speed dating...

My Dying Love

"What do you think?" Leeteuk asked when he showed the message to Yesung and Shindong. "From what Sungmin told me, he said he
shooed off that person."

"Maybe it's a wrong sent message?" Yesung asked.

"I've thought of that earlier but look at his next message."

Leeteuk manipulated his phone and showed the message.

Sender:74301703
Message: Deposit the money by Saturday. We'll be dating before that day.

Shindong and Yesung looked at each other and then to the eldest. "I'm not sure what is going on."

"I don't think you should give him the money, hyung." Shindong said a bit anxious. "How can he be sure he'll be dating Sungminnie
before Saturday? It's already Thursday and Sungmin hasn't said anything about dating anyone."

"If Sungmin says anything before Saturday and if he confirmed about it, then we'll give him the money. It seems like there is a
mistake somewhere. For now, I think we should really watch that Cho Kyuhyun, he can be young but he's kind of a sly one."

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Sungmin was sitting inside the cafeteria while listening to his music player. He was reading his notebook which has the lyrics of
the song he's listening to. While at it, he tried to lipsync the song as he reads the lyrics.
[Been all over the world]
[Done a little bit of everything, little bit of everywhere]
[With a little bit of everyone]

A couple of soft knocks on his table disturbed him.

"Hi!"

Sungmin looked up and saw Kyuhyun waving his hand on him. The older smiled widely and turned off his music player.

"Can I sit here?" Kyuhyun asked. Sungmin smiled at him and nodded.

"Go ahead."

Kyuhyun sat down and looked at the notebook Sungmin is reading. "What's that?"

"One of the senior noona has a project and asked me to help her in performing this song. It's in english so I have to memorise it
well."

Kyuhyun nodded and stopped to look at him. "Sungmin ah..."

"Uhm?" Sungmin hummed as he looked up. Sungmin knows he should be angry or upset because this Kyuhyun is not calling him with
honorifics but the way the younger called his name made him not upset at all. Kyuhyun's lazy speaking voice is so something that
Sungmin felt his name sounded so nicely. Whatever something it is, he doesn't know but it's really something.

"Are you seeing anyone?" the question made Sungmin's eyes widen a bit. "I mean... are you dating anyone?" Kyuhyun asked rather
too casually for the older.

Sungmin pouted innocently as he shake his head awkwardly. "I'm not dating... I mean..." he wondered whether he should say it but
said anyway. "I never dated anyone...before." shameless, Sungmin ah... Shameless.

Kyuhyun nodded and leaned forward closer to the older's face. "If that's the case... why don't you just date me instead? What do you
think?"

"E-eh?" Sungmin asked while his face blushed. He looked at Kyuhyun in the eyes and saw nothing there. Is he mischievious enough
to play this kind of game to him? They haven't really known each other for more than a week.

"I mean since you're not dating anyone, just date me instead."

Sungmin just laughed awkwardly trying to think of what the young man is saying as a joke. What is he going to say anyway? If he
reason out something like his mom is strict, he'll probably see Kyuhyun rolling on the floor with his hands in his stomach and
dying with laughter. Besides, what kind of excuse can he actually give? He's been crushing on the younger man and he wouldn't
want to push him away. He looked down and doesn't know how to respond and there are so many things going on at the back of his
mind. He didn't realise that his thoughts have drifted away that he became too quiet.

"Oh..." Kyuhyun said as he nod awkwardly. He looked down and smiled disappointedly. "I'm not your type, isn't it? Well..." Kyuhyun
shrugged his shoulder and smiled. "I'm quite good looking if you just look carefully." Sungmin smiled a bit because of how the
younger acts in front of him. "And I'm quite... I mean... I like you." he said. "Don't you find me attractive?"

It's not that. Sungmin clearly knows it's not that. It was because Kyuhyun asked him too sudden. Shouldn't these things take time
before it blooms? Even if he harbour feelings for the young man, they both don't know anything about each other. He looked down...

On second thought, he doesn't have time. What if he dies tomorrow? What if he dies today? Sungmin was swallowed by his thoughts
and remained quiet.

Kyuhyun smiled at him. "It must be too sudden for you but..." he looked at Sungmin. "I always believe in this theory about getting
together now and woo you forever kind of thing." his eyes sparkled as he sees himself
in Sungmin's eyes. He knows the older man is falling for it. What he said is not like some kind of he read in the internet,
its something he has always believed in but he never voiced it out because nobody would really thought his type would believe in
this kind of things. He is actually looking forward to Sungmin's laughter and mocking in a short while.

Sungmin's heart skipped a beat when he heard those lines. Believe it or not, it's a belief he has always kept in himself. He wouldn't
want a lover who will just try to please him because they are still in the process of dating and he will be put aside once they've
officially gone together. Never did he expect that Kyuhyun believes that as well. He smiled at the young man and just looked down.

