Is This It? (Part 1)

I Belong To You, Even If You Don't Want Me To

Donghae's POV:

 

After Hyukkie closed the door in my face I stood there begging him to open it. His stubbornness prevented him from doing so. I tried listening through the door but all I could hear was feet walking on wooden floors. I couldn't hear beyond those footsteps due to the thunder.

"Great just what I en needed. Isn't that a bit too cliche!" I pushed my now drenched hair behind my ears.

I couldn't believe what just happened. Just a few minutes ago Hyukkie was in my arms and now he was gone. Just gone.

I tried to make sense of it over and over in my head but nothing made sense. Hyukkie never showed any sign of pitifulness towards me while we were together. Unless I had been blind during the whole time but than again I'm not that stupid to never notice it if something like that was going on.

I knew Hyukkie like the back of my palm. I could always tell when he was pain, lonely, excited, scared, happy, and every other single possible human expression that he could have simply by looking at him. He was like an open book with an automated pre-recorded self reading tape. At least that what I had believed. Today was very hard trying to figure out what was going on in his head. There were many times when I felt like I could read his time but it all seemed to evaporate the moment he left the house.

Who am I kidding?... Maybe I was being delusional. Come on Hae would you really ever have the slightest chance of being with someone as perfect as Hyukkie? He would never belong to me, no matter how much I desired it. 

"!" I kicked the nearest rock on his porch.

I had forgotten how long I had stayed staring at his door. I was hoping he would open it any second or at least acknowledge my presence but it nothing ever came. 

I should let him calm down for a bit. I need to think.

I looked once more at his door before running back into the rain towards my inviting bed where I could think anything that could have occured the past 24 hours.

"Where did you go Hae baby? Your father and I were worried about you! And you're soaking wet! Come on lets get you a towel or something so that you can dry off." She grabbed my hand and pulled me to my bedroom. "Go change. I'll make you some hot chocolate honey."

"Was it you?"

"What honey?" She turned around to face with a bewildered look.

"Did you make Eunhyuk upset?" I was hoping she would deny my accusation but deep down I knew something had to have happened between the two. My grandma would never do something like that especially since I had already given her what she had wanted from me. She could careless about everything else. All she had desired was for me to take the company from her hands. It could not have been my father since he was always with me and had told me he probably loved Eunhyuk more than he loved me, which I had hoped was just a joke.

"I did." She answered without any hesitation.

"What?"

"I did it but only for your own good."

"What do you mean my own good?! I think I'm old enough to decide what is good for me."

"As much as you would like to think your capable of deciding for your own future you are dead wrong."

"What is wrong with wanting to be with Eunhyuk?" My hands began to tremble from all the anger. 

My mom sighed deeply before walking over to my bed to sit down.

"Look although you my hate me for this I will not change my mind. I'll take all your hate and even your silent treatments but I will not allow you to be with someone who has no clue what lays in their future. I cannot trust someone like that to be your girlfriend, your boyfriend, wife, husband or whatever else."

"I'm not a little kid for you to decide that for me. Eunhyuk will find his way in a matter of time and if not I will be there-"

"That's your problem! I am not only doing this for your own good! Eunhyuk needs to find his purpose before anything else in this world! If something were to happen to you, which God forbid ever does, he will need something to fall back on. Something that will give him a purpose to go on. If you want to be together as much as you say you do, sometime apart won't be a problem.

Look, honey. Be friends with him but I beg you don't become dependent of each other."

"Mom I get what your saying but I can't do that. I'm already dependent on Eunhyuk. I've done everything I could to keep him beside me. I went as far as to gave up my future for him. How could I not be next to him? I just can't. Don't you think I've already tried that countless of times? All those attemts were useless, I could never bring myself to leave him and I really don't want too. But I will give him his space... I'm going to stay close to him despite everything you say and everything that is logically tell me I shouldn't." My mother stared at me, shocked and mortified. "Goodnight mom."

