I think of thoughts that cannot be,

no hand can reach across this sea,

the seasons change on distant shores,

from frosty skies to sunshine blue,

as summer's touch undresses you.

Reminding me all the things I often wish,

but cannot do.

We live far apart even though we are legally married.

Due to work purposes, we live in different country, different land.

You're in Australia while I'm in Korea

I often stare into space, thinking about us, thinking about those days when we were just one finger away from each other.

"Ji!"

I'm staring into space, for the countless time since you've left for Australia.

Are you missing me like how I am missing you?

Dearly.

♡♡♡♡♡

'I really don't understand the both of you. You guys are married but yet at the same time, it doesn't seem to be the case."

I let out a chuckle.

It's the usual - burning midnight oil in the office with Seunghyun.

"To hell, I won't even allow if Tiffany wants to! Look at how much you're suffering right now!"

"We came to an agreement together. It's something that she really wants to do and moreover, she's Im Yoona. I always have a soft spot for her, even after marriage."

"Did she say when is she coming back?"

"Nah," I shake my head. "Most probably next year?"

You have been there for almost 2 years now, leaving for Australia 6 months after our honeymoon.

It's now or never.

You were so firm in your decision.

Even though we exchange phonecalls and FaceTime every night, it still pains me for not being able to feel you physically.

I always reach out for your face unknowingly, only to realise that I'm just touching the screen of my phone.

♡♡♡♡♡

It is near Christmas; crazily cold.

It's winter in Korea but a scorching hot summer in Australia.

I guess you will be experiencing your second hot Christmas.

"Why don't you fly over to her? You guys should celebrate this Chrismas together."

I always wish to throw everything aside, book a plane ticket and to fly to your side.

However, those are just my wishful thinkings.

"How could I? I've tons of things to do. Besides, she said that she wouldn't have the time to celebrate Christmas in Australia yesterday night."

A sly smile starts to form on Seunghyun's face, giving a few coughs as he speaks.

"Anyway, I'm having a Christmas party in my house. Bring along whoever you want or turn up as a loner which you most probably will."

"Since when a clean freak like Choi Seunghyun will open pa