Nightmares

Letters
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"Hey, YoonGi," Jimin had called out, motioning him over. YoonGi couldn't keep the smile off his face back then, and he walked over. Jimin held the boy's face with calloused hands.

"Hmm?" He hummed, closing his eyes and allowing Jimin to kiss his head.

"I love you. I love everything about you. Promise me we can grow old together," Jimin had whispered. YoonGi's eyes opened and he smiled.

"I promise."

Jimin probably hadn't taken into account the fact that 'can' isn't the same as 'will.' Or maybe he disregarded the entire conversation when he threw those empty wine glasses down and ripped a page out of YoonGi's song book, when he left them there the next morning, long after he'd left.

And that was how YoonGi's day started, with tired and numbing reminders of something that used to matter. The fact was, they were happy, but they ended like a car crash that had combusted and been left to burn the bridges they'd worked so hard to build.

So he stood there, staring into the mirror over the bathroom sink and sighing at the fact that he looked like he was half-dead. The steam of his shower began to fog up the mirror, showing the remnants of a happy face that YoonGi had drawn a few months ago in a damned order, a clinging-to-hope sorta thing, when he was determined to be happier. That was the time when the bed was unbearably cold without Jimin and smiling and taking care of himself were actually written on a list of chores.

And he'd gotten better. He assumed that was something to be proud of, right? Sure, there were days like today when YoonGi absolutely dreaded the idea of getting out of bed and wished he was no longer haunted with dreams with Jimin. And sometimes, he wondered if Jimin was okay or if he was loved.

YoonGi always managed to get out of bed and forget about it, get dressed, and go to work. Today was no different. Well, maybe it was, because he had something to look forward to.

Hoseok. Hoseok and his happy grin and smiling eyes and sweet giggle. Oh, and his y smirk, and his eyes when they were asking for trouble, and his voice when it was low. Hoseok gave YoonGi all sorts of emotions, and he regretted it so much when he didn't kiss him yesterday. But it was okay, because he would have another chance today.

"You're late this morning, Min," Hyojin stated as he walked in.

"Hey, nice to see you, too, Dolly. How does it feel to be ugly?" He asked with an easy, slick smile. Hyojin smirked.

"How does it feel to ?" She returned.

"Oh, you do that, too! I keep forgetting you like both," he giggled. Hyojin narrowed her eyes with a smile.

"YoonGi, your sarcasm is so refreshing," she told him. YoonGi suddenly heard the door open and he turned immediately. There was Hoseok with his sunlight smile. "There's your boy, Min," Hyojin whispered over the counter.

" you, I'm feeling affectionate

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im sorry if part of the chapter repeats in any of these. the format is being super weird. im trying to fix them

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love_EXOfany #1
Chapter 23: Yay you're back. Yoongi getting all excited when Hobi asked him was so cute. He's such a small bean I love it.
-Tigress-
#2
Chapter 1: D'ah! Omg this is cute. And mysterious at the same time because why was the letter sent and how and was it intended for Hoseok and OMG too many questions (and must go to work now). I'll be back to read more as soon as I can thiugh! This is such a cool and refreshing idea!
love_EXOfany #3
Chapter 22: I'm sorry that I'm a bit late with this one but we were on vacation so yeah....
Anyways I really like this one and your story is getting better and better <3
I could read this over and over because it's so freaking adorable
love_EXOfany #4
Chapter 21: Ahhhh finally a new chapter <3
Amazing as always and Yoongi always so excited about Hobi. So cute
I'm happy for you that your date went well
shinbyeol
#5
Wow! I just read the description and I fell in love with Yoongi. Again. Damn!
I haven't started reading your story yet. But I am one hundred percent sure that I'll like it. Already:) I love Yoonseok too. Also Vhope. But yeah, whatever. Hoseok deserves all the love.
Thank you for writing this^_^ *hugs*
Kaisoo2000
#6
Chapter 20: Whaaaaaaa!!! Craving for them to get together already!!! And they're SOOOO close to ---! AHHHHH
love_EXOfany #7
Chapter 20: Man they need to be together...I mean just look at them. Not only in this fanfic but in real life. Although I mostly ship them as brotp. I'm always wondering how Yoongi would react if he told him about the letter from Jimin. I'm sure I'll find out soon enough XD
Btw good luck on your date
Zanilia16 #8
Chapter 19: Hoseok is such a sweetheart to be so insanely-devoted to Yoongi, even when he does not have clear vantage point of where he actually stands in Yoongi's heart.

Yoongi is clearly in love; However there is that part of him that is frightened of committing himself to Hoseok, because of his insecurities of inadequacies due to his experience with Jimin. He never got the closure he deserved and it's crippling him.

Sighs...hopefully, they find a balance pretty soon. I also hope Hoseok can be forthcoming about that letter to Yoongi, instead of prolonging its secret existence. I can imagine Yoongi will not be too pleased if he found out in some other fashion.

Well, that concludes my wandering mind. LOL! Thank you for the lovely update. Happy Weekend!
love_EXOfany #9
Chapter 19: Yay, a new chapter !!!
Amazing and I laughed when Namjoon said that to Jin when he clinged on him.
Anyways I'm anticipating your next chapter(s) <3
*Yoonseok all the way*
Kaisoo2000
#10
Chapter 18: Awwww so cute!!! Update soon! But have fun as well ^^