I walked past her and to my bedroom.

Today was supposed to be the day Hyukkie and I would become a serious and committed couple but it turned out to be the day we spilt. 

I don't know how I would ever be able to face him tomorrow. I threw myself on my bed without changing out of my clothes or taking off my shoes.

I tried taking a nap but instead reached under my bed to grab a brown shoe box. The box was something no one but me knew about, not even Hyukkie. Inside I kept many little objects that reminded me of certain crucial events of my life. These events were all the worst and greatest memories which I held. Meaning that most of these objects had something to do with Hyukkie.

Inside I had saved a small white pebble I had found inside the cave. The pebble had been surrounded by grey dull looking ones, leaving it almost completely out of sight. If I hadn't accidently tripped on my own feet I would have not fallen directly on top of the pebble.

Like the pebble I had met Hyukkie by accident. He always believed that I had met him in that cave but the truth was I had already developed an admiration towards the kid. I was angry at my mother for forcing me to join my grandmother to her company ball. The anger had been boiling up for the past few days since I had heard the news. I couldn't handle it any longer and decided to run out on my screaming mother.

I quickly sprinted out the closing gates and barely made it out. I ran through two alleys, a small park, and a supermarket parking lot to get to the nearest lake in town.

I fell on my knees breathing heavily, once I reached my destination.

After catching my breath I looked at my surrounding, taking it all in. I desperately wished to just stay here without having to go back and deal with my overbearing family. I had never once been able to live life as a child. Never once was I truly able to have a friend whom I could have sleep overs, talk about crushes, or fool around with, it was an unbearable loneliness.

I remember I sat without moving an inch from my original position. I simply watched the kids on the other side of the lake laugh and shout with each other. Envy clouded my eyes. Never had I wanted so desperately to call someone to call a friend until that moment.

"Eunhyuk stop that you're dirtying your clothes! You have school tomorrow honey!"

"But mom I have other clothes too."

I looked over to my right where I saw Eunhyuk for the first time. Hyukkie was sitting on the grass poking at the frog he had spotted while his mother stood a few feet behind him, obviously not wanting to get near the creature her son found fascinating.

"Oh Eunhyuk you're too wild. Maybe I should start making you take more classes in modesty."

"But mom I'm your cute baby! You shouldn't be punishing me for being a kid." I felt my knuckles clench into a tight fist. That kid didn't even understand how hard life could be, all he knew how to do was play with a frog and dirty his clothing.

Hate. The feeling I had felt towards Hyukkie was hate.

The first impression I had of him was that he was a spoiled brat. It was ironic that I was born into a fairly wealthy family but was far from being spoiled. Everyday I was taught to read people's true intentions. That everyone only had their best interest in mind.

Most of all I hated that huge grin that he had held. It bothered me.

Why couldn't I smile like that? 

"Hyukkie I've been meaning to ask you. Are you still having problems at school. Because if you are sweatheart-"

"Of course not mom! Everyone loves me!" He smiled up at her. He stood up and quickly demanded to be carried the rest of the way home. I watched their figure slowly disappear into the trees. I hated him for being born from a kind woman while I had my strict parents and a grandmother who seemed to care more about her business than her own family. 

I stayed at the park for hours until my family's 'loyal' servants finally found me. I was than forced to try out the suit my grandmother had especially picked out for me. Everyone continued going on about their business. They agreed to never speak of this incident again, of course I wasn't even asked why I ran out instead I was kept under surveillance till the day of the ball.

The next day after the ball, I saw Hyukkie once again. I was fully intending to clobber him for being able to live such a carefree life but as soon as I heard him cry and pretty much have a mental breakdown I couldn't help but feel guilty. It turned out he continued to have problems at school but refused to tell his parents because both of them were stressed out about their jobs.

I realized I had put all my anger on the dumb kid who was already trying to deal with his own problems.

I became his friend just to redeem myself. Slowly, as I grew older, these feelings had become something I could not control.

