The very suggestion of your words, she said -

bind my wrists tighter than any ropes.

"Ji! You have to stop!"

Youngbae's voice rang in my head but all I could think about, it's you.

"Don't stop me, I'm the one."

"What are you talking about?!"

I was the one, the one that hurt you.

Causing your heart to rip apart with all the sadness flowing out, in red.

I had apologised for so many times, but it wouldn't work this way.

Because the knot that I'd tied,

Was a dead knot.

♡♡♡♡♡

"Yoona? This is Youngbae oppa, can you come over now?"

"Don't call her, don't!" I was far from being sober when I overheard Youngbae.

"We're at th-"

"I said don't!" I screamed, with tears streaming down my face.

"I've hurt her enough..."

I must have passed out because the next moment, you were beside Youngbae.

You were walking towards me, getting closer and closer.

I must be hallucinating, when would that stop?

"Kwon Jiyong."

Your voice was so cold and stern - it's not the usual you.

"Just leave, you don't have to bother about me."

You would never know how much I wanted you to stay, by my side.

♡♡♡♡♡

"Why are you doing this to yourself?"

"Why do you care?"

I wished you'd care, even if it's as little as a grain of salt.

"Didn't we already settle this?"

"Yeah, so don't bother about me. Don't pick up any calls from the guys and don't come to me."

"I am hurting as much as you are!"

You exploded and the car came to a abrupt stop.

"Why are you blaming me? You're the one that wanted this ending."

"I don't."

You let out a sarcastic laugh, picking up from where you've left.

"You don't? Then I must be a joke to you, going through all these for no reason."

"I've said so many times. It's not what you think!"

"I don't care about all the reasonings," there was a red light in front and you continued. "I trust myself more than I trust you."

My heart broke, just like how I broke yours.

After your voice faded in the car, only silence left throughout the ride to my house.

I was about to leave the car when your voice came.

"Stop it alread