Author's Notes part 2

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Chapter 1: It is an emotional detail, but this chapter was timed April 2016 because HyunSeung’s instagram post of Gwangali beach is what finally made me dare start to write this fanfic ^^ 

My primary intention was to immediately settle an agonizing frame. I will put it clearly: to me anyone who thinks HyunSeung and Beast’s relationship was something you can call friendship, moreso with JunHyung, is an idiot. Therefore this belief of mine that should be an actual fact to anyone with a brain, I am sorry to insist, gives me quite a margin in terms of quarrels substance that I will gladly use some more in the future. 

I used the harmless fact of HyunSeung’s “incident” during the MAMA 2012, to start off what would become more than a simple “man rubbing himself against a woman” effect” that most of people had considered, but the very woman being the reason why this effect occurred. From here on, HyunSeung has been in love with Hyuna but latter doesn’t feel the same, and the legendary love triangle rumor between 2Hyun and JunHyung re appears in my fanfiction, differently than the way you might have already read it, hopefully. 

 

Chapter 2: Far from wanting to paint Hyuna as some weak silly woman, what inspired me into choosing this layer of character for her, is an interview she did in 2015, during which she said she is the kind to have regrets in relationship because she still loves herself more. Which I think is not something that was always her mindset about relationships but rather something she observed after at least one break up. And this one with JunHyung, that took her courage and to realize it takes two to tango and that if one isn’t willing to, it’s pointless, is why I portrayed Hyuna the way I did as as JunHyung’s girlfriend. 

 

Chapter 3: Trouble Maker’s last comeback was not supposed to happen, quoting Hyuna and HyunSeung here. Therfore why did it happened? I do believe it had something to do with the affection Hong Seung Seung always showed towards HyunSeung and Hyuna. He always gave them the chances they deserved, and this one was of those times again. I also belive if Hyuna says more than yes, despite how much busy she always would be with both her solo career and 4Minute, this also made this comeback her doing, a perfect occasion for 2Hyun to finally reach to where they wanted.

 

Chapter 4: HyunSeung is a very private person, and he expressed the will of keeping a relationship of his secret many times. However, I doubt this is actually possible, both because it sure doesn’t take a confirmation for people to believe whatever they want to believe. He denied that he and Hyuna were dating in the past, but I’m still writing this fan fiction, so lol, to each their own. So I decided to make Rado the guardian of their secret if you will, and to make Hyuna willing to keep it a secret as well, since her past relationship had passed at inches to get its fair share of attention, if we imagine secretly seeing an idol who already has a girlfriend, quite requires to not let your guard down for a single second.   

Note: If it wasn’t clear enough, I think I did implicitly implied that Hyuna and JunHyung had dated before he dated Hara. This would be timed in 2010, in my fairy imagination. 

 

Chapter 5: Beast and HyunSeung. The latter has proven himself as a strong being countless times by now, however I think we all need to share our worries at some point. But HyunSeung is not this kind of person. So rather than wanting to put out everything regarding how I view his relationship with Beast, I decided to make Hyuna do what she likely had to do a lot of times, anyone close to HyunSeung in fact, and that is push him to spill the beans. A lot of us HyunSeung fans wished he was more open, be it out of wanting to be coaxed by Oppa or genuiley wanting to know how he is doing; you’ll definitely see more of Hyuna being us in the future, and the main subject should often be his career/Beast. Because I trust these were quite HyunSeung’s main preoccupations as a member of the group. 

 

Chapter 6: Oh, the pregnancy rumour. I don’t think I had ever been so angry in my Kpop fan life and it had only been 5 months since I was Hyuna’s fan lol. My God. How can you come up with something so harsh? Anyways. I just imagined HyunSeung as mad as I were.

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skylla321 #1
Chapter 32: Love the chapter explanations!
jjawon #2
Missing you already :(
jjawon #3
Uhhhmm. . . This is the most vulnerable and fragile Hyunseung I have ever seen him so far. Jeez, I actually thought that he'll gone insane in the end, this is probably the side of him I've been yearning to see for quite some time now, I felt so helpless for him. His emotions were just so clear, his pain, his love and his fear to lose her have gotten under my skin. His desperation to hold unto her until the end, his inner struggle and his weakness being exposed in front of her, it was intense, sad, and beautiful. To be honest, I cried last night while reading this so I wasn't able to leave my comment because I felt heavy knowing that this is the end. I hope this will not be the last story that you'll ever write about Hyunseung and Hyuna. I can't help but to feel annoyed seeing that the other readers doesn't even bother to leave any comment not even a small word of appreciation for the fact that you've been doing your best to update on time consistently and for writing such a beautiful story. Now, I wonder what is there to anticipate in every Thursday since this is indeed the end?
Thank you so much, and forgive me for my harsh and repetitive comments. By the way, on your foreword, you said that what makes you write this story was that particular post of Hyunseung in IG which was also the scene during the end, may I ask why is that? Or do you really think that Hyuna was with him during that day?
jjawon #4
Aaaaaahhhh!!! I'm gonna read this at home, I'm still in the office right now :( I wanna go home, the break is over!!!! Grrr!!
jjawon #5
Chapter 30: My heart skips a beat, we will always wait for you, please take your time. I don't want this story to end just yet but that's how it is. Fighting!!!
jjawon #6
Chapter 29: I actually remember that moment when Hyuna left for Macau for Cube concert, she was really down those times, you can tell by her eyes and demeanor that something was off. I also thought that it was probably because of G.Na and Hyunseung. Seeing this second to the last chapter, I can tell that the end will be simple and beautiful, however, I'm still hoping for Hyunseung to show a little bit more if only possible.

What I was really curious about is what does he actually feel when Junhyung told him that it was not him who's going to comeback to Hyuna, but it was Hyuna who's going to return to him, I know it hurts of course, but it was really the part that I'm most frustrated, because I really think that his feelings should have put into details after treating Hyuna like trash. I still believe that what he's showing right now is not really enough because what he did and told to Hyuna on previous chapter was just really unforgivable, hence, even if I'm not making any sense, I think it will be better if at least, Hyunseung's pain and fear should have given more details rather than just telling that he's crying or something. Since Hyuna forgave him once again, at least we should have given a little detail as to what kind of efforts he did for him to be forgiven and what kind of hell did he have to undergo as the consequence of what he did to Hyuna. Just saying as a reader though, I know I'm being repetitive with my opinion, it's because to be brutally honest, I feel like Hyunseung's love on the previous few chapters were really lackluster, the story is beautiful, but it's the only thing that I'm frustrated about.
CaptainG
#7
Chapter 28: Hello!! ^.^ I log this story, never found one with such a great plot and writing. You are amazing! Thank you for this story. I will wait for your next updat with anticipation. Take as long as it takes cause you're just amazing. Fighting!!!
n_silver89 #8
Chapter 27: TroubleMaker need to survive..
skylla321 #9
Chapter 27: If this really happened in true life, then he would have been officially removed from Cube. Thank goodness it's a fan fiction,