"That means yes, right?" Kyuhyun said smiling naughtily while pointing at him and referring to his shy smile. Sungmin didn't
answer anything instead just looked at him. The young man closed his fist and said yes softly.

Sungmin smiled when he saw the childishness in Kyuhyun. From the time he has first seen the young man in the bus, it's either
Kyuhyun is sleeping even while standing in the bus or having the straight face during the long ride, right now, he finally see a
different side of the mysterious face. He knows he'll see more of that if they are dating. Maybe he should really say yes. Wait,
Kyuhyun thinks he already say yes, right? Does he need to say yes again?

At the back of his mind, Sungmin considers himself as easy. He didn't say yes but his body language just told Kyuhyun
that he's fine dating the young man. Should he have been hard to get? At least let Kyuhyun wait for a day or a week before he
answer? He didn't know what happened. It was like a storm that suddenly came; Kyuhyun is like a storm that suddenly came and took
him away.

He saw Kyuhyun smiling widely and biting his lower lip while nodding. Those dark eyes are sparkling much for Sungmin to handle.
Now that they are dating, if he can call this dating, it's really too sudden, Sungmin wishes to unfold Kyuhyun's personality and
know more of him. He cannot say this is romantic but... he knows he'll get there because he has always set his eyes on the young man.

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"Aren't you going home?" Sungmin asked as Kyuhyun followed him when he alighted at the bus stop.

"I want to send you home." Kyuhyun said as he placed his arm on the older's shoulder. Sungmin looked down shyly and smile. Is it
really this awkward when you are with someone you like? It seems like Kyuhyun is fine but the older isn't half comfortable as he
is. But he liked the thought that there is current running around his body as if telling him that there is magic going on inside
him. He's calm in the inside but he has been panicking and screaming and halfly partying in his mind as Kyuhyun stays longer with him.

Sungmin took the key to the gate and started twisting it. He turned to Kyuhyun when he unlocked it. "Do you want to come inside?
Have a drink or anything?" he kindly offered. Kyuhyun smiled gently and shook his head.

"Maybe some other time."

"Oh." Sungmin nodded and turned to the gate.

"I'll see you tomorrow." Kyuhyun said and Sungmin turned to him again with a smile.

"Uhm, See you."

Sungmin was about open the latch of the gate when... "Sungmin ah..." he turned to the young man and was too surprised when Kyuhyun
shortly pressed his lips on his. Sungmin widened his eyes shortly when Kyuhyun's lips touched on his, he met the younger's eyes
which gave him a handsome wink after whispering. "Goodnight."

Kyuhyun turned his back and started walking away as the older man stayed where he was.

What happened back there? Sungmin asked himself. He found himself on his bed while his fingers are playing around his lips. He
recalled what happened earlier. Kyuhyun called onto him and he turned to the younger man. The former leaned forward and pressed
his lips to Sungmin's. Kyuhyun kissed him. His first kiss, Kyuhyun took away his first kiss. His first lover, his first kiss is
Kyuhyun. He could feel the current running around his lips as he still feels as if Kyuhyun is in front of him, giving him that
handsomely done wink and smile before saying goodnight.

Sungmin closed his eyes and smiled. He knows it's wrong to be acting like a crazy fan boy at his age but he can't stop squealing
in his mind. Kyuhyun is dating him and actually kissed him just now. His wish of falling in love, did Kyuhyun hear it? Is that
the reason why he came in Sungmin's life? Because Sungmin feels like Kyuhyun existed to fulfill his dream.

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Kyuhyun has arrived in his small apartment that night. He picked up the empty bottles of cola and throw them all in the garbage
bin. It's not like he is poor or something, but having to pay his parents' debts since he was 12 is really troublesome for him.
How many times did he actually refused to go back to that apartment because loansharks are waiting in front of his house? Thanks
to his kind and great parents, the only thing they left him before they died is their debts.

He has already paid half, he has been in part time jobs since his parents died and would apply scholarship just to get himself to
school. He would actually offer his classmates hand-made portfolios and would exchange it with some amount of money to either pay
for the debts or for him to survive the month without a grumbling tummy. Kyuhyun knows where he's good at; he's good in reading
people, in finance course, in manipulating problems, in singing and hiding his emotions. He has used these abilities to earn and
pay his families' debts. The money that he will get from dating Sungmin will be spent for the same reason.

