telling him that he's already fine. Sungmin saw Kyuhyun's cheeks still slightly tinted and
even though he wanted to laugh, he tried his best to keep it inside.

"You're still blushing." Sungmin said as he looked down. Kyuhyun widened his eyes and touched his face again. He sighed and can
see that even if the older is looking down and feeling shy, he is mocking Kyuhyun's weird blushing habit. Uh, damn his face. Why
can't his blood just go down and let his feet blush instead?! At least no one will know if he is jealous or anything.

Kyuhyun nodded and looked at him. "Right, I'm still jealous and I don't like it." he saw Sungmin being shocked because of what he
said. Even he was shocked with what he said. It's the famous word vomit. Once he start he can't stop and oh dear it's really coming
out.

"K-Kyuhyun ah..."

Kyuhyun said he'll stop right there and he, too, wondered why he has to say something like... "I don't like it if you're being too
close to someone else. I'm jealous and I really mean it." Cho ing Kyuhyun, what the hell are you talking about? He mentally
kick and brutally kill himself for saying too much of what he really feels. Stop being transparent, damn it!

He too swallowed after finishing his words. Why would he say those words to Sungmin? Oh dear, he's getting more and more weirder
these days. He saw Sungmin looking down and being upset probably because of what he said. What did he do? Oh dear, Kyuhyun
mentally kick himself for overboarding his acting...wait, he's not even acting now. He really is jealous. Oh mother!

"It's part of the performance, Kyuhyun." Sungmin said trying to pacify his lover. "If you don't like it, I'll tell noona to change
it." he said while looking down. He thought the choreography is ok. It's not too y but it catches a romantic feel but if Kyuhyun
doesn't like him holding Chaerin noona too much, he might need to ask noona a favour.

"Did I ask you to change it?" Kyuhyun asked calmly. "You don't need to change it but-" Sungmin looked up and saw Kyuhyun arching
his lips signalling the older to kiss him. "I want the same attention you give to that noona just now."

Kyuhyun didn't know why he came up with this silly thing to pacify himself from being jealous. Since when did he become childish and
unreasonable? He doesn't know but he likes the fact that Sungmin is willing to do anything for him to stop being jealous. Right
now, he won't deny that he is enjoying this kind of feeling as well. Since when was the last time he felt this way? He doesn't
remember, because he never had this kind of feeling at all.

Sungmin cannot believe Kyuhyun can be unreasonable, he is Chaerin's partner, of course he needs to give her the attention while
dancing together. It'll be weird not to touch a partner's body if they are dancing a love song, right? What is wrong with this
guy? He wanted to throw his temper as well, but he doesn't want to go home with a misunderstanding with Kyuhyun. It's the least
he would want to happen. He sighed and looked at the young man. Kyuhyun's eyes are closed and is waiting.

"But-" Sungmin looked at him. "That was just a kiss angle." he whispered a complain.

"I'm waiting." Kyuhyun said eyes still closed and is still waiting. Sungmin looked at him, his lips pouting and is quite upset.
Well, like he said, he wouldn't want to go home with the younger upset with him so he just have to give in.
Sungmin placed his hands on Kyuhyun's shoulder and tiptoed to reach for his lips. Shortly but surely, their lips pressed together
with the older looking down right after. Kyuhyun opened his eyes and smiled. "Good." he turned his back and started walking again.
Sungmin stayed behind still upset but is walking slowly.

Kyuhyun purposely walked ahead. He felt better after being kissed on the lips. Even if it was just a light kiss it already felt
better. He doesn't want competitors; that noona can fantasize on Sungmin's lips but he can own them.

His smile disappeared quickly after having that thought. What was he thinking? Count the jealousy part off; did he just say he
doesn't want any competitors? Why is he having these kind of thoughts? He touched
his face and realised he's not blushing anymore. Tsch. One kiss and it made him felt better? Kyu, you're becoming too easy.

He turned to his side unmindedly and extended his arm backwards. He was surprised once again. His hand has its own brain. How did
his hand know Sungmin is going to reach for his hand? His heart beats faster. He looked at
Sungmin and saw his dumbfounded self in the older's eyes. He swallowed yet again and have to ask himself why the hell is he
hanging out with Sungmin?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

*Author's note: I've seen Kyuhyun and Sungmin holding hands
a lot of times and I always notice that Kyuhyun doesn't need to
look at Sungmin to reach for his hands, he always knows when
it's getting closer and I like the thought that Sungmin only needs
to extend his hand and is sure that Kyuhyun will hold it.
oh my fangirl heart!!!

Offtopic: are my fanfic titles confusing? haha... just a question :)

 

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LeeLenaMx #1
Chapter 39: I knew just from the title, that if I read this story I was going to cry and I was so right..
Why a beautiful story you wrote, even is sad They made each other happy while it lasted.
Thank you for sharing your stories!
LeeAlyn
#2
Chapter 39: I'm here again, and this made me cry again.. why, why this story need to be so freakin' great? I'm crying a lot today.. TT_TT
kyuichi91 #3
Chapter 39: Finally... finished
I wonder why you can write so well.
I really dont know what to write but promise i'll read your another fanfic later
kyuichi91 #4
Chapter 7: I love this part afffffff♥♥♥♥
My english was so bad, i can't even make sentence properly. I'm so sowwyy
But i enjoy reading your story
kyuichi91 #5
Chapter 7: I love this part afffffff♥♥♥♥
My english was so bad, i can't even make sentence properly. I'm so sowwyy
But i enjoy reading your story
kyumin1115
#6
Chapter 39: I don't know how many times I have read this already but.... I still always end up crying :( I miss KyuMin! I miss your stories too. I hope you'll write again, authornim. :)
LeeAlyn
#7
Chapter 39: i read this again and i cried again. stupid me haha :'D
oshxlh96 #8
Chapter 39: I CANT STOP CRYING ASDFGHJKL
why you do this to kyuhyun, minnn ;__;
what a beautiful story, thankyou this is so heartbreaking TAT)
EXOholic-itine #9
I am guessing you like suju songs so much.. As what I've noticed on your other fics you like to use their songs as bgm and I must say it's really effective and it encourage me to listen not only suju's popular songs but also the great once.. And I'd like to say thank you for letting us know the title in each lyrics you are using.. First I have read your fic bcd and it was magnificent.. I am a reader who also read a/n and comments and even then I always read bcd being compared to mad so I also always take note to read it after bcd.. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to read it after bcd because after I read bcd, I promise myself to let the bcd feels subside first, I might not handle another angst stories so I read first minderella (also an amazing fic of yours) then finally read this one.. What can I say to this fic?? Really I might not shed a single tear in this fic but you successfully clench my painful heart.. These three fics I've read and I must predict and say, you have angst style of writing skills.. Anyways this is getting longer and I want to read more of your fics so CIAO for now.. See you in your other fics.. I hope I can also comment on each of your fics.. Ciao!!
Krisyeolsdaughter #10
Chapter 39: Damn you i cried. Itshogud