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I Belong To You, Even If You Don't Want Me To

Eunhyuk's Pov

The morning air always feels so nostalgic... it's almost as if everything were a dream. I would wake up an second with a different life and different family... maybe even with a different or no Hae. It always makes me want to grab onto anything, so long as it is solid, that way I wouldn't be able to leave, at least not without anything. If I were to be gone the last person I'd want to see would be Hae. Of course i will never tell him this it would be too much for me, it would make me feel vulnerable.

I look over at the rear view mirror. Hae is sitting next to Sungmin as he fiddles with his fingers, the only sign of his anxiety, everything else exudes a feeling of relaxation and mystery. It annoys me. 

Sungmin, on the other hand, wears his heart on his sleeves. All he did during the car ride was either giggle at every movement made by Kyu; if not he would glare at me than nudge at Hae using his arms. Now I understand how Sungmin feels.

I clenched my fists into a tight ball.

No Hyuk calm down! I mentally slapped myself. I can't be jealous of another man!

Kyuhyun parked his car at the student's parking lot, which was completely empty. I sighed deeply knowing we had come to school to early. I spotted Hae quickly jumping out of the car with the crutches in his hands. He swiftly opened the door for me as I unbuckled my seatbelt. 

"Hyukkie I'll leave you in the hands of Hae, since I know he wants me to stay as far away from you as possible. I need to go talk to the presidents of certain clubs to let me join their club. Later Eunhae!"

"Eunhae?! It is not like that!!" I turned towards Hae for support but he only turned his gaze towards his shoe lace.

"Kyu you should join my club!" Sungmin wrapped his arms around Kyu's waist as he pulled him ahead of Hae and I. "It's the Optimism Club..." 

I couldn't listen to the rest of their conversation because Hae dragged me towards the cafeteria.

"Wait here." He seated me at a table toward the back of the empty cafeteria

"What? Why?" Hae ignored my question and headed towards the cashiers.

"Whatever. I don't care." I scoffed at his absence. "That damn Fish will get it once he comes back. I'll lure him into going to a spa together and cook him in boiling water! While he is being simmered... keke.. BAM. I'll hit him with a frying pan and grill him! ahahha fish for dinner tonight! He deserves that for ignoring me! Never mess with m-"

"E-Eunhyuk?" 

"What?! Who the hell would dare interrupt my plans!" I glared at the girl standing beside me. She was average height with brunette hair tied in a ponytail. I'd probably ask her out if I weren't  committed to an insensitive fish.

"S-sorry I uh just wanted to say that ah good luck with the gameonfriday!" The girl sped out of the cafeteria.

Okay... Weirdo...

"Hyukkie, who was that?" Hae set the tray of food in front of me and took the empty seat across the table.

"I don't know. Some chick wishing me luck for the upcoming game."

"Oh..." I grabbed the breakfast burrito and stuffed it into my mouth.

"...So you don't know her?"

"Huh?" I swallowed the food in my mouth

"Don't tell me your jealous..."

"No... Well a bit. I mean are we official right? So if we are...Why don't we go public about our relationship?"

"Ahh. Hae we are official ... but going public... I don't think I'm ready just yet. I really do like you but going public is just too much for me. Just three days ago I had barely acknowledged my feelings toward you. It's too fast. Plus I still haven't told my family that I'm gay nor have you told yours."

"Well lets tell them."

"I don't know how my parent's will react. I can't meet you father because I've never met him prior to this, only your mother. Sure I met your brother and we are good friends but I don't know how he would react. I need to get to know them better before I can consider telling them."

"My dad  will be cool with it, trust me. He found out that I was gay when I was fourteen and fully accepted it. My mom well she will get used to it since she got used to my brother being gay."

"Siwon is gay?!"

"Yea. Well he says bi. because he mainly dates girls."

"Fine... just give me time to talk to my parents okay? Than after that I will think about telling them we are dating."

"*Sigh* Sure. Whatever you say Hukkie."

I could tell Hae was disappointed but I really am not ready for any of this, at least not just yet. I just wanted to enjoy each others company rather than dealing with family drama.

Great now the guilt is making me give in.

Fine. I roll my eyes. I'll give in to the fish. I'll try to meet Hae halfway.

"BUT we can start by telling your parents. Than we will tell mine."

"Really?" I chuckled at the way Hae's eyes began to twinkle in hopefulness.

"Yeah.. but I  have to meet your dad beforehand!"

"Thats perfect. He will be home this Sunday!"

"Oh he had a business meeting?"

"Yup."

"Cool. What if we just meet him at his restaurant?"

"W-what?" Hae choked on his oatmeal.

"Are you okay?" I got up and patted his back.

"I'm fine." He motioned me to sit back down.

"Eat slowly... You know we should meet him at his seafood restaurant! That way I can show that I have interest in your family! I want him to know that I would like to get close to you guys!"

"B-but it might not suit you taste... The food I mean."

"Hae, I will eat anything that is edible."

"But it's pretty small... and it's REAAALLY dirty!"

"So? You've seen my room. It's perfectly fine with me."

"A-are you sure?"

"Yeah! Unless you don't want me to go?"

"No! No! I do want you to go!"

"Than it's settled we will meet your father this Sunday~!"

"Uhuh. Great. Awesome." 

I grabbed the rest of my burrito and stuffed it into my mouth. I know it was me who set up the date to meet Hae's father but I did it in order to make him feel less insecure. I wanted to take this slowly! 

Dang it! What the hell am I going to wear?

 

Kyuhyun's Pov.

"Kyuuuu why do you flirt with Eunhyuk when you clearly know it bothers me?" 

"Bunny you know I do it for fun. I like teasing the idiot couple."

"B-but it still bothers me." Sungmin tightened his grip on my arms.

