"'Run' received quite the audience and awards! How does it feel to have such a fanbase?"

"It feels great, for lack of a better word," Jimin laughs.

"Holy crap," Jungkook swoons, slapping my leg and squeezing harshly. "He's so cute."

"Well, I mean, I'd be a lot happier if they gave Seokjin the mic for once. He's uttered like, two words and it's been airing for an hour," I say, a bitter expression on my face. "They barely ever let him talk."

"Oh, stop being so salty. They take turns," Jungkook says.

"Guess so—he's talking they gave him a mic shut up Jungkook stop talking." The string of words come out like word vomit and my eyes are glued to the screen, focused only on Seokjin's face and voice.

"Fanfiction?" Seokjin tilts his head to the right, unfamiliar with the word. Hoseok leans over to him and whispers something in his ear.

"Jin-hyung spends a lot of time browsing on blogs, I'm sure he's stumbled across a few," Jimin answers for him, grinning from ear to ear.

"Jimin-ah does that more than I do," Seokjin laughs. "They are very creative."

He winked at the camera once Yoongi took over and my insides burn up, my toes curling and my stomach flipping. "Kookie..." I sink to my knees dramatically.

"Are you alright?" But he doesn't even look at me, too engrossed on the TV that he doesn't notice my slow death happening.

"Seokjin winked. He's bad at winking but this one was so hot I'm actually sweating a little bit, and my head hurts and I'm a dead man," I whimper, laying on my stomach. 

I must have stayed there contemplating my entire life for over 20 minutes because the interview finishes and Jungkook finally grabs the remote and turns the TV off, sitting down to face me.

"Hi."

"Hi."

"Are you okay?"

"No. Kim Seokjin is causing me internal bleeding and several heart attacks at once."

"You're so in love," he snickers. "He just texted, by the way," he says as he hands me my phone. I reach out weakly.

Seokjin
Did you watch? ^^

Taehyung
yes. i'm also dead. damn you seokjin, you and your beautiful face

Taehyung
please don't wink ever again

Seokjin
;) #thuglyfe

Taehyung
wait you said you read fanfiction?

Seokjin
Particularly yours.

Well, that's just embarrassing.

Taehyung
did you enjoy them

Seokjin
I can tell that you really think Yoongi and I should be a couple.

Wait. This is an opening. I can casually bring up the whole gender thing and if he's comfortable with it.

I do a mental cheer, which, when translated into physical movement, is me wriggling about on the floor while Jungkook questions our entire friendship.

Taehyung
if you're comfortable with that boy to boy thing then yes i think you two should just go for it

I'm taking deep, heavy breaths, on my lower lip anxiously while I wait for his answer. "This is it, Jungkook..."

My phone dings and I drop it immediately, too scared to read the answer. "I can't do this."

"Grow a pair, Tae," Jungkook huffs, taking my phone. His eyes widen, and the room is so silent you can hear a pin drop.

My heartbeat slows down and my stomach sinks. "... Well, what did he say?"

His eyes close, and he quietly, quietly mutters; "I'm sorry." I run my hands through my hair, hiding my face in my hands. This is the worst.

"Just kidding. You're such a loser," he laughs, handing me my phone. "Oh man, I should be an actor or something. You should have seen your face."

I glare at him. "You're the worst."

Seokjin
I don't look at Yoongi like that ㅋㅋㅋㅋ but I don't mind if my lover turns out to be a boy or a girl.

Seokjin
Listen, I'm deleting these texts I just sent because Manager-hyung won't allow it. The next message I'm gonna send is a cover-up.

Seokjin
I don't like Yoongi that way, and I'm as straight as Jimin's bowl hair in N.O

I burst out laughing at that, a giddy feeling bubbling in my stomach. He doesn't care about gender. Maybe I do have a chance, after all.

Why is he so quick to trust me, telling me things that people don't normally tell others? I haven't proved anything about myself at all. It's almost like he knows me personally. 

It's not like I'm going to tell anybody, though.

Taehyung
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHA JIMIN's BoW LHAIR

Taehyung
but hey don't worry ^_^ i understand. i agree that it doesn't matter if you love boys or girls.

Seokjin
That's true.

"You have a chance, hyung," his smile is so wide that I can't help joining in. "Gosh, I'm so jealous. Can't I borrow him for like, 2 hours?"

"Nope," I grin.

Seokijn
Have you seen the tour dates?

Taehyung
umm no but i'm pretty sure i won't be able to go anyway

Seokjin
What makes you say that?

Taehyung
well i'll just feel REALLY bad when i ask my mom because tickets are really expensive yknow plus you guys never come to daegu :(

Seokjin
What's your address?

Taehyung
wow first my blog then my phone number and now my address? creep

Seokjin
That information I gathered myself. Now, what's your address?

Taehyung
how do i know you're not going to give my address to the mafia and have them kill me and take my money

Seokjin
I'm not really the type to do that, and I don't have a reason to

Seokjin
I thought you knew me better! ㅠㅠ

Taehyung
alright boy it's somewhere in X-gil, in Y-building

Seokjin
Who are you calling 'boy'? I'm older than you e_e

Taehyung
how do you know THAT

Seokjin
a. I know everything
b. I'm an old man and I'm older than everyone

Taehyung
i'll go with b

Seokjin
Wrong answer. It's A. I know everything.

Taehyung
well i'm just glad you donmt know my name then

Seokjin
I wouldn't bet on it, Kim Taehyung.