Guys its horrible T~T part  of my story got deleted plus all my responses to your comments and my speech about all my subscribers and my acknowlegments to my new subscribers! but thats not the worst part! T~T all of your comments were deleted!!!!!  nooooooooooooooooo  D': so instead i will (in chapter 10 rewrite all the names that were deleted [acknowledgements] and i will rewrite my reponds to your comments [so it may be different than before but ill try to keep it the same from last time if i remember] and the last part has been changed but its pretty much the same thing as i wrote before but different wording) sorry i should have backed up the chapters i guess i didnt learn my lesson from last time sorry!!  btw i have a question at the end XD

Eunhyuk's POV

"Hyukkie wake up"

"Hae let me sleep longer"

"Hyuk it's not Hae. It's me Kyu."

"What?! Huh?" I quickly tried to stand up but my leg stung. I ended up falling on my .

"hey take it easy. Remember you got hurt and twisted your ankle. It might be serious."

Oh.... yea i remember now... So it wasn't a bad dream....

"Come on Hyuk grab onto me. I think I know the way back." 

He turned around so that his back was facing me. I grabbed onto his shoulders while he stood up and grabbed a hold of my legs.

"you ran really fast and far hahaha so it's gonna take a while to get back. Please bare with me hehe I know I'm no Donghae"

We stayed silent for a while. I really love awkward silences (sarcastic XD). Finally I decided to break these silence. ahh but what should i ask.... hmm well ill just start with the basics

Oh!

"Why are you being so nice?"

"Mmm well don't think that it's because I like you hahah..." I pouted a bit ... I was kinda disappointed.. Wait what the heck dumb Hae! You made me start thinking about weird stuff!

"It's just that I went through some stuff when I moved away.... I learned about quite a few things while I was away..."

"Such as?" "

"Oohh Hyukkie is interested in me? I'm honored"

"I-It's not like that!" luckily he wasn't able to see my face blush. 

"I'm just kidding Hyuk mmm well first... when we moved away, a couple of days later, my dad died. It wasn't a normal age type of death nor was it an accident. Haha can you believe it? My father committed suicide! The nerve of that man... My father left me a letter before he had died... told me to open it in the afternoon of April 12th. He had it all planned out because on that same day news traveled about a man had committed suicide. The letter pretty much said he was sorry for hurting my mother and I, but he couldn't go on without the love of his life. In order to meet her he decided to kill himself since she was already dead. Ha! dumb old man... he was a hypocrite... saying things like never give up! or don't loose yourself to a person!...

Anyways after that my mother went crazy so I had to stay home, except when i went to school, in order to take care of her. She passed away about 3 weeks ago."

"Oh kyu! I'm so sorry! I didn't know. Damn it i shouldn't have asked anything.. sorry."

"It's fine. They were both idiots losing their identities for the person they loved. Haha they ended up forgetting about their own son."

"So thats why you're back?"

"Kinda .. yea. and i need to make up for the people ive hurt. Especially you Hyukkie. I'm really sorry. If you would ever hurt or use me physically or/and mentally I wouldn't mind. It would be better than having you become traumatized because of someone like me."

Words wanted to escape my mouth but my voice wouldn't come out. It hurt knowing how much Kyu had suffered. I mean of course I know he bullied me but he went through so much more than i have ever gone through. I don't think i would have had the courage to smile and joke around like Kyu....

"See! I told you i knew the way out. Do you have your keys?"

"My keys! no I don't I dropped them!"

"Oh well.... i'll look for them." He took me to my car and sat me on the trunk. 

"Finally! Hyukkie you're heavy! I think you should lose weight." He stretched his hands to the sky.

"It's not fat it's muscles!!"

"hahah sure only in your dreams." He turned around as i pouted. He walked around the car a few times and headed towards the woods.

"I'll be back honey~"

"Go get lost honey~!"

After what seemed forever he finally returned. I was beginning to worry about that dumb ! 

"I have the keys."

"where did you find it?! oh! thank you!" He walked over to the driver's door and opened the door. Inside he unlocked the passenger's door. He got out of the car and walked towards me.

"It was near the front, left side tire."

"Than why did you go back inside the woods?!"

"Oh.. that i wanted to take picture since the view is amazing." He stated in a as-a-matter-of-fact tone.

"You could have told me! I was worried!"

He began to grin like an idiot "Well... I'm honored to have someone like you care for me."

Damn it! My face began to warm up from the embarrassment. "Nn-no idiot! I was worried about my keys!"

"hahah okay okay... Dooo~ you wanna see some pictures?"

"No! Take me to the doctor now!" he stumbled back while covering his ears.

"Geez no need to yell." He picked me up and placed my in the passenger's seat. Than that idiot skipped around the front of the car and into the driver's seat.

"Kyu, by the the way you behave any one would think you were a spoiled kid that they would like to punch."

"Oh that's nice hahah I like it." I rolled my eyes as he started the engine and drove to the nearest hospital.

