Sungmin tried holding his toothbrush for the third time and tried to tightened his grip but the toothbrush keeps falling
and falling. He sighed heavily, he looked at the things in front of him; his dental set, Kyuhyun's dental set. Their shaving set, their
handsoap etc. He sighed again furiously and swag all the things on top of the sink making a loud noise of the things that fell from
the floor. He was breathing in and out after that. Eyes are sharp; angry, upset.

Kyuhyun rushed inside but the older ignored him despite his concern. Sungmin looked at him with a pissed off expression and just walked
pass him. Sungmin's hand is closed to a fist. He felt pain from the things that he swagged a while ago but he ignored it. He sat
down on the staircase and looked at his hand.

Sungmin didn't really like his own tantrums just now. He sat down on the staircase upset with himself. He shouldn't have thrown
tantrums, he even shook Kyuhyun off, the young man is not even doing anything wrong. He shook his head again, disappointed with
himself. How useless can he be when he can't even grab a hold of his toothbrush? The thought frustrates him.

He can't stop losing his patience. This day is probably the worst day he had here in this place. He doesn't like it whenever he feels
sick and this day is teasing him to feel that way. How many times did this thing happened just this morning anyway?

---------------POV in the morning-----------

Sungmin woke up early and went to his secret room, his music room. He has this melody in his mind that he needs to write down. He
had it after their first love night. He was playing intensively, his mind has drifted far from reality. He's humming some parts of
the melody while for some parts he immediately put words.

Seorodalma ganeun moseubi [Seeing how we become more and more alike,]
Sarange bbajyeo itda neungeot [it's us falling in love.]

He giggled with the thought ofthem making love; how Kyuhyun tried to be gentle but in the end showed his real side. His needy and
rough side. He'd like seeing that kind of expression again. He continued humming the next keys and then...

Jigeum isungan yeongwonhi itji malgo gieokhae [Don't forget this moment and remember it forever.]

His eyes are closed and his shoulders are moving with the melody of his piano. If Sungmin lives in a world without Kyuhyun, he knows
this life with music will be the one to accompany him.

But Kyuhyun is here and this song is for him and probably the rest of the songs he will write while he is still alive is all for
Kyuhyun. Since when did he realise how deeply in love he is to this young man? Was it when he had his first kiss with him? Was it
when the young man asked him out for the first time? Maybe it was when he first smile at Sungmin. That mischevous smile that took
his breath away in an instant. He smiled as he remember those times. It wasn't a long time since they've been together and those
memories are just the beginning.

He opened his eyes when he felt a pair of warm lips at the nape of his neck. He smiled and looked back without stopping his piano
play. He met Kyuhyun's eyes with a smile. The young man must have heard him from outside. He keeps on telling his mom that he wants
a sound proof room but she declined saying she wants to listen to him while playing. His secret world, it's only a secret when he's
overtaken by his love for music.

The younger sat beside him and played the same key. Sungmin smiled while slowing the melody down to help Kyuhyun catch up. It's not
Kyuhyun's forte, piano playing. Sungmin knows Kyuhyun is not as good as him in musical instruments but he is still not that bad. Besides,
it'll be overly insecuring if Kyuhyun has this great voice and can still play better than him. Life will be overly unfair if that's
the case.

Nae pyeongsaenge hanabbunin [You are my one and only]
Neoneun jeongmal teukbyeolhangeol [you are really something special.]

Kyuhyun sang making Sungmin stop playing. He turned to the younger.

"This song is supposed to be about you." Sungmin pouted. "I should be the one writing it down."

"Well..." Kyuhyun said. Those words are for Sungmin, but the older is pouting, he needs to think fast to avoid that pouting.
"Let's just say... I want to be your one and only."

Sungmin smiled and shook his head. "Oh? Am I not your one and only?" Kyuhyun asked agitatedly.

"Uhm. I'll think about that."

"Yah, Lee Sungmin!"

"Get out of my room, Kyu, you're disturbing me." he said to further tease the young man.

"What?!"