They were feelings that couldn't be expressed in words. They filled me, yet they tortured my every being since I knew I could never satisfy them. They were something I could no longer live without and could not suppress.

Hyukkie had become something greater than myself. It maybe an unhealthy way of thinking but it was all very much true and real. He had me wrapped around his finger, willing to do any bidding, no matter how dangerous or crazy. I didn't know when I had become so dependent of him.

Maybe time apart would give me a chance to find myself again. Maybe doing as my mother told me to do and as Hyukkie had decided was truly the best answer.

I sighed. I would try to gain some independence but deep down I knew Hyukkie would always be the one who could twist and turn me to any shape or form he desired.

I needed to better myself so that once I'm able to stand by him once again I could be someone he would be proud of. So that I could become the type of person who no one would be able to compete with when Hyukkie finally decides to settle down. I will become that guy no matter how long it takes or who'd I have to go through.

 

 

Eunhyuk's POV

 

Why the hell does my ankle hurt so much? 

i woke up with a huge pain on my leg along with a headache and heavy eyelids. I slowly sat up on my bed trying to open my eyes.

Ughh what happened last night? 

I examined my room but everything was the same as it was a yesterday. I looked down at my clothes, realizing I was wearing some slacks and a tank top.

The memories rushed back into my head bringing me back into tears.

Oh Yeah Hae and I broke up...

I wiped my tears away trying to carefully make my way towards my restroom. I wished I was stronger. I'm always bringing nothing but misery to Hae. First I broke away our relationship just because I found out he was gay, than when he confesses his love for me I try to push him away. Once I became his boyfriend I didn't act like it. I was a very selfish and very bratty. That's why I lost him.

I had turned off my phone right after Hae left my house. I was to afraid to turn it back on. In a way I was afraid he didn't contact me but also afraid he had. I was utterly conflicted. 

I'll check it when I get back from school.

I grabbed my backpack and the crutches I left to the side of my bed. I hadn't needed them for a day now but from the running last night my ankle was killing me. 

No one was home when I got out of my room. Sora left me a sticky note telling me to eat the breakfast she prepared. She left early due to an appointment that she could not postpone but would be home early to prepare me lunch. My parents had also left early for the airport since they were traveling to meet my grandmother for an important matter.

I looked at the nicely covered food Sora left me but the thought actually eating the food seemed to upset my stomach. 

The fresh air hit me like a ton of bricks. It didn't help that it was a bright morning. 

This must be how it feels to get a hangover.

It was an odd morning. Everything was quieter than usual and there was practically no sign of life anywhere. Even when I neared the school everything seemed to be in a standstill. I walked closer to the gate only to find it locked.

What the heck? Why is it locked?

I examined my surrounding finding only a couple of older woman jogging on the other side of the street, staring at me with perplexed expressions. 

Wait- What day is it?

I took out my agenda, one that Hae insisted on buying me since I never had the tendency to keep track of what I had to accomplish before a certain date. 

Saturday: Meet Hae's Parents!~ I hope they like me \(^~^)/

Sunday: 1) Go to the movies with Hae~

                 2) Meet Sungmin at the coffee shop at 9pm

It's Sunday.... For 's sake! 

I threw my crutches along with my backpack on the ground, which was clearly a bad idea since a bunch of papers came flying out.

How the hell am I gonna pick that up with the aching pain on my leg?! Idiot!

Without Hae I'm completely lost. 

I crouched on the ground covering my face behind my arms, ignoring the pain on my leg.

Seriously Hyuk, get a hold of yourself. 

I grabbed my papers and stuffed them into my backpack before grabbing my crutches.

I can't believe I'm this clumsy... Usually Hae would be the one picking up the papers for me and lecturing me about taking things for granted. Looks like my attitude came back to bite me in the .

I guess I could go home and wait till I have to meet Sungmin. Maybe I should just cancel on him and sleep in. It's Sunday anyways.

