Anger
I Belong To You, Even If You Don't Want Me To
Donghae's POV
"Never come near me."
What?
No you can't be serious!
"Act as if you've never met me. Goodbye Donghae it was fun, well maybe for you it was painful. Sorry."
No Hyukkie. You wouldnt do that! You cant! I wont let you!
I reached out to grab his arm but he was already gone. I looked around the room but I couldnt spot him anywhere. I ran to my room but he wasnt there.
Hyukkie where are you?
I ran back to my living room to find Siwon looking at Kibum with confusion and curiosity.
"Where's Hyukkie?"
"Hmmm?" Siwon didn't lift up his head to look at me.
"He uhh he went out. Didn't say where but probably home." Siwon quickly shifted his attention to me.
"Did you do something to him? Why was he crying and stumbling?” Siwon walked quickly in front of me with anger in his eyes. “Hae you better not have hurt Hyukkie. You know how he likes to blame everything on himself rather than others!"
"No hyung!! It was nothing like that. I have to go think. When he wakes up take him home. Here's his address... Chullie txted it to me.." I handed him my phone and walked back to my room "I'm gonna go take a shower. Tell him that I can't meet him tomorrow. I'm busy, that we will meet on Monday. His name is Kibum."
"Sure no problem. I would love to take Kibum home. Ahh mom and dad are home! They are taking out my stuff out of the car, in case you want to go say hi!"
"Thanks" but I'm not in the mood.
I grabbed my towel and clean clothing into the bathroom. I the water until it filled the tub. I laid there… thinking…
I should just stop thinking about Eunhyuk. He drives me crazy! He makes me feel like a fool! I’m always waiting for him, waiting that one day he opens his eyes and realizes that I’ve always been in love with him!
I do everything for him but he doesn’t get that I wouldn’t do that for just anyone, only him.
Not to mention he has so many flaws. He is an idiot, literally. He drives like a maniac. He has a temper. He has no sense of direction. He believes that in a past life he was a unicorn. I mean really? A unicorn? Not even a horse but a unicorn. He doesn’t have the best hygiene, by that I mean he hates taking showers. He eats like a pig… but a cute pig. Hahah even though his mouth is stuffed he tries to drink from the straw at the same time. Oh and his laughter! It’s sooo heavenly~! No Hae! Don’t give in….
I wont be the first to apologize but I will make Hyukkie come back to me… hehe prepare yourself Hyukkie because by the end of Monday I will have you eating from the palm of my hand.
~*~ Monday ~*~
The weekend went by too quickly. A part of me did not want Monday to come… if my plan failed … it might ruin my and Hyukkie’s relationship… But I’m tired of not taking risks! I’m sick of having to wait for someone as slow as Hyukkie.
I quickly got dressed and ran downstairs but before I ran out the front door I told my mother goodbye.
I got on my bike and made it to school in a new record time.
“I’m waaay too early” I walked to class and was not really surprised to be the first one there. I walked over to the desk right next to the back door.
Hyukkie’s desk………
I sat down on his chair and touched his desk.
“I wish you would come back to me…” I place my head on the back of my palms and closed my eyes. Inhaling the faint smell of strawberries.
“Hae… what are you doing?”
I looked up and saw Kibum standing there with his arms crossed. I could tell he was irritated but not as much as I was, he stopped me from daydreaming about my Hyukkie. I hate it when people interrupt me….
“Nothing, just resting. ” I sounded calm and masked my annoyances with an empty stare.
“Shouldn’t you be doing that on your own desk?”
“Oh … yeah I thought this was my desk. ” I know Kibum is not a bad guy but… today his presence is annoying me.
“I see…” He followed me as I walked to my desk.
“Aren’t you going to go back to your seat?”
“I will ..... but when the bell rings. ” He winked at me before grabbing onto my arm. I was about to struggle but students came in and I didn’t want to look like a jerk.
Great. Now I can’t talk to Hyukkie… everyone should just DISAPPEAR!
I ignored this black pit I felt in my stomach. After cursing everyone in this room I looked up and saw Hyukkie.
What the hell happened!? Why is he in crutches?! When did this happen!? Where else is he hurt?! Did someone attack him?! If anyone dared laid a finger on him i'll hurt whoever it was!
I quickly stood up determined to question Hyukkie but than I felt Kibum tug my arm.
I decided to ignore him however I saw Hyukkie saying goodbye to a figure standing by the door. Whoever it was... they had a familiar vibe to them. I couldn’t see their face because as soon as I spotted them they left.
Hyukkie slowly turned around to face me ... we stared at each other for a while until I heard Kibum cough.
I dediced this wasn’t the time to tell Hyukkie the truth so instead I sat back down on my chair.
The rest of the lecture went by slowly. I couldn't stop thinking about Hyukkie and wondering how he got hurt. I really wanted to talk to him. I needed to clear the air. I need to figure out where our relationship was heading.
The bell finally rang and i asked Kibum to go ahead of me. I could tell he was a bit annoyed but I'll apologize later. I grabbed my things slowly as i watched all the other students leave the classroom.
I can do this!
I slowly walked towards Hyukkie's desk with my heart racing at the speed of light.
"H-"
"HYUKKIE~~~~~~!! I'm here!"
I know that voice!
I looked at the doorway and saw Cho Kyuhyun. What the hell is he doing here?!
That bastard! I made sure he wouldn't come back!
I felt my blood boil at the sight of him... It took me a while but i finally calmed myself down.
It seems like he didn't notice me!
Kyuhyun skip towards MY hyukkie and hug him!!
"What the hell is going on?" Hyukkie and Kyuhyun looked at me. One was surprised that I was in the classroom while the other smirked! I felt my fists clench and my jaw tightened.
I swear one of these days I'm going to snap!
Finally my spring break vacation started! woot woot! which means one week off!!!!!!!! kekeke which means 7 updates!!! ahhh it feels great to finish my finals~! THANK YOU ALL FOR SUBSCRIBING~~!!!!!!! I really love you guys T~T I'm actually a shy person lol why did i tell you guys that? i don't know lol felt like i should let you guys get to know me XD sorry lol anyways i'm listening to Se7en "Somebody else" keke well im watching a like streaming of inkigayo :3 what are you guys doing? :D
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Nadine701 keke yes Kyu is sweet :3 and cute and handsome and evil well more like blunt xD thank you so much for the compliment <3~ *cyber hug* xD did you like this chapter? what did you think of Hae in this chapter?? lol do you know who was smirking and who was shocked???? :3
Fishy15 I would but its gone~ i havent seen it for 2yrs i think T~T if i see it ill try to catch it lol hahahhaha woot you have a talent ;) luucky~ Hyukkie likes to take the hard waaay *smh* heheh i tried to make Kyu more compassionate its good to know you like his personality! ahhh you made me feel more confident ^^ thank you~!!!
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