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Chapter 2
 

The next few days seem to come so quick. From arranging Taeyeon's funeral, to the funeral day itself, everything seems to go by as ablur.  Yunho had lost a good part of him spirit. Even when guest came to pay their respects. He didn’t cry he was already lost in his own depression. ‘why did she have to leave so soon.,”

Yunho did his best to stay strong throughout the whole thing, handling most of the matter himself. Even on the funeral day itself, His he looked across the room he could see his mother with his son.  And Taeyeon Mother full of emotion, who would blame her, her own child, had died. She held onto his son’s hand talking to him. It was probably a good thing he didn’t understand. He hadn’t notice his mother approach him. “Yunho can I get you anything?” Yunho shock his head no. Looking to the beautiful photo of his wife,His mother understood completely. “Yunho would you like me to get your Karam for you.” Yunho didn’t look at her it would be a lie to say his mother wasn’t worried about her son. Though he was an adult, a father.. He wasn’t taking care of himself. They need that. He hadn’t gone home in days staying at his parents seemed like a better idea when they were helping with his son.

“How are you Hyung?”

 “Alright?” Yunho answered him.

“You haven’t cried since the hospital.”

“Crying won’t bring her back….

“You haven’t held Karam since then either?” Yunho looked away, “He needs you Yunho, he’s just lost his mom he can feel it something is wrong. He doesn’t understand his Umma not coming back. Please Yunho think of your son.”

“I am….” Yunho told him. “I’m not good for him right now. I don’t want him to see me like this. I can’t be a father to him when I’m like this, I just buried my wife.” Yunho got up when more guests came into the room.. Yunho bowed to each person who gave their respect. It wasn’t until someone stumbled in front of him; Yunho arm automatically moved forward hold the person. When Yunho caught sight of the person he couldn’t help but stop. 

“Je Suis Desole,” It came out of his mouth before he thought. If he said it in English would they understand? “Sorry!” he pouted why couldn’t go anything right, “Main haeyo.” Yunho helped him stand taking flower that were shoved into his hand by the person. “nan dangsin-ui sonsil mian haeyo” ( I’m sorry for you loss…) Yunho couldn’t help but notice the cut on his chin  and the bandaged hands,” he pointed to the picture.. “Pour Elle…” before bowinghe tried to go but Yunho still held his hand. Yunho looked into his doe eyes before saying.

“Thank you she would have looked them.” He nodded. “Chrysanthemums rebirth…new life.” Yunho commented though the person just looked at his lips.

“Your n-name…” before Yunho asked he was already gone. He looked at the flowers a note attached. Yunho looked at wondering what it said.

‘Pardonnez- moi de ne pas être en mesure de faire plus pour vous '

(‘Forgive me for not be able to do more for you ')

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1 year on

Yunho life was a mess the only thing he took pride in was work at a great loss to the people who valved him. His daily call from him mother telling him who disapointed she was of him. He bit his tougue,

"Umma....

“Yunho… what do you think you’re doing….?” His mother shouted down the phone. "You asked your serectary to pick Karam up. Yunho she's a stranger to him. Do you not hear him he's screaming the house down....

“Umma I’m at work… can’t we discuss this later…

"When later..... hevean know when you'll be home. Let me guess your leaving Karam with us tonight.

"Umma..... I have work.

“That’s all you ever do….work work and work. Have you forgotten a little boy that needs his father? Yunho could just make out the sound for crying in the background. “Yunho he needed you …. And do not tell me you have a meeting your child should come first.” She shouted before the phone went dead. After the death of his wife Yunho  focused on work to get him through the day using excuses like I’m providing for him. The only problem Yunho didn’t realise he had begun to neglect his son with his attention. Not that he didn’t spend time with him, feed him he just forgotten what to do with a child. He didn’t know how to be with the two year old. He brought up so many memories of Taeyeon memories he placed to the darkest part of his mind trying to forget.

It just when Yunho was with him Yunho focus was work it was usually Yunho parents who pick up where Yunho couldn’t. But he couldn’t depend on the forever. Karam was his responsibility the reminded him a dozen time. “I just can’t,” He though his phone across the room. Yunho signed rubbing the top of his forehead. It was then Yunho realise he needed help he placed Karam into a day-care  close to his parents housing thinking it would be good from him. From early morning to late afternoon he’d be their until Yunho picked him up or he got someone else to. His parents were livid by doing something like this they felt the Child was growing up without love from a mother or father, furious was an understatement the Telling him not only had the child lost his mother he’d lost his father too

“I’m doing my Best…” he shouted. A voice in the back of his head was telling him he wasn’t.

“You have no right to lecture me …. You left us….

So because I’m gone… you can’t lover your son….. god sake Yunho… you’ve become someone I couldn’t love. Return to who you were Yunho the man I loved the man I know you are deep down. You don’t have to hid it.  Grieve for me and move on….” Yunho opened his eyes a slight tap on his door.

“Come in….

“Mr Jung… the new employees are here.

Bring them in.”

Four people stood in a liniment; Yunho was looking down at the papers on his desk as he spoke. Welcome to Jung enterprise I am the ceo of this company Welcome to a knew being,” Yunho looked up his eyes falling on one when he moved down the line. “State you name and department you will be in.”  When it was his turn he stepped forward. “Kim Jaejoong, design department.” He bowed his head in respect before standing back in line. Yunho couldn’t remover his eyes from him.

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