~*~ AFTER THE APPOINTMENT HEADED TO EUNHYUK'S HOUSE ~*~

"I don't believe this! I don't need crutches! I'm the basketball superstar! Not only that but i have a game in two weeks~ This isn't cool."

"Hyuk calm down the doctor said it might heal in time.. you just need to stay off of it. Why didn't you just take the wheelchair? It might have helped heal your ankle faster." 

"It was to expensive."

"I told you that I would pay for it. It was my fault so obviously I need to pay; plus it's the money my parents left me."

"No, I wouldn't be able to repay and I would feel guilty for touching the inheritance that your parents left you. Plus remember you said I could use you for physical labor, which means you're gonna have to be on the call if i ever need you."

I caught Kyu giving the road an evil glare. "Whatever."

I began to smirk haha the next two weeks will be fun... and I'll be able to keep my mind off of Hae.

We finally got to my house where Kyu helped me get inside. 

"Mom! Dad! Sora! I'm home!"

My parents quickly ran inside the living room from the kitchen and my sister from her bedroom. I quickly noticed my sister drooling over Kyu, it amused me to see Kyu glance at her than turn his attention towards my parents.

"Hyukkie! What happened?!"

"Nothing mom I just fell during practice and twisted my ankle this morning."

"this morning? but i didn't see you come home last night."

"Oh that! I was uhh I-"

"He was studying for a chemistry test with me, since I'm ranked number one in that class he asked me for help. I'm sorry for not giving you guys a call earlier."

"Who are you?" My mom began to eye him suspiciously.

"I'm his childhood friend, but i moved away so I never got to meet you guys. My name is Cho Kyuhyun. It's a pleasure to meet you all." He extended his hand to my parents and Sora. 

"i recently moved here due to ... my parent's death..."

"Oh kyu we are terribly sorry. May I call you Kyu?" I noticed my mother on the verge of tears. 

"Yes, of course. I would like to offer my services to help Hyukkie move around freely because it was mainly my fault. We stayed up all night that he was really drowsy during his morning practice. My carlessness lead to his injury, sorry. I'm also living alone since the accident... and therefore I have no one that expects me home at a certain time so it wouldn't be a bother to stay here tell late hours. I really love being around people who love and care for each other." I couldn't believe what was coming out of Kyu's mouth. He seemed so earnest but I knew it was all a show. My mother began to shed tears and hugged Kyu tightly. 

"Please stay over! I can't stand the thought of having you live by yourself, at such a young age, after such an ordeal. Don't worry about room we have an extra room that we used for guest but you are more than welcomed to stay over." Kyu hesitantly returned the hug and began crying.

"Oh thank you! I hated being so soo sooo alone." He looked over at me and can you believe it? He winked!!! That fool... he is good at acting! I hate that my mom has a weak heart. She even picks up stray dogs and cats to give them away to people who would be able to take care of them. 

My father walked over to Kyu and patted his back. "You may move in next week. We will need some time to clear out the room." 

I couldn't believe it! Even my father! I looked over at Sore for hope but as soon as I faced her I saw she was giving Kyu a stare as if he were a piece of art or maybe food. Useless.. only I could see the real Kyu.  

At around nine he left to his apartment and my mother was acting as if she had won the lottery.

"Hubby~ We get a new Handsome and well-mannered son!" I rolled my eyes and left before i vomited all over the carpet. Our house was only one level, which I really liked. My room has a door that leads to the backyard and is in the corner of the house. I went into my room and threw myself on my bed. I threw my crutches on the side and the radio. I couldn't sleep in the darkness with no sound. It made me feel suffocated.  

I fell asleep with the clothes i wore for the past two days. I didn't care because as soon as Kyu left me I began to think of Hae. Hae was with Kibum and it was too late to to fix things. He hated me. 

~*~ MORNING ~*~

"Hyukkie! Wake up~ you stink! and you should change and burn the clothes you're wearing!"

"Kyuhyun leave me alone." I grabbed my pillow without opening my eyes and covered my face.

"Nope it's Monday and school is going to start in an hour. You have to wake up early because you have to take your time getting ready. Now get up!" He yanked my pillow off and poked my stomach with his pointy fingers.

"The hell! It hurt! Kyu I'm injured!"

"You're up. Now are you gonna get up or should i change you?" 

"NO! I'll change! Get out ert!" I grabbed another pillow and threw it at him as he left the room.

I hopped to my dresser and grabbed my towel and clothes to change into. Good thing I'm the best 3 point shooter (sorry don't know official names lol) which means i jump a lot. i grabbed one of my crutches and headed to the bathroom where i was surprised to find the water ready for me. On the side i read a note left behind by Kyu.

"hurry up and wash up!  you smell like a pig's manure"

I got in but left my left foot hanging on the side of the tub. I got out in less than twenty  minutes and changed. 

I threw my dirty clothes on the bin and used the crutch to sit on my bed. I quickly put my right shoe on and this time grabbed both crutches and went to the kitchen. I ate breakfast and was out the door in twenty minutes. Kyu had already got my backpack ready and warmed up the car. 

