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My Dying Love

"Sorry Hyung..." Donghae said as he looked down. Sungmin was quite confused. What is Donghae talking about?

"I don't understand, what are you talking about?" he asked showing confusion in his face.

"It was a set up. Everything was a set up. The person you met, we asked him...no" he shook his head shortly. "We paid
him to ask you out."

Sungmin showed a more confused face.  "You mean..."

"The person you met in the small hill." Donghae said.

The person he met in the small hill? Sungmin thought who was the person he met yesterday. Is Donghae referring to Choi Siwon? He
remembered meeting him for the first time. The tall young man approached him and showed  little bit interest in him and talked to
him for a couple of minutes. He crossed his eyebrows and smiled. "Oh, you mean the tall second year?"

Donghae nodded. "I'm really sorry hyung. Leeteuk hyung and the rest of us planned to set you up with him."

"Why would you do that?" Sungmin asked trying to hide his smile as watches Donghae getting more nervous and agitated than him.

"Because...you said you wanted to fall in love." Donghae said as he looked down.

"Well." Sungmin started while smiling. "Thanks for the thought." Donghae looked up and met his hyung's eyes. "I'm fine. But
please ask them not to spend anymore money for this. I'll be fine."

He didn't wait for the younger to answer instead he started walking away. His smile slowly disappeared and his face
showed no expression at all. He wasn't upset since he knows his friends did it for
him because they are concerned but... It's not like you can force someone... or pay someone to love him. He's more
disappointed to himself. Why did he even tell that secret to his friends? Now they've become very worried about him. He
really shouldn't have said that.

He sat down on the same place in the small hill of the school and saw Siwon walking towards him. "Hyung!" he called while waving
his hand to the older.

Siwon comfortably sat beside him with a ready smile. "Waiting for your friends again?" he asked.

"I'm waiting for you." Sungmin said and eyed on Siwon. "Siwon ah... whatever it is that my friends asked you to do...just stop.
I don't like to trouble them about anything and I don't want them to use money for you to be close to me."

Siwon crossed his eyebrows. "Hyung, what are you talking about?"

"I think you know what I mean. I don't want to be a burden to anyone, Siwon ah. If you ever accept anything from them to be close
to me... I'd really appreciate it if you just stop it."

Siwon shook his head and looked at Sungmin confusedly. "I really don't know what you're talking about, hyung."

Sungmin sighed and met Siwon's eyes. He wouldn't want to lose his patience, he can't lose his patience and throw  fit, it's not
good for him and Siwon as well. He needs to stay calm even if he thinks Siwon is just pretending not to know. The older's doe
eyes showed no reaction at all. "To put it simple... I don't want to be your friend and I don't want to see you again." he took a
deep breath and stood up leaving the even more confused Siwon behind.

If it's like this, he doesn't want to fall in love with Siwon at all or to anyone. He wouldn't want to be friends with him by any
means. He wouldn't want anyone accepting money just to agree to date him or spend time with him if money is involved. He still
believes someone out there won't need any money just to be with him.

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"Hyung, I really appreciate it but please..." Sungmin said while talking to Leeteuk discreetly. "I mean... thanks but..."

He looked down and doesn't know how to explain his feelings to his hyung. "Well..." Leeteuk started. "I mean..." he nodded his
head showing that he understands what Sungmin is trying to say and that he apologise for meddling in his dongsaeng's business. They
are close friends, even if the world doesn't understand how they talk to each other, they do understand what they meant by those
unfinished sentence.

"No more set ups, alright Teukie hyung?" Sungmin said and Leeteuk just nodded his head. The younger man smiled wider and hugged
his hyung. "Thanks hyung... I know you're concern about me but I'll be fine. I still have you, right?" Leeteuk nodded and felt less
guilty because Sungmin is trying to lighten up the situation. He placed his arms around the younger and smiled a bit.