Sungmin smiled mischevously making Kyuhyun smiled as well. His playful man, is always playful. Sungmin deserves some playfulness
from him too.

The younger smirked behind Sungmin and kissed his jaw softly and then he started nibbling it. Sungmin immediately felt distracted with
the warmness he felt with what Kyuhyun was doing. The young man chuckled when Sungmin pressed a wrong key because of what he did.
Sungmin cleared his throat and tried concentrating once again. He was able to ignore Kyuhyun's disturbing activity while playing but...

"Ah!" he stopped and looked at Kyuhyun, blushing and holding his right ear. The young man with a smile mirroring his mischevous smile
a while ago. Kyuhyun bit his right ear way too hard to ignore it.

"That's for not being your one and only." Kyuhyun said with a childish pout. Sungmin rolled his eyes and ignored the young man and
started playing again while Kyuhyun reached for the door.

Kyuhyun was with all smile as he reached for the door but immediately stopped, his reactiong changed as he paused from where he was
standing. The melody was ruined like a child randomly pressing inappropriate key. The piano play had stopped. He turned to Sungmin.

The older holding his right hand, looking at it with such painful expression. What happened?

It's painful because Sungmin couldn't move it at all. His fingers had stiffened, out of his control. His face, concerned and in pain.
How can he play his piano if he can't even move his fingers? He needs to finish this song.

Kyuhyun looked down and remembered what the doctor told them. Sungmin's fine motor skills will weaken. Is this it? Is it really
happening? He sighed. No matter what, he wouldn't want to see Sungmin upset... and hurting for the matter. What is he going to do?
Kyuhyun ah, think. Think fast!

Sungmin's jaw is hardly clenched as he looked at his fingers sharply, forcing them to move and follow him but it still refuse. If it's
going to be like this, he can't even come in to his secret world. He can't even play the piano anymore, he might not be able to play
his guitar anymore, how is he going to survive thinking music is going to be away from his system because of this?

"Let's go. Time for lunch." Kyuhyun said holding his hand. The young man held it tightly making sure Sungmin wouldn't feel the
stiffening of his own hand. The young man's calloused hand is holding Sungmin's hand. It suddenly felt good that his stiffened
fingers are in Kyuhyun's hand. It just felt so good that Kyuhyun is holding him.

Sungmin nodded and forced a smile. Kyuhyun is pretending that everything is fine. He should do the same. Because everything is fine
with Kyuhyun beside him. Everything is fine with Kyuhyun beside him.

Slowly, he didn't noticed that his fingers are already moving again. Their hands clasped together as they went out of his music room.

"Hold on tight to me, Sungmin ah. I like the feel of your hand next to mine." Kyuhyun said as he placed their clasped hands close to
his chest. Sungmin felt better when he heard what Kyuhyun said.

The lunch was served and they started digging it. Sungmin looked at Kyuhyun with a smile. He has to forget about what happened to his
fingers earlier. It's not going to happen again. He remembered the last time that it occured. He was still in school that time, he
fell down after one of his classes and Kyuhyun was the one who helped him. It was like a month ago. Yeah, it will happen again but
not soon. Sungmin thought.

He was about to get a piece of meat when he dropped it on the table on the way to his plate. He lose grip on his chopsticks. He swallowed
and ignored the thought that his fingers are not following him again. He took another piece from the serving plate but it ended up on
the same place as the first meat. He sighed.

"Open your mouth." Kyuhyun said as he used his hand to hold the meat he was about to feed Sungmin. The older just looked at him.
"I've been wanting to feed you since the day I came here...but Umma is always in the scene, I'm afraid she might puke on us when I do
so." he said with a knowing smile. Sungmin smiled with Kyuhyun's statement. He opened his mouth and took in the meat that Kyuhyun is
offering.

For dessert, Kyuhyun took out some ice cream and scoop some in a cone. "I thought you don't like me to eat too much sweets?" Sungmin
said but is obviously drooling over the ice cream.

"Well, ice cream can't kill people." Kyuhyun said as he offered the cone. Sungmin was about to hold the cone but Kyuhyun took it away
from him. "I didn't say you can hold it." The older looked at him, confused.

