"Well, if he follows you like crazy, maybe he really wants you to be a talent. Maybe he knows that you'll be part of hallyu wave
once the whole Korea hears you sing." Sungmin said with a smile as he returned the name card. He shook his head and sighed. "How
lucky could you be to be scouted by SME? Kyuhyun ah, I'm quite jealous." He said looking a bit worried and upset before smiling at
the younger man making sure he's just joking.

Kyuhyun shook his head as he took back and looked at the name card, he still doesn't know what to do with. Heechul said he could
take his time to think, that's what he will do. "How was your vacation?"

Sungmin looked at Kyuhyun trying to his best not to be obvious where he really went. "uh... it's fine. Quite tiring but it was
ok." the younger nodded while Sungmin looked sneakily hoping Kyuhyun would really believe him. Well, he answered it quite
honestly. Chemo session is tiring and it can really make him weak before getting himself recovered again. As for the test, nothing
has changed, it didn't grew any more bigger before he fainted the last time. He doesn't want to think about it. He thought he
should quickly change the topic.

"When is the second year's showcase? I want to write the song you will perform." Sungmin asked hoping the young man would drop the
subject about his 'vacation'. Kyuhyun chuckled and looked at him.

"Next month, you want to write a song for me?" he said with a smile.

"A song for you to sing, mind your sentence!" Sungmin said teasingly. Kyuhyun's smile widened even more, writing a song for him
to sing means Sungmin writing a song for him, what's the difference?! He looks forward to it. He looked at the older still smiling,
is he writing the song in his mind now? He wonders how Sungmin do it. He has read some of his compositions and new very well it
can be a hit.

Kyuhyun finds himself lucky to have met him. Such a kind hearted person with a beautiful face to match his endless talent, what is
Sungmin's flaw? He seemed to have everything. Money, face, talent; all of these can make a person famous and arrogant yet look at
him, smiling gently and not even disgusted by the thought that Kyuhyun is probably the poorest thing ever existed in school.

He looked down, what has he done for Sungmin? It seems like he hasn't really given anything for this person yet. Aside from saying
those 3 words, how else can he make Sungmin feel that he really is important to the young man? Kyuhyun called for him.

"Sungmin ah..."

"Uhm?"

Kyuhyun looked down and thought for a while. "Will you... come with me tomorrow?" he turned to the older man while Sungmin waited
for him to finish his words. "Tomorrow is my parents' death anniversary, I want you to come and greet them." the younger looked
a bit shy in saying those words but he has no idea how Sungmin's heart leaps and shouted for joy. He saw the older raising his
shoulder a bit and smiling with his bunny teeth.

Greeting Kyuhyun's parents? Sungmin felt touched with what he heard. Kyuhyun wants him to meet his parents, why would he decline
it. He smiled at the young man and nodded before resting his head on Kyuhyun's shoulder. Meeting Kyuhyun's parents in heaven
means he really mean alot to the younger. He bit his lips and smiled widely. Even if he cannot meet them formally, Sungmin knows
he should thank them for giving birth to a son like Kyuhyun.

*********************************************

Kyuhyun made 3 bows in front of his parents' grave before standing straight. Sungmin watched him do the rituals for the dead with
admiration. How can such a simple, ordinary man be so beautiful just like that? The older's admiration to Kyuhyun seemed to become
endless as days go by. Cho Umma, Cho Appa, who is in heaven now, can you ask God to let me stay longer by your son's side?
The younger looked at him with a smile before eyeing on his hands and holding it tight.

"Umma, Appa, this person here is the most important person in my life now, Lee Sungmin."

Sungmin smiled upon hearing it and bowed lowly in front of the grave. "Nice to meet you, I'm Lee Sungmin." Thank you for letting
me know your son. He's been the best thing that happened to my sad and cursed life. "Cho Appa, Cho Umma who is in heaven, please
look after your son and guide him well so he won't look at someone else." he said with a cheeky smile while the other chuckled.

Kyuhyun turned to the grave as they both sit down in front of it. The younger pour a shot of soju around the grave before drinking
a shot. Sungmin did the same and placed the paper cup down. Kyuhyun just looked at the grave while the older watch him. He seldom
sees Kyuhyun with the peaceful aura, he's quite happy because of it.

"I haven't been here for quite a long time." Kyuhyun looked down. "You guys have to understand. I slightly blame you for having
this kind of life." Sungmin listened quietly to him. "But because you're no longer here, I was able to meet him." he turned to the
older for a while and smile. "Because he's here beside me, I won't be alone anymore."

"This person here," Kyuhyun said. "I want to spend the rest of my life with him."

Kyuhyun smiled and took Sungmin's hand once again, he interlaced their fingers and pressed their palms softly. Sungmin felt a slight
kick in his heart when the younger said those. Indeed they are together now but the words 'the rest of my life with him' is something
he didn't really expect to hear. It was like a sudden pressure to his side that Kyuhyun is saying it in front of his parents and
that Sungmin has no escape but to feel guilty that somewhere in between Kyuhyun's choices of words, he is making a mistake.

"Kyuhyun ah, don't you think it's too early to say that?" he asked, hoping Kyuhyun would think about it more. But the younger
smiled as he looks at Sungmin.

"Sungmin ah, I may be arrogant to say this but, there were quite a number of people who wanted to take me as well." he looked down
with his childish smile. "But I can only see you. I've never wanted to have someone as much as I do to you." he met Sungmin's eyes
and held his hands tightly. "That's why when I admitted to myself everything, I told myself never to let you go."

Sungmin looks at Kyuhyun who is looking at him with a smile, a gentle smile that is asking him to agree to what he just said earlier.
The older looked down, he can't keep looking at those expecting eyes.

"I want to see us growing old together. Counting wrinkles and gray hairs, watching other people as they stroll in the park, seeing
young people getting intrigued by two handsome grandpas walking together with their hands clasping each other." Sungmin can see
that Kyuhyun is really engross in imagining an ideal future with them together. Yet, another kick in his heart.

He give a short smile and didn't answer anything. Kyuhyun missed the glimpse of sadness in his eyes because he's just too happy
that he is with Sungmin in front of his parents, confessing how much he wants to be with Sungmin and being vocal about his future
ideal plans with the older man by his side. He rested his head on the older's lap while the other automatically placed his hand
on Kyuhyun's chest and the other hand brushes his hair.

"When we're both old, we'll stay in a decent house, we'll do what old people do; reading newspapers together, listening to old
songs together, drinking tea together..." Kyuhyun thought of other things on his list that he would do when he and Sungmin grow
old together. Too engrossed with his own happy thoughts, he has no idea what the other is thinking about.

Sungmin is thinking deeply while brushing Kyuhyun's hair gently. If Kyuhyun's thought about getting older together can really be
true, it'll be great. But seeing the young man having this kind of expectation to their relationship right now, he knows he has
already disappointed him.

Kyuhyun ah, even if we are together right now, one day you will still be alone...

because I could die anytime.

*Author's note: Hey guys! sorry i haven't updated recently.
You see, i lost 2 chapters and i'm not sure whether it will
come back to this place *other than the copy site* or not.
I'm quite confused.

This is one of the lost chapters, hope you can still remember
this. If there's anyone here who can clear my mind please
do so^^ I'll update the next chapter after being cleared about
my confusion :D

Offtopic: Anybody reading 50 shades of Grey? :D
It was fun. I thought I'm reading a fanfiction with a wide
compilation of s >;P

Laters!