Donghae's POV.

We finished our first half of basketball practices. In an hour we would be able to go home but for now we only had a twenty minute break. I had an urge to go and call Hyukkie but all these dumb jocks wouldn't stop talking to me. 

I wanted to punch their idiotic faces. It was no wonder why Hyukkie had been getting into trouble. These kids have been a bad influence on him!

The group of guys where talking about their latest score, and not the type of score you get from a game or exam. I smiled at the group as they tried to get me to tell them the amount of girls I've slept with but deep down inside i wanted to tape their mouths shut.

Nick must have noticed me becoming a ticking time bomb, ready to explode at any second, since he grabbed me by the shoulder and pulled me away from the group.

"Dude, you need to calm down."

"I am calm." I pushed his arm away from me.

"Uhuh... and you weren't about to murder them."

"...... of course not." Nick chuckled at my response.

"Don't worry Eunhyuk is not easily manipulated by them. They've become so close that when one of them gets to out of line Eunhyuk snaps at them. He's almost like their mom."

"Eunhyuk? Lee Eunhyuk? Hyukkie? The blonde one who is always with me."

"Yea same one."

I couldn't picture Eunhyuk actually being the responsible one of the group.

"I know it's hard to believe. Haha even when I first joined I was surprised too... I couldn't believe Eunhyuk had such a side to him..."

I examined Nick's expression as he continued to talk about Hyukkie. It made me feel uncomfortable.

"Nick... you're not... you don't like Hyukkie right?"

He looked at me wide-eyed.

"Oh god no! I love him but only as a brother! I could never deal with his personality. He comes with to much baggage."

"...." He looked at me before sighing heavily.

"I know you're paranoid about having Hyukkie leave you but trust me, I'd rather become a vegetarian than to go out with someone like Eunhyuk. I am also not gay. Trust me." 

Nick was a total meat-lover and a ladies' man. He lost his ity to an older girl back in his freshman year. No one really noticed how popular he really was since he kept everything he did privately and most of the relationships he had were long-term. 

I rubbed my temple knowing he was telling the truth. I hated to admit it but Eunhyuk has been having me on the edge ever since I told him I loved him. I tried many times to forget his pained expression but it was already buried deeply in my mind. If Hyukkie could never come to love me I don't know what I'd do. If he left me... it would be the end of me.

"Hey... look Eunhyuk is a bit slow but seeing him date you, his best friend and a guy, should be enough proof that you are someone special. He wouldn't risk your guy's relationship for something trivial."

I looked at Nick with confusion. It scared me how it seemed as if he could read me. Countless of times I had been unreadable but never towards Nick. 

"Yeah. You're right... thanks."

"No problem! Let's go practices starts in about 2 minutes."

The rest of practice I succeeded in blocking out Eunhyuk from my train of thoughts. I knew Nick was right but deep down something was telling me that I shouldn't be so confident. I hated this side of me. Hyukkie never failed to make me feel insecure. I parted ways with Nick and the rest of the teamates in front of the school since we were headed at different directions.

Nick and the guys were also all going to his house to have a movie night, which usually meant code for beer and video games. Nick's mother was out of town and since they were all stressed out, drinking seemed like a good way to relax. I, on the other hand, prefer to relax on my bed. 

I looked down at the ground a memories began to flood to my mind.

Hyukkie dated a girl, whom he had supposedly fallen deeply in love with, a couple of months ago.

It hurt like hell.

She and I were and are complete opposites, other than the fact that she had s, she was also slender, fragile, had long auburn hair, and had soft skin. I, on the other hand, have been exercising since my freshman year. I have natural broad shoulders and clearly I have no s or look fragile. My hair is short and dark brown but my fringe reaches my eyes. 

They would talk about how after high school they would attend the same college. Soon enough I became a third wheel. Hyukkie's previous girlfriends would last longer no longer than a month, at most. They would eventually begin to flirt with me. It wasn't that they were cheaters but I would give them the wrong signals and false hopes. She, on the other hand, didn't fall for me. They dated for three months. I felt disgusted, ruined, and on the brink to destruction. I couldn't help it. I ended up blackmailing her. She cried. I  wasn't really going to go through with it but I guess she actually believed I was capable of it.

Hyukkie was heartbroken. She stayed at our school for a year, begging Hyukkie to take her back but he felt betrayed; he ended up ignoring her pleads. In the end she gave up and left town.

Maybe that is why I am like this today.

Karma.

I walked back home, thinking of all the "mistakes" I made in the past. I didn't really regret what I did but that doesn't change the fact that I practically forced Hyukkie to become gay for me.

Well, even if it was all the wrong choices I would rather have Hyukkie tied to me. I'm pathetic.

"Hey... You're late."

I looked up from the ground. Hyukkie was standing across the street smiling at me with a faint pink shade around his cheeks. The light post from the corner street seemed like a glowing halo surrounding him.

"Mhmm."

"I-I got my crutches off! look!" He was smiling widely at me with his feet up in the air.

I chuckled at his childish side. My thoughts were driven away with his smile.

"So you can play on Friday?" I jogged across the street to stand in front of him.

"Maybe! I'll need your help though! If I do play my doctor said it can only be for a short amount of time.... sadly."

"Well, what do I have to do to help speed it up?"

"I need you to help massage my ankle and take me to therapy!"

"Oh. What about Kyuhyun?"

"Kyu's boyfriend won't me near him without insulting me." Sungmin didn't seem the type to insult anyone. He was always friendly with me but than again Kyu and I never flirted with each other.

"I see."

"Oh I have to tell you something Hae... Promise me you won't freak out." My heart nearly dropped. He looked up at me with determination in his eyes. I gulped before nodding in agreement.

