Machi non narul guwonhage bonaejin gol [As if you had been sent to save me]
Saranghanun salmi naege horakdwen gol [You let me have a loveful life]
Gudaemanuro nanun chungbunhae [Only that way I can have enough]
Finally you're in my life
Sorry baby sorry baby
Noman norul saranghaeso mianhae jongmal mianhae [I only love you, I'm sorry I'm really sorry]
Shawty baby shawty baby
gudaemanul barabwaso mianhae jongmal ojjol suga omnabwa [I only look at you. I'm sorry I think I really can't help it]

Bright lights, loud screams, big wide stage, one superstar. Kyuhyun is his tight ripped jeans and loose moss green shirt, his arms
wrapped with different bracelts, eyes smoky and dark due to make up. He smiled as he finished the highest, breath taking adlib of this song.

From me to heaven. The title of his first major concert. He has released his sixth full and successful album in a short time, each
album sold out all over Korea and the around the globe and now it is time to end this year with a blast. It was 2 years after Sungmin
passed away. The lights blinded him, he cannot see how many people there are in his first major concert but with the ear busting
screams, he's quite sure he's standing in front of a sea of people.

Sungmin ah, can you this? You should be proud of me.

-----------------POV a year ago--------------

Sleep tight.

Sungmin fell asleep from that time, he didn't wake up anymore. He was comatosed for 3 more days before
he completely rested in peace. Both Kyuhyun and Lee Umma wept from their lost. Kyuhyun held Sungmin's hand for the last time before
letting the doctors take his body away.

During the wake, Kyuhyun was just in the darkest corner weeping as people come to send their regards. He saw Sungmin's friends, their
friends. Leeteuk who stood there with no words, face is wet with tears. Yesung who was blinking his own tears away, sniffing in
silence and breathing through his mouth. Shindong who was emotional, nobody, not even his friends had seen him crying like that.
Donghae who was kneeling in front of Sungmin's altar, looking at his picture as if the real person still exist.

"Hyung, I'm going to miss you." he cried.

Lee Umma patted Donghae's shoulder, being the youngest in their group, Sungmin's mom is quite aware that Donghae is the closest to
him.

"Lee Umma, where is Kyuhyun?" Leeteuk asked the old woman.

Lee Umma sighed first before telling them his whereabouts. The old woman asked them not to disturb him for a while.

"He can't be cheered right now. He's too upset with himself, self-blaming." Lee Umma looked at the corner as if she is seeing Kyuhyun
there. "Let him be for now."

Kyuhyun stayed in the music room during one of funeral days. It feels like Sungmin is still there, smiling playfully while shooing
him out. Kyuhyun touched the keys of the grand piano and started sobbing again, it feels like he can touch the older's fingers as he
press random keys. He closed his eyes and saw himself and Sungmin sitting together playing the same song.

Nehgeh man jooneun gurago [Even though I wanted to believe]
Midgo shippuhjineun miso yutjiman [That that smile was just for me]

Sungmin was closing his eyes, one shoulder lifted a bit as he reached for the high notes. Kyuhyun stared and admired the beauty that
is Sungmin. His mystical eyes, his sharp, pointed nose, his sweet intoxicating lips. His perfection.

Anin gugetjyo geulehdo hokshina hamyunsuh [It probably isn't but still, just maybe]

Sungmin stopped when Kyuhyun suddenly pressed his lips next to his. "Sorry, your lips is just so perfect." Kyuhyun said. Sungmin
smirked at him.

"I know." he said. "Sing. Quick." he finished sternly and continued playing.

What if nehga geudel munja mannasut damyun [What if... I met you first]

Kyuhyun smiled and breathe in, ready to show off.

Ani chalali na geudehleul mollassut damyun [No, if I didn't know you]

Kyuhyun stopped when Sungmin kissed him on the lips the way he did earlier. The older smiled playfully. "Sorry, your voice is just
so perfect."

Kyuhyun smirked at him and the played together. Sungmin's voice isn't as good as Kyuhyun's but his emotion and the way his voice
blends with the youngers makes the song perfect.

Apeumi mooguhwuhdo geulehdo unjen gan nal [Even though pain is heavy, still]
Saranghal gutman gatta [I feel like you'll love me]

"Even our voice fits in perfectly." Kyuhyun said. Sungmin could not agree less. Their voices synced so well it sounded like one.

