Don't

I Belong To You, Even If You Don't Want Me To

 

Donghae POV

"Bye mom!" I quickly slammed the door shut before she could get a chance to hold onto my Hyukkie.

"yah! Hae! I didn't get to say bye to your mom!"

"but Hyukkie~ you don't want to get my dad jealous do you?"

"ahhhhhh your right. sorry Hae i shouldn't have yelled at you" aww my Hyukkie is too cute!

"haha so Hyukkie let me take you to a new dance place that opened up on sunday yeah?"

"huh? But isn't it to early? It's not even nine plus ur parents will be home by the time it turns 9 and how would we get inside?"

"Hyukkie it's not a night club its just a place where music is played all day and people dance in there. No alcohol or illegal substances are allowed inside so its ok. One of my cousin's parents opened the place and they said i could go anytime i want for free."

"i dont know..."

"come on~" i began to pout... hahah no one can resist these babies. 

"ugh fine lets go but lets also take heechul... he'll kill me if i dont invite him to a dance party type of thing."

"ok no problem than i'll go call heechul and you go get ready ok?"

"yeah yeah ill be back in 20."

"mhmm," Hyukkie entered his room while i quickly sent a message to Heechul. And dialed Leeteuk's number.  

" hey teukie~"  

"hey Hae! What's up?"  

" I need a favor. Can you get me into your club? But not just me but two of my friends as well?"  

" of course Hae!"  

"thanks Hae I'll be right there."  

" ok text me when you get here  

"ok see you hyung!"

yes! Hyukkie will be impressed with my awesome dance moves tonight~ i quickly ran into my room and grabbed a new brown leather jacket that i have recently bought and a black deep v neck t-shirt paired with black straight jeans and black combat boots. hehe Hyukkie drool for me! need to put my game face on! 

i grabbed my car keys and walked to the front door.

"Hyukkie you ready?! let's go! Heechul just text me he will be there in ten!"

"Coming Hae!" i heard footsteps shuffling and finally his door opened. he came out with a white a plaid shirt  and blue ripped jeans and white converse shoes. 

How can he make such a normal outfit so beautiful?

"finally you're finished! let's go." i quickly turned around in order to avoid jumping on him.

"Sorry hae! hehe" We got  into the car and finally drove off to the dance party? dance club? dance studio? i dont know what it's called but we arrived to the location. Surprisingly Heechul had arrived (sarcastically).  ahh heechul like to socialize to much.

"Hey heechul."

"Hi prince!" that nickname pisses me off sometimes....

"Hae. Hyukkie!! you guys are late."

"no you're just to early." i was getting annoyed with Heechul's teasing.

"whatever lets just go inside i was getting bored these dumb guys thought i was a girl! yea right! pshh if hannie was here he would have gave them a broken bone." Han and chullie are dating. i think about a year now.

"where is Han?"

"he couldnt come cuz he had to go visit his family." 

"ohh thats nice. well lets go inside?"

"finally." i hate when he rolls his eyes. i looked over to Hyukkie who was just nodding his head furiously.  ahh to cute!

when we finally got inside i spotted Leeteuk who was talking to a couple of his friends or customers. 

"Teukie!"

"Hae!" i gave him a hug and introduced him to Heechul and Hyukkie.

"ooh you're Hyukkie ive heard a lot about you!" either the lighting was confusing my eyes or Hyukkie had just blushed. i hope he blushed.  we sat at out table while i listened to teukie talk about kangin and how he missed him. every once in a while i would steal quick glances of Hyukkie talking and laughing with Heechul. i couldnt take it anymore. i needed to make Hyukkie mine. 

"Teukie im gonna go dance a bit."

"go! go on ahead! hehe i need to go check up on the bartender anyways."

I quickly glanced at Hyukkie who was still busy talking to Heechul. ugh not cool Hyukkie!i reached the dance floor. i stood there for a second trying to absorb the music. i opened my eyes and saw kibum standing in front of me. 

"May i have this dance?" he stared at me with a grin. i was confused as to why he asked that question and if I'm not wrong in a seductive voice. as i pondered that question i did not notice kibum lean closer and closer to my face. He was about an inch away from my face when it hit me. Kibum was gay.... for me. 

"DON'T!" i couldn't tell from where that voice came from but it did bring me back to reality but before i had a chance to react his lips connected to mine.

Eunhyuk's POV

Hae was busy talking to his cousin Leeteuk. i felt a bit neglected so i began to talk to Heechul. We mostly talked about him getting Hannie jealous all time in order to get him (hannie) to pay attention to Heechul. i noticed that Hae was heading towards the platform. A part of me wanted to go and join him but i noticed chullie grinning like an idiot. 

"you better go get your man!"

"haha i don't have a man!"

"what about Hae?"

"huh Hae is just a friend! geez stop trying to confuse me!"

"oh really? so you wouldnt care if he were about to kiss another man?"

"what are you talking about?"

"look." i followed his fingers and saw a guy standing next in front of Hae .. only inches apart. My chest felt a smothering sensation and my hands began to tremble. i didn't understand what was going on..

"DON'T" was all i could shout but  i knew it was too late they kissed i ran out of the building into the alley trying to catch my breath. the pain was unbearable. tears began to stream down my face but that was the least of my worries. i noticed Heechul had followed me into the ally. he pulled me into a hug 

"hurts right?"

i couldn't speak so i just shook my head.