The walk back home was as quiet as the walk to school. Even by the time I reached home everything felt so empty, so cold.

As I entered my house I spotted my phone where I had left it. It was off but I knew I had to turn it on. If Sungmin or Kyuhyun had found out about yesterday they might be worried if I don't answer it. 

My heart is pounding.

My hands trembled when I grabbed and my phone. The waiting seemed to take forever to turn on. 

Hae...

5 messages and 3 missed calls...

I clicked on the alerts only to read Sungmin's and Kyuhyun's names. No sign of Hae. I read the messages which really were not time sensitive. Sungmin was basically just asking which outfit he should wear and Kyuhyun was bored and wanted me to entertain him.

I put my phone in my pocket and made my way to the computer. There was no new messages nor was there any news I had wanted to read. I turned my computer off since I was is no mood to watch any videos online. 

If I hadn't broken up with Hae right now I'd be getting ready for our date. I'd probably be throwing all my clothes out of my closet trying to pick out an outfit that didn't show I was trying hard yet looked good. All those plans simply vanished out of my grasp. I didn't even blame Hae's mom. I blamed myself, if I had only tried harder during the past two years everything would have been different. If I only I wasn't busy being jealous of Hae's intelligence and focused on my own school work than I could have stayed by his side.

How frustrating.

The couch suddenly seemed very comforting. A nap would do me justice. I laid on the couch clutching my phone in my palms. I hadn't changed the wallpaper. It was still of a pic focused mainly on me and Hae standing behind me making a heart shape using his thumb and index finger. 

Maybe I should change it but than that would mean we would really be over. Why the am I so indecisive?! 

I groaned pushing my face onto the pillow. 

Forget it. I need a nap.

I awoke from my phone buzzing repeatedly.  I grabbed it pressing the answer button without checking the caller ID.

"Hello?"

"Hyukkie! You're late! Are you even going to show up?!" Sungmin yelled at me through the phone.

"W-what?"

"It's already 9:40 and I sent you countless of messages! Are you trying to make a fool out of me?"

"Oh god I'm so sorry Sungmin! I fell asleep and-"

"Save your excuses. I'm already parking in your driveway. Hurry up and open it now or I'll have to burst down your door!" He hung up on without giving me a chance to answer.

Why does he always do that? Always acting like the boss. I'm older than him! 

I checked my phone to see if I received anything new but only found messages from Sungmin screaming at me through the messages and Sora telling me she had to stay longer but drop by and left me some food in the oven.

"Hyukkie! I'm here! Open up!" Sungmin banged on my front door.

"I'm coming!" I pushed myself away from the couch and dragged my legs to the front door.

Sungmin came in pushing past me. 

"I don't know why but it's constantly raining! Like seriously it's not even winter!"

He took of his coat and rain boots by the door. "Is there anything to eat?"

"Uh not really. I was going to order pizza-"

"Great! I want Pepperoni. You can never go wrong with originals."

Sighing I grabbed my phone and placed the order. 

"Sorry I kinda fell asleep."

"I can tell your face is a mess. You should take care of your skin. I can give you recommendations for good products that I use if you want."

"No need. Thanks for the offer though."

We sat in silence simply starring at the turned off television in front of us.

"Should we watch something?"

"No actually I came here because I heard what happened."

Gulping I tried to gain my composer. "Oh. About what?"

"You and Hae... Are you okay?"

"I'm perfect."

We sat in silence once again.

"I'm probably not the best person to give you advice but don't you think you're overreacting?" Sungmin spoke up.

"No I don't think I am." I replied without hesitating.

"But Hyukkie you're breaking off your relationship over something that Hae can actually help you accomplish! You're not thinking this through Hyukkie. I honestly think you need to consider everything before making any rash decision."

"Are you calling me an idiot? Don't you think I've already thought about that?"

"Honestly yes you are being and idiot and yes you aren't using your brain!"

"You wouldn't understand."