-----------------------

Kyuhyun held Lee Umma's hand as they send Sungmin off. They are in their traditional funeral clothes and are both quiet. They are not
crying but they know their hearts are inside the box where Sungmin's ashes were laid. Sungmin ah, could this be any harder? Because
I have no intentions of letting you go yet. I just can't.

Few days after Sungmin was sent off. Kyuhyun was nowhere to be found. He left the Lee Mansion in Jeju taking only his clothes and
nothing more. Lee Umma was worried as well, he left without a single note, what could happen to him? Lee Umma has considered him as
a son. Seeing a person willing to take care of his of her sickly son as Kyuhyun did, she knows Kyuhyun doesn't deserve to be alone.
She'd love to keep him as her son, a precious son who loved Sungmin more than himself.

"I knew I would find you here..."

Kyuhyun heard Lee Umma from behind. He was standing in front of the place where Sungmin's ashes are; beside his father's ashes. He
looked down and sighed. He has no more tears. He had dried them off. Or maybe he has no more tears to shed because despite the pain
in his heart, he just can't cry anymore.

"I was just wondering..." Kyuhyun asked. "Did I ever become the person Sungmin wants to have?"

Lee Umma smiled behind him. "You're the very person he has dreamed of." she patted Kyuhyun shoulder. "Kyuhyun ah, you saved his life.
You've given everything to him and more. I have never been thankful to you for taking care of him. Sungmin believed in
you, in every single way. And the best part is you have fulfilled his wishes."

Suddenly, the tears that has dried came up again. Kyuhyun looked down and sniffed for a while. "I wish I could have given him more."

Lee Umma sighed. "Kyuhyun ah, you've given more than enough." the young man shook his head.

"If I did, why did he still leave?"

Lee Umma looked down. True. Sungmin left them despite trying to fight, but she knew it will always be this way, he will still end up
leaving them. It was no one's fault, it was probably pre-destined but it doesn't matter now, because she knows by heart that Sungmin
was contented when he left. He has no regrets in whatever that has happened in his life.

She took out a small notebook from her bag and handed it to Kyuhyun. "I saw this in the music room in between his compositions. I
think he'd seen me watching this drama and did the same thing. That boy...could he really be this silly?"

"Bucket list?" Kyuhyun asked as he took the notebook. Lee Umma nodded.

"He wrote some things beside all those things that he was able to accomplish." Lee Umma smiled. "Thanks to this I find out that he
topped you." Kyuhyun looked down. Finally a little smile. "There were some that were accomplished but he wasn't able to mark it anymore so I put a
smiley face on it. There's only one that he wasn't able to do. Do you think you can help me do it?"

Kyuhyun looked through the bucket lists and read:

1. Fall in love - *hearts*

2. Compose 10 songs before I leave - 13 songs :)

3. Stay with Umma in Jeju- ^^

4. Spy on Donghae and Hyukjae- >:)

5. Ask Kyuhyun to make love to me- *blush*

6. Top Kyuhyun- kekekekekeke^^

7. Test Kyuhyun's patience on me- ice cream can't kill people! >:)- PASSED

8. Live well for Umma and Kyuhyun- :)

9. Smile before I die- :)

10. Have all my songs be heard...with Kyuhyun singing it.

Have all his songs to be heard? How will Kyuhyun do that? He looked at Lee Umma. "If you think you you haven't done everything for him,
maybe you can help me fulfill his last wish." Kyuhyun looked at the bucket list once again. Sungmin wants all his songs to be heard
and that Kyuhyun should be the one to sing it.

Kyuhyun didn't think for a long time. The following week; he was standing in front of SM building and breathe in before walking in.
He found himself in front of the thin, lanky man who was sitting in front of him, leaning forwards with his fingertips together as if
he owns the world. A smirk.

"I knew I asked you to take your time to think about this but I didn't expect you to take a year before you could come to me." Heechul,
SMs Talent Scouting Manager, said in a sarcastic voice.

"Is your offer still on?" Kyuhyun asked confidently. Heechul chuckled shortly and smirked at him again.

"Wait right there, I'll change the date for your contract." He said as he stood up and left Kyuhyun on his own in the office. The rest
was history.