"I told you Sungmin I like you. Only you. But if it really bothers you, I'll tone it down but Hyukkie was my first love and a true friend when I needed him." He loosed his grip and dropped his hands by his side.

"Bunny. I like you. Not Hyukkie. I just can't leave him alone, you and I both know that if Hae ever does something to hurt Hyukkie, he might not be able to overcome it. As popular or as happy as he seems, its not real. He doesn't show it but I know, and i can tell you do too, that without Hae he might fall deep into a darkness."

Sungmin nooded in acceptance.

This kid! he drives me nuts. He is so thick headed. God, I love him.

"Come here." I opened my arms wide open. He hesitantly walked towards me.

"To slow." I grabbed his shoulders and pulled him into a tight hug.

"You dense Bunny... Why don't you get that I would pick you over anybody. I just want to have have you but also have my friends. It may seem selfish, wanting everything, but don't you think I deserve to be selfish after everything I been through?"

His back stiffened at my comment.

"I'm joking." I chuckled.

I could feel him giggle. I grinned as his stiffness slowly disappearing.

"I do love you. You should know that you practically stole my heart the day we said our goodbyes, you know way back in the old days. The way you cried and begged me to stay-"

"Shut up Kyu." He began to try to push me away.

"But it was so cute! hahha you had mucus coming out of your nose."

"Thats it Kyu! Continue and we will break up!" He successfully pulled away and now had  his back facing me.

"Haha Sorry Bunny but your stuck with me and you have no one else to blame but yourself." I grabbed his hand and intertwined his fingers with mine. It fit perfectly.

"I didn't have mucus!"

"What ever you say bunny." I gently pulled him towards the main office where I would turn in my acceptance note from Sungmin's club advisor.

"I didn't." 

 

So later today I plan to update another chapter but not sure cuz lately my sister has been hogging my comp. to watch fairy tail xD hehe Not that i don't enjoy it but I would like to keep using my comp. without her being around so that I can concentrate lol. ahh about two more days tell i give away my baby T~T gonna miss it a bunch :/ goodbyes are just a part of life but still hurts lol that is all that i have that is news worthy keke. but as a sneak peak to those who read this I will say what is coming up in the next few chpts if you don't want to find out don't continue reading~ lol so hyukkie will find out about hae's web of lies xD haven't decided how he will react. and someone will cause the couple heartache 3. And Hyukkie is going to look over his priorities to see what he really wants (both good and bad keke) hmm should i tell you guys one last thing? ahh not yet lol haven't decided whether to add all these ideas as something concrete but they are in the most likely pile (subject to change) hehe (to read what it says highlight lol spoiler-ish alert). THANK YOU SUBSCRIBERS~~~~!!! <3 XOXOXOXOXOXO (in the past i didn't know what this meant haha i found out like around middle school *sigh*)

THANK YOU NEW SUBSCRIBERS!!!!!~ keke please feel free to comment (if you wish xD) <3

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COMMENT REPLIES~!!!! OH AND HAVE YOU GUYS (WHICH I KNOW YOU MOST LIKLEY HAVE LOL) SEEN THE TEASERS *DROOLS* SO PERFECT LOL I CAN'T WAIT TELL SUJU'S SINGLE DROPS <3 

 

strawberrynemo  Thank you~!! <3 haha i think sungmin is cute when he's jealous lol it makes me want to provoke him keke I tried making Kyu only show his sweet side towards sungmin xD

Ruka29Hawkes hahaha i thought he was cute with his silly threats xD kyu just likes to have fun lol i'm trying to make him more open but idk how its coming out lol now im just going with the flow :D That really is not fair! lol my bros aren't that tall so i don't get neck pains xD (but i kinda wished i had tall bros lol) are your parents tall? Even if their adopted parents don't want me to claim them as my grandchildren i will! lol they can't stop me! xD

FangirlEunYoo hahah exactly! Kyu calm your down XD he is such a flirt lol but i think sungmin will be able to change him :D i love seeing hae all jealous <3 he becomes so vulnerable and possessive :D

Fishy15 :D good~ lol <3 Did you like this chptr? i should have added more eunhae huh? next chapter will be more eunhae :D maybe even hae's pov since i haven't done that in a while :3

 

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I wanted 2 try this out lol :D i WILL update either wed or thur cuz writing is hard, especially since its my 1st time on my 1st fanfic ~ILY SUBSCRIBERS

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fishy44 #1
Chapter 14: omg why i'm here? jajja i'm famous yeeeeeei
eunsweetlover #2
new suscriber here!!! looks interesting will eunhyuk accept donghae? :)
bad_reality
#3
Chapter 14: I was about to keep this chap and continue nex chap but then..I saw my name xD
WTH
where did you get my name? OMG I LOVE KYUHYUN LMAO
nui_be #4
Chapter 31: *cough*epilogue would be appreciated*cough*
cholily94 #5
such a amazing ff!!
I really love it!will u please make a sequel for it???I think it doesn't need multi chaptered sequel but maybe a one shot will be cool!!!
and I want to ask ur permission for translating this great ff in to persian??so may I dear?
plz let me know ur answer^^
yeonjihee96
#6
Chapter 14: I have my own pov here , hehehehe I like it even though it's a heart breaking *.* , anyway up to the next chapter ;)
SUJU4ever13 #7
Chapter 31: Thankyou for your story!!!! I really enjoyed it.... Sequel please??
xoELFxo
#8
Chapter 31: sequel please~ *batting eyelashes*
Naicumi #9
Chapter 14: Asdasdas You can do that? Is a trap xD Oh~~! OMFG! I was tricked xD
Naicumi #10
Chapter 14: OMFG! NAICUMI? IT'S ME!!!! Oh My ing God I am in a FANFIC!!