"Well try explaining it!"

I glared at Sungmin. He wouldn't understand if I tried explaining it. I myself couldn't understand myself how would he be able too.

"Sometimes I wonder how someone as good as Hae could deal with your personality!"

"Like you're any better. Kyu has to deal with your attitude and violent behavior."

"At least Kyu and I have communication in our relationship. I never keep what I'm feeling a secret. You could try and communicate with Hae once in a while."

"You don't know anything about me or Hae. You're an outsider in all of this. It doesn't concern you."

"I do know you! and because I do I know that for you to understand something you need a push actually not a push a en shove. I'm your friend therefore it does concern me. I'm just trying to help you."

"I don't need your 'help.' What I need is for you to drop this. Kyu isn't even around for you to be acting like an angel."

"I never acted like anything other than myself in front of Kyu or you! Where the hell is all this coming from?"

"And your real self is a keeper."

"At least I don't try to act tough when in fact I'm weak as glass. I don't put up a front and try to keep everyone who is close to me away! I actually open myself up even if I know I'm bound to get hurt. I go all out when it comes to my loved ones. Hyukkie can't you see you're only pushing everyone away?"

"Shut up it's not like I wanted to be your friend anyways. I wouldn't mind if you decided to leave me alone."

Before I could react Sungmin's fist came in contact with my right cheek.

"What the fu-!" I looked at Sungmin whose fist was trembling beside him. He didn't look at me. He simply stared at the ground with his bangs covering his eyes.

"You're right I forced you into this friendship. Who was I kidding worrying over someone who isn't even close to me? I shouldn't have come to check up on you. I shouldn't have searched all over the town thinking you were probably outing doing something that might cause you harm. I was fooling myself thinking I could try to comfort you or at least help you get through this difficult time. I shouldn't have come to try to reason with someone as self-centered as you! Kyu told me not to come. He warned me that you would only end up hurting me than try to admit the truth but I told him 'No. Hyukkie isn't like that. He knows how to reason. He's not some idiot.' but I can see now that Kyu was right. Even if you aren't my friend I hope you come to realize what a huge mistake your doing before Hae finally gives up on you. I'll give you an advice Eunhyuk stop thinking with your en pride and think with your head and heart. They can give you the best solutions when your stuck in a runt. Goodbye Eunhyuk. Have a good life... ."

Sungmin walked out the front door slamming it shut.

"Well... that was a big speech... Hahaha. I guess I finally got rid of that pest. Although he left me a huge mark on my cheek." I gently touched the burning area. 

"..."

Not long after there was a soft banging on the front door.

"Sungmin?"

I stood up quickly and walked as fast as I could to the door.

"Min-!"

"Pizza delivery!" 

"Oh- Uh hold up  a second." I grabbed the money from the counter and handed it to the man. He thanked me leaving the pizza box with me. I closed the door behind him before walking back to the couch. 

My stomach growled as I opened the large box and took a slice of the warm food, stuffing it into my mouth. I wiped the tears from my eyes that I had unconsciously shed.

"I don't even like Pepperoni..." 

After a few hours of forcing the pepperoni pizza down my throat I waited on the couch for Sora to get home. I the television to watch but I wasn't really watching it. I was thinking about Hae and Minnie. I did say things I probably shouldn't have said but he also had no right to in. I'll just have to apologize tomorrow. That should be good enough. Than we can go back to our playful bickering.

I really screwed up this time.

"Hyukkie I'm home!" 

"Hey Sora!" She walked in with a bag of groceries.

"How was your meeting?"

"Fine. My friend gave me a ride and than we went grocery shopping since I told her mom and dad wouldn't be home for a week."

"Ohhh... A girl friend or are you trying to lie to me?"

"W-what are you talking about?"

"Come on Sora! You're at the age where you should start seeing guys!"

"S-shut up Hyukkie!" I followed Sora as she stumbled her way to the kitchen. "So... you're over Kyu?"