Leeteuk thought that this is one of the reasons why Sungmin is not normal at all. He could have shouted at his hyung and throw a
fit, he could push his hyung away or whatever but not hug and smile. Sungmin wants everything to be neatly pressed as if nothing
has been wrong. He always wants to be normal. It's not normal at all. Still, he appreciates the fact that this dongsaeng of him is
not at all normal, he knows how to forgive someone at fault and he knows how to drop an issue as if it never existed.

"You'll choose me over Youngwoon hyung, right?" Sungmin said while nodding trying to get a nod from Leeteuk as well.

"Uhm." Leeteuk looked away as he can't really choose between Youngwoon, his lover and Sungmin. Sungmin crossed his eyebrows and
looked at him sharply. Leeteuk wanted to explain but his dongsaeng just smiled... almost laughing at his reaction.

"I'm just kidding, hyung. I'll see around!"

Sungmin started running away from Leeteuk. The older watched him run. Sungmin is really the most understanding and considerate
dongsaeng he has. He has the right to be angry but he was more upset with himself than those people who set him up. Leeteuk is
happy to see that Sungmin didn't take what he did by heart and got mad at him. Although, he is not normal in Leeteuk's eyes, the
older likes this side of Sungmin most. He was still looking at his dongsaeng when he suddenly startled because his phone
vibrated.

Sender: 74301703
Message: Plan activated

Leeteuk crossed his eyebrows and wondered what the message means. Sungmin asked that man to stay away, right? He checked his phone
again. He should have saved the man's number. Is this message even sent to the right person?

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The next morning, Sungmin sat on his usual place in the bus. He didn't saw Kyuhyun that time, he must be skipping school today.
Sungmin thought. He rested his head on the window as he looked outside. He remembered he needs to memorise an English song for
a project with a senior classmate.

After the next stop, he was surprised when someone sat down on the seat beside him like almost jumping on it. He turned to his
side and saw Kyuhyun smiling at him... for the second time.

"Morning." the younger greeted still smiling at him.

Sungmin awkwardly stretched his lips up for a smile. "G-good morning." he said. He thought Kyuhyun would be speaking to him again
but the young man remained quiet after that. Sungmin just looked at the window while Kyuhyun looked forward and ignored him
completely. Still, the thought of the young man sitting beside him and actually smiled at him made his heart squeal in his mind.
This smile will surely make his day.

Not long after that, Sungmin startled for the second time when he felt something heavy fell on his shoulder. He turned and saw
Kyuhyun's head, eyes closed and seemingly sleeping a little bit too deeply on his shoulder. Sungmin looked at him and just let
him rest his head there. His heart beats faster with the thought that they look lovers from a far, he needed to close his eyes to
stop his lips from curling up and squealing secretly. He tried his best not to move too much so as not to disturb the young man
from sleeping.

Kyuhyun suddenly open his eyes and showed no reaction, his arms crossed close to his chest and said. "You don't mind me doing
this?" he asked without looking at the older, head is still resting on Sungmin's shoulder.

"You seemed tired so I'll let you stay like that for a while." Sungmin said as he looked down. What is this? He knows he has a
crush on Kyuhyun but what he is doing now is something beyond how he is supposed to respond. Sungmin hates it when he doesn't
have his personal space and right now Kyuhyun is invading the said space and he isn't minding it at all. Usually when he's in
this kind of situation, he would immediately push the person back and let him sleep a little bit more proper and away from him.
Is it because he really likes Kyuhyun? But liking doesn't really mean he would let this young man sleep on his shoulder, this is
being rude! But...

He heard Kyuhyun chuckled and fixed his head on the older's shoulder and pretended to sleep again. Kyuhyun opened his eyes again
when he felt Sungmin turning his head probably at the window. He straightened up immediately and look at the older, Sungmin
turned to him when Kyuhyun raised his head.

"Let's be friends, I'm Kyuhyun."

Sungmin's heart races when Kyuhyun showed a smile. It seemed sincere and...

How can a simple smile make this young man even more handsome? It's enough that his straight face from afar gives Sungmin an aura
of this handsome mysterious man but now that he is smiling and is sitting beside him is another story.