He lied down on his bed and placed his arm on his forehead. He knows he had seen Sungmin for a number of times. This person has
been riding the bus every 7.45 in the morning. He would often place his earphones on and would sit at the 4th row seat of the right
side of the bus near the window. It's not like he had taken note of it before, it's just that he's been purposely blocking Sungmin's
way so that the older would bump him and looks at him for a while. He finds the older man gorgeous but he knows better he shouldn't
be anymore interested. He needs to finish his college and earn more money to pay his debts. He wants to get out of this life as
soon as he finish school. He has thought of not going for college and just audition in some random companies but he wouldn't like
that.

He has no intentions of playing with Sungmin, in fact he's secretly interested with the older man, but their circumstances are
different and Kyuhyun knows his priorities. Sungmin won't be the person who would change Kyuhyun's way of breathing. Meaning, even
if Kyuhyun is interested in him, the younger won't prioritise his feelings for the sake of paying his debts. He has his reasons
and he knows Sungmin will be an easy one. The older one seems so innocent and naive that he'll believe everything Kyuhyun will
tell him. That's what he's going to do. Make the older man fall for him and make his friends pay more until he can completely clear
out all his debts. He know he'll leave Sungmin once his friends get tired of giving him money, or if he gets tired of pleasing
the older man, he can always quit and leave with whatever amount of money he earn. Sungmin means money for Kyuhyun, end of story.

Kyuhyun looked down and turned to the side of his bed. He saw the picture of him and his parents from a trip when he was young.
"I'll become a singer and will make sure I won't need to ask other people to give me any money at all."
He said eyeing on his mom. His mom was a singer in her early age but was not able to create a big name as she married Kyuhyun's dad
before she even reach the peak of her career.

Kyuhyun sighed and closed his eyes. Tomorrow is another day. He thought. Suddenly, he saw himself leaning slowly towards Sungmin
for a kiss. He saw the eyes of the older widening as he moved closer and aim for his lips. Kyuhyun opened his eyes immediately.
It was just a lip touch lip type of kiss, he knows he shouldn't be bothered by it... he shouldn't be bothered by it...

 

 

 

right?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

*Author's note: have a good weekend!!!^^

To those new people hanging around my page
Welcome to my world! kidding! Hope you guys
are having fun. 
right now, I have 77 subscribers... O.O tell me that anghelsalupa
shippers are growing! haha...oh my head, I haven't slept normally,
pardon my crazy mind! I meant kyumin shippers :D
This is just the 4th chapter,
I still have a long way. Please stay with me and continue loving me, kkk?
^_^

Goodnight everyone!!!!^^

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LeeLenaMx #1
Chapter 39: I knew just from the title, that if I read this story I was going to cry and I was so right..
Why a beautiful story you wrote, even is sad They made each other happy while it lasted.
Thank you for sharing your stories!
LeeAlyn
#2
Chapter 39: I'm here again, and this made me cry again.. why, why this story need to be so freakin' great? I'm crying a lot today.. TT_TT
kyuichi91 #3
Chapter 39: Finally... finished
I wonder why you can write so well.
I really dont know what to write but promise i'll read your another fanfic later
kyuichi91 #4
Chapter 7: I love this part afffffff♥♥♥♥
My english was so bad, i can't even make sentence properly. I'm so sowwyy
But i enjoy reading your story
kyuichi91 #5
Chapter 7: I love this part afffffff♥♥♥♥
My english was so bad, i can't even make sentence properly. I'm so sowwyy
But i enjoy reading your story
kyumin1115
#6
Chapter 39: I don't know how many times I have read this already but.... I still always end up crying :( I miss KyuMin! I miss your stories too. I hope you'll write again, authornim. :)
LeeAlyn
#7
Chapter 39: i read this again and i cried again. stupid me haha :'D
oshxlh96 #8
Chapter 39: I CANT STOP CRYING ASDFGHJKL
why you do this to kyuhyun, minnn ;__;
what a beautiful story, thankyou this is so heartbreaking TAT)
EXOholic-itine #9
I am guessing you like suju songs so much.. As what I've noticed on your other fics you like to use their songs as bgm and I must say it's really effective and it encourage me to listen not only suju's popular songs but also the great once.. And I'd like to say thank you for letting us know the title in each lyrics you are using.. First I have read your fic bcd and it was magnificent.. I am a reader who also read a/n and comments and even then I always read bcd being compared to mad so I also always take note to read it after bcd.. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to read it after bcd because after I read bcd, I promise myself to let the bcd feels subside first, I might not handle another angst stories so I read first minderella (also an amazing fic of yours) then finally read this one.. What can I say to this fic?? Really I might not shed a single tear in this fic but you successfully clench my painful heart.. These three fics I've read and I must predict and say, you have angst style of writing skills.. Anyways this is getting longer and I want to read more of your fics so CIAO for now.. See you in your other fics.. I hope I can also comment on each of your fics.. Ciao!!
Krisyeolsdaughter #10
Chapter 39: Damn you i cried. Itshogud