We arrived at school and Kyu carried my backpack to class for me. He opened the door but I hesitated to step inside the classroom. I didnt want to see Hae with that guy. Kyu handed me my backpack while i smiled at Kyu who began to back away as he let me through.

"Bye Hyukkie I'm gonna go to the admissions office for my schedule. txt or call me when you get out so i can help you okay?"

"Yeah, thanks kyu see you after class."

He turned away and headed to the office. I continue to look at him until he was gone. Mainly because I could feel someone starring at me and I had a pretty good idea who it was... I slowly turned around and saw Hae standing near his desk starring at me. I wish he would just let me see what's inside of him. He turned away and sat down with Kibum by his side... holding onto his arm.

I sat on my desk and glared at Kibum's back. If I could I would go over there and push him off of Hae, maybe slap him around a bit, than i would pull Hae into a tight hug almost to the point where he would become as thin as a piece of paper. I can't, I won't. Hae doesn't trust me so why should I confess that I like him and if he doesn't believe me? He may think I would joke about that and I don't want to get hurt. 

I rested my head on the table. I used my hands to hide my face... to shelter myself from these unbearable painful emotions.

Sigh.... "This is going to be a bad day..." I mumbled onto the desk.

m(_ _)m Like i said i am terribly sorry for not backing up the chapters. thank you all for supporting me!!!!!!!!! i will begin to back them up this time for sure! and I have my finals next week so please be patient but after my tests i promise during spring break i will update daily!!! >:O i have too i owe you guys everything in the world and more! <3 THANK YOU SUBSCRIBERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU TIMES INFINITY NOO WAIT TIMES Pi! LOL SEE WHAT I DID THERE? HEHE CUZ ITS Pi DAY TODAY 3/14 LOL 3.14

COMMENT RESPONDS!!!~ KEKE IS IT OKAY TO SAY I LOVE YOU GUYS? .. i love you ... >.< IF NOT THAN PRETEND YOU DIDNT READ THAT :O

DBSKforever5 yes mam I'll try to include those couples >:O i'll see if i can do it cuz sometimes i don't know what my fingers are writing... i tell them to write something and they do the opposite -_-* and yes it will be a happy lovey dovey ending lol at this point i kinda wanna make it angst but no i wont lol cuz i cant write those especially since i dont wanna depress myself XD

haehyuk4vr D': you l-love me? thank you  T~T ahh ill update more next week (towards the end) cuz of finals dang it tests!! :( 

luphae8692 lol I think i am gonna add KyuHyuk but i'm not  a hundred percent sure but i do know that ill tried to make Hyukkie a bit depressed here XD hohoho <33

chica_1210 yea it was the guy from bof sorry about that they have the same name so it popped up as kibum from suju XD sorry again I still havent decided between the two its so hard lol yup  dumb Hae! lol just admit you loooove each other D:

Nadine701 hope this explained a bit of how Kyu became nicer :3 yup poor enhae they need to just kiss and make up XD lol thank you soooo much for your support!!!!!! <3~

Ruka29Hawkes lol you never fail to make me laugh :3 even reading your comment for the second time is funny xD we should go drinking someday lol jk but you seem like you'd be fun to go parting with xD haha 

1412Bunny  it shall be interesting next i will do Hae's POV keke we can finally look into his <3 lol it is a bit serious but hopefully he may walk before his basketball game :O

Fishy15 there used to be a white owl around my neighborhood ... it was pretty lol (idk if i already told you that part xD) maaaybe we are connected in some way muahahha (tried to sound creepy :D)  you have a good sense of smell XD

Myasia99 and i love your comments :D yes mam ill try to update more :3

blackspiderlily its perfectly fine no need for apologize :3 Kyu was just bulling him cuz he was evil but maybe he had a crush? idk lol  yes Hae stop being a -_-

neoanimyeonandwae nono im not ^^ but its nice to know you would keep supporting me if i did~! i shall try to make a Kyu Pov so we may know how he feels but it will take a while since i need to understand him more lol even im not sure where ill take this XD

fourthree thank you~!!!!!!!!! <3 <3 ur thumbs up face is cute d(TvT)b hehehe ill try to sneak some in here ;) kyu also made my heart skip a beat keke i will try to make them make up soon~ since it is a fluffy story XD

hyuktopia  and i don't know if you continue to stick with me but i like you lol thank you for your support~~! 

ahhh you guys make my heart relax when i have a bad day (100% true) for those who havent commented lately its okay but please try to continue to support me. if you guys decide to leave me i would allow u to unsubscribe but know i wont forget the support you gave me T~T i feel like since i posted this story I'm now made up of fluffy cotton love lol instead of meat bones and blood XD like i said if i could i would carry every single one of you in my pocket forever! lol jk jk id sadly sent you free T~T 

ive also been curious of something what other kpop groups do you guys listen too? and other than kpop do you guys listen to other genres of music or music of a different language?

I listen to everything ... i'm open to anything lol lets see i guess other then suju and kpop my fav english band is Blink 182 (they are rock/pop) i listen to a lot more different artists and bands. keke as long as something catches my attention ill listen to it.