"Mmm... Not entirely but when I saw him with his boyfriend I really thought they were perfect for each other. I'll find my own Kyu one day."

"Wow my little sis is so mature." I faked a cry.

"Oh shut up... Hyukkie... this may not be the right time to bring it up but.." Sora twiddled with her thumbs. I knew what was coming. "What happened yesterday?"

"Nothing don't worry about it."

"How can I not worry? You cried yourself to sleep!"

"I-I..." Sora walked over to me grabbing onto my shoulders. 

"Hyukkie you don't have to explain to me if it's to hard for you but please let someone in. Even if it's not your family or Hae just talk to someone. Don't keep everything to yourself. I love you and so does everyone that knows you. We are here for you when you're ready."

She sounds like Minnie.

She patted my head than continued to put away the groceries. "Since you already had a box of pizza I guess I'll just make pasta for you tomorrow." She smiled sweetly. "I know how you love pasta so look forward to it."

I grabbed her small hands into mine. "Thanks."

"It's the least I could do for my idiot big brother." 

Sora gave me a tight hug. "I know you have school tomorrow but how about movies and ice cream?" She giggled, making my chest feel lighter.

"How could I refuse such an offer." 

I sat back on the couch where I watched my sister begin to open the tub of icecream. For a second I was able to forget Hae and Minnie. Looking at my sister I came to realize she was probably the strongest person I knew. Maybe in the future I'd be able to be more like her.

When I do become a better person... will I be able to stand beside Hae like before?

I could only hope so.

 

 

So this chapter was supposed to be one giant chapter BUT it became way to long so i decided to divide it into 2-3 parts I haven't decided whether to add the 3rd part or cut off where I had originally decided lol sorry!!! I will update the next part over the course of this week~ probably on june 28th since it will be my bday~ hurrah! I'll give you guys the gift of an update keke. Sorry this was a super duper late update i've been crazy busy this past month Not only did i have my dreadfull finals (i finished the quarter with a 3.55 hurray~!) but i was forced to attend to super hot (temperature wise) graduations, a wedding, a birthday party (that I was forced to help plan T~T), and visit family outside of town. in the next couple of weeks i also have to attend two more weddings (one for my sister and the other for a very close friend) ahhh everyone around me is getting married or engaged at young ages~ i feel a bit old... is this what growing up is? o.o lol jk jk its not that bad it's actually fun keke okay well that was enough rambling i'll update soon~

 

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COMMENT REPLIES~!!!!!! <333333333333

rossy80: well see muahahha lol jk jk I'll make sure to end it in the best possible way for the two. Although be prepared the next chapter is gonna be extra long since it will be the finale! :3

walalangpo: yup if i was a mother I'd probably be just as worried about their future although hae's mom is being a bit to cruel to hyukkie T~T

ShawolShadow22: There are times in which I hate her too (-_-) yup yup

Ruka29Hawkes: I wrote that in order to make you cry! keke jk jk jk xD hahahah i didn't think it was enough to bring you into tears! lol omg you give them pregnancy tests! hahah thats genius! XD hahah for the ending i had two planned out one was a happy ending but the other was happy yet not entirely happy i can't really explain it. usually (imo) sequels usually dont seem to do the original justice so i was worried whether I would be able to keep as interesting as the original. I mean I would probably love to and be tempted to write a sequel if enough intrest gathered i'm just afraid that my lack of writing skills wouldn't be enough to keep people interested hahaha lucky i live in cali so the furthest I traveled was to texas and it was a pain in the cuz we traveled by car. hahaha messing with people can be amusing but I don't think im cut out for that xD 

Huangdala: his mother is a bit to cruel (~ -_-)~ and through these last 3 chapters I was hoping to make Hyukkie grow a bit so that he won't be giving up so easily *crosses fingers* lets hope for the best.