"Let's eat together, ok?" Kyuhyun hold the cone and placed it near Sungmin's mouth. When Sungmin was about to have some of the ice
cream Kyuhyun leaned forward to have a bite as well. Sungmin smiled when he saw how close Kyuhyun's face is. This is Kyuhyun, he knows
how to make him feel better. Although the thought of his hand stiffening bothers him, he wouldn't deal with it anymore because the
young man is here to make him feel better. He'll be seeing the doctor soon, they'll do something about it.

Kyuhyun purposely left some cream on his mouth and looked at Sungmin meaningfully. Sungmin remembered the young man 'cleaning him up'
the last time. The younger wants Sungmin to do it now. Sungmin chuckled and obliged when he saw the cream, those overly appealing
cream on Kyuhyun's lips is something he wouldn't miss for anything. Sungmin the cream on Kyuhyun's lips making the younger
smile widely. He rewarded Sungmin with a chaste kiss on the lips after that.

Kyuhyun secretly sighed with relief. He needs to divert Sungmin's thoughts as fast as he can because he knows the older would deal
with this situation too much. He can't let Sungmin be bothered by this. He swore he'd do everything for the older not to be upset with
his situation. He'll take care of Sungmin; physically and emotionally.

---------------------------------END OF POV------------------------------------

This teasing day, what exactly is happening to him? Is he going to be useless soon? First his piano playing, then his lunch now his
toothbrush. He knows clearly that the young man is just trying to divert his mind about this situation. He's thankful for the effort
but he's not stupid. Sungmin knows this thing in his head is increasing and is increasing very fast. How long will it take for him
to become completely useless? He hates the thought of it.

He continuously looked at his fingers when Kyuhyun suddenly hold it.

Kyuhyun smiled at him as he sat down beside Sungmin in the staircase. He interlaced his fingers to Sungmin's and moved it left and
right. "See? Our fingers look so beautiful together." the young man said with a smile. His heartbeat is fast, accelerating with an
uncontrollable speed. Sungmin's fingers are so stiff that even Kyuhyun can't make it close to clasp on to his own hand. He looked at
their hands and placed it close to his lips before kissing Sungmin's knuckles.

"I like holding your hands, Sungmin ah..."

Sungmin sighed. "Am I dying soon?"

"No." Kyuhyun said sternly. Sungmin closed his eyes shortly and looked down after.

"I'm becoming useless."

Kyuhyun shook his head. He held Sungmin hand and placed it on the older's chest. "Do you feel that?" Kyuhyun asked referring to the
older's heartbeat.

"Don't think for a second that you are useless." Kyuhyun looked at him in the eyes. Deep and
endless searching in those doe eyes, those mystical eyes that never fail to put him on spell. "Because only you can make me feel this
way." He then transferred Sungmin's hand to his chest. "My heart beats because of you, Lee Sungmin. So don't even think you are
useless."

Sungmin's tears float around his eyes, he smiled even though his lips are about to curl down. He's the reason for Kyuhyun's existence.
He's not useless because Kyuhyun needs him. He wrapped his arms around Kyuhyun, tightly.

"I'm scared."

"I know you are. But don't be. I'm not going to leave you." Kyuhyun put Sungmin in his embrace. He looked up as tears warned around
his eyes. He cannot let Sungmin see his tears, not when he is pretending to be strong.

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That night, Sungmin prepared his clothes for shower. The things he swagged earlier were put back in their places. Kyuhyun must have
fixed it. He closed the glass door and run the tub for some warm water. He hooked his towel behind the door and walked towards the
tub.

He was about to take off his clothes while walking towards the tub when he suddenly felt his knees weakened. And before he could even
find a place to grab a hold on, he fell on the cold floor. Bewildered and with disbelief. His heartbeat accelerated and his mind was
completely blank.

He can't move his legs.

*Author's note: Song is from Super Junior's 6th album repackage
called SPY. Song title is Only U. Written by: Leeteuk and Donghae.

I like this song, it's full of promises. But Author won't promise you
anything >:)

Have a good night~!^^