-----------------------------------END OF POV------------------------------

The piano piece of Kyuhyun's last song has started playing. His eyes smiled gently along with his lips. He likes this
song. Sungmin's last song. It's as if he can see the older looking so serious while playing this song. Sungmin's last message to him.
He closed his eyes and started singing.

Nae mal deureo jullae [Would you listen to me?]
Amumaldo hajimalgo  [Don't say anything.]
Na sashireun neomuna buranhae [Honestly I'm so restless]
Nega eomneun harue oddeoke gyeondilji jeongmal molla [ I really don't know how I will manage a day without you]

He opened his eyes and smiled at the audience. He saw Lee Umma clapping her hands and swaying her head gently. His mom, no, his
mother-in-law, his most beloved's mom; the person he treated like his own mom.

Uri ggeuchi aniraneungeol ara [Please know that this is not the end for us[
Naega eomneun binjari e honja apa uljineun ma [At the empty space without me, don't be sad and cry alone]

And from there, he saw the time he first saw Sungmin smiling widely; that time when they first laid on the grassy part of the school, that
time when he first see those adorable crinkles at the side of his eyes. And he saw a lot more times Sungmin is smiling. Sungmin is
smiling because of him. He made Sungmin happy. It made him happy too.

Nae mam soge ojik neo ne mam soge ojik na [In my heart there's only you, in your heart there's only me]

And those memories continue in Kyuhyun's mind. How the older wrapped his arms around him when he was so down after receiving a threat
in the school. "You want to push me away? Try me." How Sungmin covered him from the people who wanted to harm him because he cannot
pay his debts. How Sungmin cursed him because he was too angry not because he agreed to be paid for dating him but because he did not
protected himself from the loan sharks.

Seoro dalma ganeun moseubi sarange bbajyeo itdaneungeot [Seeing how we are getting more and more alike, it's us falling in love]
Gateun haneul dareungot urin jamshi ddeoreojyeo [Under the same sky, at different places, for a while we separate]
Jigeum isungan yeongwonhi itjimalgo gieokhae [Don't forget this moment and remember it forever]

And how could he ever forget their shared kisses. Sungmin's soft, intoxicating lips. He'll be forever drunk with the memory of those lips on his.
 Their very first kiss; how Sungmin was dumbfounded when Kyuhyun
pressed his lips to his. How their first intimate kiss became their most favourite kiss of all. How Sungmin hold on to Kyuhyun's chin
to deepen each kiss. Kyuhyun smiled with all those memories, unknowingly filling his eyes with tears as well. He remembered how Sungmin
would cling to him, would pout to him, would smile at him. He remembered how they made love with each other; how they give in and take
in. How each part of their bodies become in sync as one.

He smiled as a tear escaped unknowingly. This song holds a special place in his heart. It feels like Sungmin wrote this to extend his
feelings to Kyuhyun even now that he is in heaven. Sungmin's promise, this song holds Sungmin's promise.

Nage boyeo jwotdeon ne sarangeul gieokhalge [I will remember the love you showed me.
Geunugudodae shinhalsu eomneun [Something no one can substitute]
Dan hanaye sarang nae gaseum gipi neol damadullae [Your one and only love. I will keep you deep inside my heart]

He looked back to the time when he disturbed Sungmin in the music room and the older shooed him. "Does that mean I'm not your one and
only?!" he remembered being agitated when Sungmin shrugged his shoulders and asked him to leave him alone.

Orae gidarigehaeseo mianhe [I'm sorry that I make you wait for me for so long]
Nae pyeongsaenge hana bbunin [The one and only in my life]
Neoneun jeongmal teukbyeolhangeol [You are really something special]

Kyuhyun can't helped but chuckle and closed his eyes as tears roll down his cheeks. 2 years has been long enough to keep himself
breathing without Sungmin in his air. He keeps on going to fulfill his last promise to his man. His favourite man. He hopes Sungmin
is proud of him. Sungmin ah, are you listening? Can you hear me from heaven? If for once, just once, can I just see you, can you
smile at me and say I look cool on stage. Tell me I'm doing well.

He stopped and choked on one of the words and the audience cheered him even more. Kyuhyun looked down and let the tears fall for a
while. He just miss Sungmin a lot. He breathe in. The show must go on. He bit his lips for a while and swallowed down the tears that
keeps on coming up. He can't keep singing. The music stops. He hold on to the microphone.