"You see... Kyu, having no parents or family, has been invited into my house by my mom."

"O-okay so a sleepover?" I smiled from relief. I was seriously scared that he was about to say he wanted a break from us.

"Yeah. Kinda. A sleepover that will last till he moves away to college." I felt my jaw tighten.

"What?"

"Hae! I'm sorry! I couldn't stop it! They ganged up on me! It was 3v1." Hyukkie grabbed my arms and shook me violently. "Please understand!"

"Woah! okay okay! you're making me dizzy!" I grabbed a hold of the lamp post as soon as he freed me. I looked at him and saw relief wash over him. I guess it's fine since Kyuhyun likes Sungmin. Eunhyuk would never betray me.

I gained my balance and stood up straight.

"What are you doing out here? Was it just to tell me that?"

"Yeah but I also had this umm" He scratched the back of his neck avoiding eye contact.

"Had what?" 

"I-I wanted to see you..." He mumbled. Hyukkie began fidgeting with his feet and spun around. I tried looking at his face but he buried them in his palms I only succeeded in seeing his milky white ears turn red. 

I wrapped my arms around his waist and buried my face on his back.

"Thank you."  I tightened my grip.

"F-for what?"

"Liking someone like me. Giving someone like me Happiness. For everything." I inhaled his strawberry scent, feeling blessed.

"What's wrong?"

"Mmmm I don't know... I guess it's just one of those days." I felt his warm hands drop to my cold fingers. He gripped them tightly. He slowly begin pulling them apart from his waist and maneuvered them higher. I kept my head on his back. He placed my fingers on his lips and pecked them. I felt my heart explode in my chest due to excitement.

"Hae... I'm the one who can't believe that someone like you is standing my side." he placed my hands on his chest and cupped them with his own hands.

"I'm the one who should thank you for giving me happiness. I'm stubborn, a bit shallow, self-fish, demanding, and insensitive. I don't know how you can deal with this kind of person. I don't know if you can feel it, but my heart is beating quickly. I'm glad you're not facing me or else I doubt I would be able to say any of this." I felt tears begin to swell up, begging to be released. 

"Hae. I-I am in love with you. I can't believe I didn't realize it before. Hahaha... I was always jealous of the girls surrounding you but I never wanted any of them. I was jealous of your body but I didn't want to have it. I was jealous of your fanclub cuz I didn't want them to take your attention away from me. I was jealous of your grades cuz I thought you might grow to get bored of my stupidness. I know it's lame but I couldn't help but feel this way. I l-love you."

Hyukkie turned around while I kept my head down. I was completely frozen.

My Hyukkie said he loved me! Me! Not 'like' or 'like like' he said love.

He wrapped his arms around my head and kissed the top of it. He carefully cupped my head and made me look at him directly in the eyes.

This time he wasn't blushing but was looking at me with all sincerity. "I love you."

I couldn't help myself. I grinned and straightened myself. I pulled his waist closer to mine. I leaned forward and watched Hyukkie close his eyes. He leaned forward with his lips slightly parted. I kissed his soft plump lips. I kissed him gently making sure to pour out all my feelings onto it. His lips moved in sync with mine. He began nibbling my bottom lip asking for entrance. I cave in not caring that he was the one leading this time. He explored my cavern making sure to touch every spot. Our tongues began battling for dominance, I won that battle and easily gaining control. Our roles were switched until we pulled parted in need of oxygen. I watched him pant, trying to catch his breath, with his now plump but bruised lips. His eyes fluttered open. 

He gave me his cutest and sweetest gummy smile. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his around my waist.

"May I walk you home?"

"If you want." Hyukkie giggled.

"I want." We pulled apart but continued to hold hands as we walked in the dark and empty town.

"So Nick texted me saying you missed me." Hyukkie swayed our hands as he spoke.

"Mhmm." I smiled at his cuteness.

"Well.... why didn't you call me?" 

"I thought you would be busy."

"I wasn't."

"So you were waiting for me? Aww I'm sorry!" I pinched his cheek with my free hand.

"Shut up! I wasn't!" He playfully punched my arm.

"Okay! Haha You weren't not waiting." 

"Exac- Wait! Haaae!!" I chuckled and grabbed his waist and pulled him close to keep him from hitting me again.

"Stupid Hae." He grumbled as he pinched my waist before wrapping his arm around my waist. 

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COMMENT REPLIES~~~!!!!! <333333 

rossy80  Yup he super cute~! hahah yeah I like Hae being a bit vulnerable when it comes to Hyukkie. I was planing on making him tougher but for this fan fic I wanted Hyukkie to be his weakness xD hahah yea! that's what i thought! lol Hyukkie should just allow Hae to be more open. in this chptr. he was a bit more blunt keke <3

FangirlEunYoo Hahah yeah now im thinking of writing a side chptr for kibumxsiwon (not sure yet though) nope nope i think would do everything to keep Hyukkie safe <3 hehe

Ruka29Hawkes ahhah than good thing I didn't so that you could live! that is a bit weird XD a twin from a different mother! lol thats sounds fun! I don't really know anyone who is like me *sigh* im a bit jealous lol ur lucky! :) ahhahhaha i bet cuz watching you is like watching a comic strip so  they don't mind xD

jazulazu DONE :)) sorry it was bit late but another chapter coming up >:D

lady_na  yeah! that's how i was trying to portray him keke since I already think of him as a cute kid in real life XD

darknessr3v3al3d  hahhaha kyu was copying the guy from secret garden xD lol i forgot his name :o really?!?! ohh i love you lol~ you really made my day :D hehe please continue reading!