"tired?"

again. i just nodded.

"suffocating?"

"y-yeah"

"how do you feel?"

"...... pathetic, miserable, broken..."

"do you love him?" i dropped down to my knees while Chullie kneeled down to face me while he my back. i continued to sob... the pain wouldn't go away.

"no"

"....."

"no"

"......"

"no no no no no i don't want too.."

"i know."

"....but it hurts...."

"i know."

" because.. i ... i do."

"i know."

 

So i wasn't going to make Hyukkie realize his feeling yet but i decided to make things more interesting hohoho. ahhh its gonna be good keke. anyways sorry i didnt updated for two days D:< im disappointed in myself sorry guys but i will make up for it cuz i will make a double update on Saturday not tomorrow cuz i have school all day T~T ahh im really sorry!! guys *sniff sniff* ive reached 50+subs!!! i really think this is all a dream or some type of cruel joke ; ~ ; you guys are too good to be true i love you (not creepy at all lol)

Thank you subscribers!!!!!! Please feel free to comment any critiques or suggestions i try to take them all into account and find a way to fit all your ideas into my fic  or  should i say OUR fic :')

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COMMENT REPLIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the best part better than my story cuz i love talking to everyone XD but i feel as if more and more people are drawing away from me  *~*

DBSKforever5 hope this chapter wasnt to sad cuz in a way to me it's good cuz finally Hyukkie can take a step foward :3

elf_desk im not sure i wanted to make a poll but idk how so in the end ill ask a question asking what pairings you guys want and who should be the bro XD so just go down and vote (in a comment lol) yea she is hehe Hae doesnt understand her lol she's so playful.

Nadine701 and you are an overall kind person!! aww i dont deserve readers like you :3 i am thinking of adding siwon cuz yea im planning something to happen to the current love triangle and yea can't reveal to much >.<

neoanimyeonandwae lol finally i granted your wish >.< hehe hmm maybe i should make the reader the brother of hae lol that must be awkward though reading as if you( the reader were a boy)  hmm you gave me something to think about. i can't use kibum *sigh* i should have and than added a twist.. 

Fishy15 i know right? ahh but im hungry to bad its already 1 am here lol she's cute XD ahh so sweet to Hyukkie but teasing towards Hae :3

haehyuk4vr hahahah i think i was born with a gift to write harem!! hohohohoho jk jk lol i hope you like this chapter more~!

Ruka29Hawkes oooh yesung? ahh maybe i should make him one lol i can imagine a sign poping up everytime Hae tries to make a move saying "denied" in red bulk letters with a red border hahahaha 

Myasia99 awww thank you for being so understanding <3

 

SORRY IF HYUKKIE REALIZING HIS LOOOOOVE WASN'T VERY CONVINCING I'LL TRY HARDER NEXT TIME! THERE IS ALWAYS ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT~! I WILL TRY TO STRIVE FOR THE STATISFACTION OF EVERYONE OF YOU!

 

POLL QUESTIONS PLEASE ANSWER

1. WHO SHOULD BE HAE'S BROTHER?

A. YOU (THE READER LOL NOTE YOU WILL BE A GUY IN THE STORY ;)) 

B. SIWON

C. YESUNG

D. KANGIN

E. OTHER (STATE NAME) LOL THERE ARE 12 MEMBERS OF SUJU BUT YOU CAN ALSO VOTE FOR HANNIE XD I JUST DIDNT WANT TO LIST EVERYONE FROM SUJU LOL

2. WHAT PAIRINGS WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE?

JUST STATE ANY PAIRINGS SINCE I DONT KNOW WHICH COUPLE TO INCLUDE :3 YOU MAY VOTE FOR COUPLES LIKE HAEWOOK OR EUNSUNG LOL IDK THE NAMES IM TRYING TO NAME SOME YOU GUYS WOULDNT THINK OFF BUT FAILED LOL

IDK HOW TO MAKE A POLL THINGY SO YEAH I DECIDED TO RESORT TO ANCIENT TOOLS.... COMMENTS ;)

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fishy44 #1
Chapter 14: omg why i'm here? jajja i'm famous yeeeeeei
eunsweetlover #2
new suscriber here!!! looks interesting will eunhyuk accept donghae? :)
bad_reality
#3
Chapter 14: I was about to keep this chap and continue nex chap but then..I saw my name xD
WTH
where did you get my name? OMG I LOVE KYUHYUN LMAO
nui_be #4
Chapter 31: *cough*epilogue would be appreciated*cough*
cholily94 #5
such a amazing ff!!
I really love it!will u please make a sequel for it???I think it doesn't need multi chaptered sequel but maybe a one shot will be cool!!!
and I want to ask ur permission for translating this great ff in to persian??so may I dear?
plz let me know ur answer^^
yeonjihee96
#6
Chapter 14: I have my own pov here , hehehehe I like it even though it's a heart breaking *.* , anyway up to the next chapter ;)
SUJU4ever13 #7
Chapter 31: Thankyou for your story!!!! I really enjoyed it.... Sequel please??
xoELFxo
#8
Chapter 31: sequel please~ *batting eyelashes*
Naicumi #9
Chapter 14: Asdasdas You can do that? Is a trap xD Oh~~! OMFG! I was tricked xD
Naicumi #10
Chapter 14: OMFG! NAICUMI? IT'S ME!!!! Oh My ing God I am in a FANFIC!!