"Yun.... too late to decide what you want right?' Jaejoong  laughed as Yunho held his hand, it been a hectic night/morning for the couple, little did they know their romantic night away from home would turn different. Yunho had planned a night in a relax spa, so Jaejoong could relax before the baby was born. Three more weeks and the little would have been born, or so they though. Here they were at the hospital awaiting the arrival for their baby. Yunho chuckled.... 

"This feel so weird.... the doctors are starting at every part of me.... embarrassing,' Jaejoong comment.' 

'Do you feel pain....' Yunho laughed at Jaejoong statement. 

"No..... but it feels weird.... Can you see the baby yet.' Jaejoong asked. 

'Not yet.... I'm here with you on this side of the curtain, it won't be long now.' with that the sound of a baby cry hit the couple.  Yunho turned his head looking to the baby as it was lift from Jaejoong, his heart beating so fast his breath caught in his throatlooking at the newest member of their family.  'Is the baby okay?' Jaejoong asked he couldn't see much so Yunho were his eyes. Yunho was waiting to see the little one closer demanding it in his head for the doctors to hurry and show him his baby. Finally, they were bringing the little one for him to see... 

'Congradulation Appa,' the nurse said, 'Meet you Appa little one...' The baby was carefully placed into Yunho arms, Yunho couldn't help but well up it was so much like the moment he got to hold Karam for the first time.  Yunho couldn't help but lean carefully over to Jaejoong to put their baby in his line of sight. 'Umma did great to bring you into the world, 'say help to your umma.' Jaejoong smiled at the little one reached out his hand when he hand suddenly dropped..... 

'Jae.....?' Yunho began to worry, 'Jaejoong....' He didn't respond, he couldn't help but notice the doctors hurrying around, mumbling things among themselves, making Yunho worry more. One of the nurse approached Yunho taking the baby,' hey wait what happening.' Yunho turned in every direction as one of the doctor told him he need to leave, he didn't want to and let it been known he was led to the door. 'No Jae... Jaejoong,' Yunho began to tear up as he fought to get closer to his wife. 'I can't leave him.... please he hates hospital... I can't.' They manage to take him outside, though Yunho banged on the door, 'I can't loss him..... I can't loss him too....' 

'JAEJOONG...,' Jaejoong here the muffle of his husband voice calling out to him, he turned his eye to were his husband was but his vision blurred. He wanted to touch his baby, his sense where dulled. Doctors piled into the room thought he felt helpless, he turned his head slowly he baby was their crying wanting his attention, yet Jaejoong could barely hear it. A tear slipped from his cheek..... I want to hold my baby 

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 Yunho paced the hallway, muttering to himself, 'I can't lose him, I can't lose you too Jaejoong. I can't raise two kids on my own I could barely look at Karam before you came into my life. This can’t be happening again. I love you so much, we love you so much.... 

One second, he was pacing anxiously around, before falling to his knees sobbing, his emotion over welling him. He hadn't cried since Taeyeon died. 'Jaejoong!' he cried out his name multiple times as he hit the ground. 'Stay with me.....stay with us Jaejoong... Taeyeon please watch over him for us we need him.' Yunho hadn't released he had been watched. 

'Changmin take Karam will you....' His mother asked as she held her eyes on his oldest brother, Karam was holding her hand along with a teddy a gift for the baby. Before Changmin got the chance Karam ran over to his father,  

'Appa.....Appa...' Karam knelt down in front of his father, making Yunho stop to look at him, 'For the baby....' Karam smiled at his father holding out the teddy. 'Baby.' It took Yunho a second to reach out for his son, Karam gently wiped his father tear making his father come back to his senses. 'Appa crying... Yunho pulled Karam into his warm embrace, holding him tightly. He stood up looking to his parents and brother, neither of them knew what to say. 

 'Karam why don't you go with Changmin and get a snack you can have anything you want?' His grandmother told him. Karam looked to his father. 

'Want to stay with Appa... can I meet the baby now...' He asked with his innocent eyes. 

'Not just yet Go on with Changmin.... you can have anything you want.'  Yunho told him, while Changmin pick up his son.  Yunho stood up as Changmin walked away removing the paper hat from his head, he wanted to get out of the scrub. He walked into the waiting room with his parents. Taking a seat. 

'What happened?' 

Yunho didn't know where to start, but his parent understood, 'I can't lose him I can't... 

'You wont..Jaejoong is as strong an anyone.' His mother told him. The pregnancy had be difficult that had been no lie but jaejoong did his best. The waited so long Yunho was losing it. He could barely stay still for a second. When someone open the door Yunho stood up staring blanking as the Doctor... 

'How is he?' 

**** 

Yunho hurried through the door he was breathing so fast, he eyes traveled around the room until he spotted Jaejoong.  Jaejoong looked so translucent like a ghost, if it wasn't for Jaejoong cooing over the baby Yunho felt like his heart may have stopped. Jaejoong looked up when he saw Yunho. 'We'll come over won't you meet our baby....' Jaejoong spoke softly as he approached smiling Yunho couldn't help but well up taking Jaejoong hand kissing it before moving to kiss Jaejoong lips.  

'You had me worried there....' He told him, 'I thought I would lose you.' 

'You not going to lose me,'Jaejoong let out a small groan followed by a small sigh,' Do you want to hold the baby Yunho...?' Yunho reached for the baby carefully, Jaejoong looked so fragile were he lay he was almost afraid to touch him, remembering what the doctor said as he noticed the IV getting fluids into Jaejoong along with a bag of blood. Yunho could tell Jaejoong felt weak but he was okay, the Doctor explained to Yunho, Jaejoong blood pressure had drop to rapidly when they delivered the baby.  Jaejoong was happy just to let Yunho hold him as he closed his eyes for a minute. 'Aren't you a looker, you take after your Umma aren't you lucky, you're so precious to all of us. He kissed the baby, looking to the door as it opened, his parents walked in. They couldn't help gather around Yunho and Jaejoong.' He left them behind when the door told him he could see jaejoong now, 

Oh my look...' Their eyes feel in love with the baby in second how could it not. Yunho mother looked to Jaejoong giving his hand a squeeze, Jaejoong turned his head to her. She brushed her hand against his hair. 'You did amazing. get some rest......' Jaejoong nodded his head. He was so tried.... 

'Is Karam here...?' He asked... 

'Changmin bring him up now.... he really excited about meeting the little one he wants to give the baby his gift... 

'Welcome to the family little one....?' 

 
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Don't worry i couldn't let anything happen to Jaejoong or the baby,

can any one tell what they had, boy or girl.... name of the little one