Annyonghaseyeo, my name is Choi Minho. Most of you may know me better as "Flaming Charisma Minho," the rapper of SHINee and second to youngest.

I am trying to broaden my skills though to be a better singer and dancer, a good college student, a honorable son, a good hyung and sunbae, and a good best friend but that's where I went wrong. The main thing I shouldn't have done: become best friends with a girl. 

Now I'm not saying that people shouldn't have best friends or that guys can't be best friends with girls. People NEED best friends and guys can be best friends with girls. It's just that I couldn't. At least, not with her. 

Taemin, Onew-hyung, Key-hyung, Jonghyun-hyung, Changmin-hyung, and the other DBSK-hyungs. They're all some of my best friends and they're also close to her but I got too close. Closer than I ever should've let myself. 

I don't regret it or wish I could go back in time and take everything back...I'd rather still be her best friend than nothing at all to her. I don't think I could stand it if I knew what we could've been and look into her eyes to not see the certain sheen in it when we're together. I do wish that the look in her eyes meant the same thing as the one I know is in mine. But that's not the point of me telling you this. 

I saw it all coming too...I could've stopped myself but I didn't. I couldn't. It was inevitable and unstoppable...

Well enough of that, now for the story to begin...