"Sungmin ah, are you in heaven?" he asked as he looked up. "If you are, please tell God that I wish you're still here beside me." his
lips curled down and tears came out once again. "I miss you." he chuckled trying hard to make his feelings a little lighter. "I'm
doing well, right?" the audience unexpectedly yelled a yes and it made Kyuhyun happy. "I look cool right now, right?" Again another
yes from the audience. "I'm still your one and only right?" and another yes and it helped him lightened up his heart. This is it, the show continues...

Cha ga un barami bureo omyeon [When the cold wind brishes by]
Songgeuteseuchi neun geu neu ggimi [That feeling that grazed your fingers]
Negyeoteneul inneungeol [It's me always being by your side]

He closed his eyes and smiled, he dreamed while he's on stage, he dreamed that Sungmin is still here, watching him, admiring him.

Nae sonjaba judeon neo [You who held my hand]
Balmatchueo geotdeon na [I who matched your steps]

He opened his eyes and looked to the side.

Dashi neoreul mannal geunaren [The day when I meet you again]
Ne duson nochi aneulgeoya [I will not let go of your hands]

His heart beats faster as an image of Sungmin standing beside him, watching him became so clear that he thought it was real. He smiled
widely at Sungmin. The image of Sungmin smiled back; a proud smile, a smile telling him that Kyuhyun did well, like he always do,
like Sungmin has always believed in. And in another blink the image is gone. Kyuhyun's tear fell but he smiled widely.

Nae mam soge ojik neo ne mam soge ojik na [In my heart there's only you, in your heart there's only me]
Seoro dalma ganeun moseubi sarange bbajyeo itdaneungeot [Seeing how we are getting more and more alike, it's us falling in love]
Gateun haneul dareungot urin jamshi ddeoreojyeo [Under the same sky, at different places, for a while we separate]
Jigeum isungan yeongwonhi itjimalgo gieokhae [Don't forget this moment and remember it forever]

Kyuhyun looked at the audience and took his final bow. His tears falling as his eyes closed. He stayed like that for a long time. The
concert has finished. He has fulfilled his promise to Sungmin.

When we meet again, I'll never let go of your hands, Sungmin ah.
 

---------------------EPILOGUE---------------------

"I got a proposal for all of you and the genius me thinks I'm more than incredible because of this!" Heechul said and laughed loudly
causing all people inside to feel creepy and even more unsure.

Leeteuk, Yesung, Shindong, Hyukjae, Donghae and Kyuhyun- all solo artists of SME who has made their names quite popular all around
and across Asia and the whole world. They looked at each other and wondered what Heechul is talking about.

"What do you think about releasing an album as a group?" Heechul asked and smirked when he saw the rest of the boys looking at
each other and smiling.

Deal.

*Author's note: The End^^

I actually wrote a long author's note last night but when I clicked
Add Chapter, my internet is already off >.< Oh well,

Thanks to everyone who enjoyed having a heartbreak while reading!
I appreciate the tears and the boxes of tissues you've spend on me.^^
Thanks to all the subrscribers; silent readers, noisy readers, new readers,
old time readers oh well everyone. I sincerely thank everyone *bow bow!*

Song: Sorry Sorry Answer- I put this because this is my first Super Junior
song hahaha... I have a long story for this but I'll summarize it by saying
I was able to name all 12 members because of this song [including kibum and
kangin...yes including them] and then I keep on wondering who I missed out.
Yeah after a few more migraines I noticed a piano scene appearing in the
video out of nowhere. *Sorry, Min>.<*

What If- even before becoming a super junior fan, I've always like how they
blend their voices, especially the bridge and now that I am a Kyumin shipper
I always admire the way these 2's voices blends together...in every song they sing!

Only U- no words can express my love for this song. And I immediately saw a scene
of Kyuhyun seeing an image of Sungmin while singing the part where it says he'll
never let go once they meet again.

This is it, my dear friends, I've come to the end. I'll see you guys in my new fic. I have
some in mind but I'll work on it first :D By-the-way, hope you don't mind me writing
author's note on every chapter :) i started enjoying sharing my thoughts right after i
update :D

Last question: eunhae or kyumin? hihi^^

Thanks everyone!!