Shin_Ha_Ni: Hopefully I can make Hyukkie grow by the end of this. these past few weeks have past in a blur so I'm starting to plan out things more carefully in order to write more often~ hehehe writing is tough!

blancanieves: We shall see if Hyukkie can snap out of his little depression! :3 I'll try to make it the best ending for the pair~

AungzEunhae: me too~ i hope the ending will be satisfying~ 

lilla1022: hahaha a lot of you guys want a happy ending xD lol I'll try my best!! :3 sorry its another late update

minipop: same here! I'm hoping Hyukkie grows by the end of this fanfic :o

hyaku_rei: don't be sorry lol sometimes i dislike her too yup yup! yes hyukkie gave in waaay to quickly for his own good

sayai: I don't like her either hahaa but i'm glad that you like the drama~ and yes lets hope Hyukkie gets stronger for hae who sadly has been fighting to keep them together.

blazensaddles: i know i was about to have the grandmother dislike Hyukkie but than i decided to make hae's mother cuz it seemed to be more painful for hae. Idk how to explain it hahaha another reason was cuz i usually see its the grandmother who doesn't like her grandson's wife/husband xD

Broken_Angel: yeah hae's mom is a bit of a pain. we shall see if sungmin and sora will be able to help hyukkie become stronger and have more of a fighting spirit ^^

forevertops: woah! thank you so  much!! i'm sorry for the slow update but not only have I been busy but i really want the finale to be perfect ^^ im a bit sad to see this go though *sigh*

ImmaSujuFreak: I'll try my best to keep them together but sometimes this story has a mind of its own D: lol sorry for the late update btw! :/

yekung: updated~! sorry it was a bit slow of an update ^^; ill update the next chapter sooner!

 

 

here is the link to my new fan fic I kinda changed it a bit but its still f(x)'s amber x suju's Henry!~ subscribe if you wish hehe this will be my main fanfic after I finish this one, meaning this one will be updated more faster than my other fanfic and probably a bit longer than the other one.

http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/438137/a-flower-named-you-amber-henber-henry-sulli-victoria-zhoumi

I also have a second fanfic this one is boyxboy but a bit more serious not as light mood than this eunhae story but i'm hoping its good its with bigbang's top and daesung (todae) 

http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/336644/barely-here-daesung-top-todae

I wanted to know if you guys would be interest in a sequel or new eunhae story? just thinking about it since i'm offically on summer break and ready write till my fingers break!! muahahha! <3

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leia100
I wanted 2 try this out lol :D i WILL update either wed or thur cuz writing is hard, especially since its my 1st time on my 1st fanfic ~ILY SUBSCRIBERS

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fishy44 #1
Chapter 14: omg why i'm here? jajja i'm famous yeeeeeei
eunsweetlover #2
new suscriber here!!! looks interesting will eunhyuk accept donghae? :)
bad_reality
#3
Chapter 14: I was about to keep this chap and continue nex chap but then..I saw my name xD
WTH
where did you get my name? OMG I LOVE KYUHYUN LMAO
nui_be #4
Chapter 31: *cough*epilogue would be appreciated*cough*
cholily94 #5
such a amazing ff!!
I really love it!will u please make a sequel for it???I think it doesn't need multi chaptered sequel but maybe a one shot will be cool!!!
and I want to ask ur permission for translating this great ff in to persian??so may I dear?
plz let me know ur answer^^
yeonjihee96
#6
Chapter 14: I have my own pov here , hehehehe I like it even though it's a heart breaking *.* , anyway up to the next chapter ;)
SUJU4ever13 #7
Chapter 31: Thankyou for your story!!!! I really enjoyed it.... Sequel please??
xoELFxo
#8
Chapter 31: sequel please~ *batting eyelashes*
Naicumi #9
Chapter 14: Asdasdas You can do that? Is a trap xD Oh~~! OMFG! I was tricked xD
Naicumi #10
Chapter 14: OMFG! NAICUMI? IT'S ME!!!! Oh My ing God I am in a FANFIC!!