Sungmin bit his lips for a while and smiled back. "S-Sungmin."

"Sungmin?" Kyuhyun asked and freed a wider smile as he held his right hand for a handshake. "It's nice to meet you."

"Same here."

Kyuhyun looks at him in the eyes with the same smile. Those dark eyes that mysteriously brightens seemed to invite
Sungmin to be drown into it. He doesn't know how to feel...but he likes the thought that this man is holding his hand and is
pressing it like that... as if Kyuhyun is sending secret message to him, as if Kyuhyun is showing interest in him.

Is it possible that they share the same interest with each other? Sungmin anticipates for the things Kyuhyun will do. Maybe what
happened last time with Siwon is a warning that he shouldn't accept the man because someone is coming to Sungmin. Maybe the reason
why he found out about Siwon's dark interest early is to be able to avoid him soon. Maybe he was able to do it because a certain
Kyuhyun whom he only watched from a far is going to come and be friends with him. Who might know what this new friendship can lead
them to? Whatever it is, Sungmin anticipates a new and exciting chapter in his life, with Kyuhyun as part of the new characters.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

*Author's note: Last update for the week.
I WANT MY WEEKEND~~!!!      -_-

Thanks for those who commented from my
last update, I also realised that Siwon has been so consistent
in my fan fictions. Come to think of it, he's my least bias...weird!
Anyway, I like the  thought that he always try to steal away my
couple and ends up with nobody.
For this fic... let's see how long you'll see him. I don't want him to
linger too much hahahaha. evil author >:)

How is the story so far? Hope you're not bored or anything.
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Have a good night!!^^

 

 

 

 

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LeeLenaMx #1
Chapter 39: I knew just from the title, that if I read this story I was going to cry and I was so right..
Why a beautiful story you wrote, even is sad They made each other happy while it lasted.
Thank you for sharing your stories!
LeeAlyn
#2
Chapter 39: I'm here again, and this made me cry again.. why, why this story need to be so freakin' great? I'm crying a lot today.. TT_TT
kyuichi91 #3
Chapter 39: Finally... finished
I wonder why you can write so well.
I really dont know what to write but promise i'll read your another fanfic later
kyuichi91 #4
Chapter 7: I love this part afffffff♥♥♥♥
My english was so bad, i can't even make sentence properly. I'm so sowwyy
But i enjoy reading your story
kyuichi91 #5
Chapter 7: I love this part afffffff♥♥♥♥
My english was so bad, i can't even make sentence properly. I'm so sowwyy
But i enjoy reading your story
kyumin1115
#6
Chapter 39: I don't know how many times I have read this already but.... I still always end up crying :( I miss KyuMin! I miss your stories too. I hope you'll write again, authornim. :)
LeeAlyn
#7
Chapter 39: i read this again and i cried again. stupid me haha :'D
oshxlh96 #8
Chapter 39: I CANT STOP CRYING ASDFGHJKL
why you do this to kyuhyun, minnn ;__;
what a beautiful story, thankyou this is so heartbreaking TAT)
EXOholic-itine #9
I am guessing you like suju songs so much.. As what I've noticed on your other fics you like to use their songs as bgm and I must say it's really effective and it encourage me to listen not only suju's popular songs but also the great once.. And I'd like to say thank you for letting us know the title in each lyrics you are using.. First I have read your fic bcd and it was magnificent.. I am a reader who also read a/n and comments and even then I always read bcd being compared to mad so I also always take note to read it after bcd.. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to read it after bcd because after I read bcd, I promise myself to let the bcd feels subside first, I might not handle another angst stories so I read first minderella (also an amazing fic of yours) then finally read this one.. What can I say to this fic?? Really I might not shed a single tear in this fic but you successfully clench my painful heart.. These three fics I've read and I must predict and say, you have angst style of writing skills.. Anyways this is getting longer and I want to read more of your fics so CIAO for now.. See you in your other fics.. I hope I can also comment on each of your fics.. Ciao!!
Krisyeolsdaughter #10
Chapter 39: Damn you i cried. Itshogud