A princess can save herself .... 

               Jin collapses in to taehyung's arms. Jin nuzzles in to the crook of taehyung's neck ; he feels the younger wrap his arms around him tighter. Taehyung couldn't understand what was going on. Wasn't the door knob of jin's room closed using black magic ? How did he get out ? Did Evelyn just let him ?

      Jin almost drifts in to the darkness of closing his eyelids but ...

" W-where is jungkook ?" That's the first thing jin asks from taehyung . Taehyung shivered ;  jin's hot breath was hitting against the sensitive spot on taehyung's neck. 

     Taehyung only gritted his teeth in return. After all you been through ... You still ask where that bastard is ? 

jin broke their hug and looked in to taehyung's angry eyes. Jin doesn't know why taehyung looks angry but he feels like he said the wrong thing.   " I - I am sorry tae .." 

    Jin looks around on the ground . There were the bodies of other members. He forgets to breath , he falls down on to the floor in a swell of cries . He runs his hands through the bodies of members trying to wake them up .He shook the shoulders of Jimin who has been collapsed to the ground screaming his name ..

" JIMIN ! JIMIN - taehyung what - what -" jin stammered . Are they all dead ? 

" hyung , they are fine . " taehyung said lazily " they are just tired " probably because they over used their magic. 

    " its all my fault .. " jin's eyes poured with tears and taehyung swept the princess off of the ground and hugged him . Taehyung murmured that it was okay and it was not jin's fault. Finally jin calmed down when his tears dried .

" tae tae can you please help me .. ? " jin asked " can you put all of them on their beds ? I -I'll come in a minute okay?"

taehyung nodded ' anything for you princess ......' 

" I know I can trust you ..  " jin smiled in to taehyung's ears . Taehyung felt happy yet burdened. That burden didn't suffocated him but it made him feel worthless. Because , will he be able to be a trustworthy to jin ?

     Jin broke their hug and quickly ran away somewhere. Taehyung looked at the disappearing figure of jin ...... Dumbfounded .... And .....Pained. 

   Because taehyung knows the person jin is looking for isn't him ....

                     When jin finally found jungkook , he was still in the dining room . The whole room was a mess. Furniture was thrown everywhere.Jungkook was curled up in a corner still hugging the 'star points ' chart close to his chest. 

       There was no signs of any kinds of tears but jungkook was howling and screaming like he has been shot. 

           Freshly cut wounds everywhere on his body from the sharp edges of  shattered glasses .....

there is no difference really .....

       Of that five year old boy who got his wings clipped 

              And this eighteen year old boy who is hugging a canvas board. 

   Jungkook grabbed the skin above his heart as if he wanted to rip his heart out and throw it to the furthest corner. He whispered " it hurts ... It hurts .." In between his screaming. Jin doesn't understand why jungkook was only  screaming but not crying ..

      Jin couldn't take the pathetic state of jungkook anymore. He rushed to jungkook 's side and turned the raven haired boy to his side. Jungkook was startled by the sudden contact ; his eyes widened by seeing the last person that he thought of seeing. 

       " JIN !" His voice sounded desperate . " jin .. Jin .. Jin .." He chanted like a mantra , jin couldn't help but to break in to a smile. Jungkook immediately grabbed jin in his arms and held him close to his chest. He broke his hug to examine jin it was indeed his own princess. That same gentle features , the same plump lips and gorgeous hooded eyes ..... His fingers traced the sides of jin's face as if to make sure this isn't a dream. Jin couldn't held his genine smile while his cheeks burns up. Jungkook felt immensely happy , insanely happy ... So happy that he thought that his heart could burst out any minute .. 

                           Wait ....... I am a monster ... 

         " GET AWAY FROM ME !" Jungkook threw jin away from him . He hugged himself and breathed loudly. Jin felt his heart break in to pieces when jungkook scooted backwards away from him. 

" jungkook ... I am here to help ..." Jin's voice cracked

                     Hyung don't help me , I am a bad person ... 

      Jin came near jungkook again and helped the young boy stand up. Although jungkook was young , his body structure was heavy. Jin couldn't possibly carry him with his frail body. But jin was determined , he made the younger wrap his arms around his shoulder and made the maknae stand up on his feet. 

            Jungkook looked at his princess struggle to take him to his room. He couldn't help but feel useless , pathetic being taken care of a person that he should take care of. Jin didn't complain or say anything , he just dragged jungkook in to his room. Jin placed jungkook's heavy body on to the mattress and quickly left him to fetch the first aid box. 

                      It drives me insane that I am not able to help you ... 

         Jungkook's head was blank. What just happened ? Did jin really come back ? Is this all a part of his imagination? How did he come back ? Why did Evelyn just let him go out of the blue ?  Ofcourse jungkook didn't have the confident to ask jin about theses things. 

I need to look in to things. There is no compassion in Evelyn. I must not think that she just let jin out for free. There is something here I don't know ... 

         Jungkook 's body was tired from all the sadness he feels ... He rather have jin screaming and punching , asking him why jungkook didn't save him rather than being this patient ... This patience in jin is complete madness !  Jungkook almost drifts back to sleep when his eye lids felt heavy 

                              no Jeon jungkook ... You cannot loose. You need to stay alert. 

        Jin came back with his first aid box and knelt beside jungkook. Jin began from cleaning the freshly cut wounds with wet cotton. Jungkook didn't even noticed his wounds until jin started taking care of them. It's like all his senses boosted alive ;  he felt the stinging pain from his wounds more vibrant than before. 

                          Jin , you make me feel alive ....  

After jin was done with cleaning , jin smothered some ointment over the fleshy wounds. When jungkook flinched in pain, jin immediatly blew on it to make it less painful. Jungkook saw jin's face reflecting pain for his wounds. 

         Why do you care about me so much? 

    What if you don't care about me at all ?

          Jin knows okay ? Jin knows that he didn't came for jin's rescue. Jin knows that jungkook had other worries .. Jin knows how power hungry and selfish jungkook can be... Jin knows that jungkook can't love that easily. ...

You are pretty stupid to think that a person like jungkook is capable of feelings ... Jin. You are . So . Stupid.

       Jungkook watches jin putting on plasters over his wounds . The subtle smile didn't leave jin's mouth ... Jungkook notices there is actuall sadness in it. Jungkook knows that jin knows everything ...

      " are you angry with me ?" Jungkook finally asks ; he is sick of the silence . 

  ".  Mmmh .. For what " jin answers with a sweet tired smile as if he doesn't know already .

      Everything. Me not saving you when I easily could've .. Me not caring about how lonely you must've felt alone , me not caring about scared you must've been inside ...

"  I forgive you " jin simply puts , there was no room for any other arguments. You cannot argue against compassion .then his sweet smile follows .. But his smile doesn't follow to his eyes. 

    He says that he'll forgive me not because he is stupid ..

      He says that he'll forgive me not because he is kind ..

        He says he'll forgive me because he just don't think I am worth fighting for ... 

 Jin tucks jungkook in to the bed and covers him with enough blankets to feel warm and whispers "sleep jungkook-ah ~"

Why feel like you are being nice to me because you want to leave me ? 

       I will do something .. Anything .. I never felt desperation like this before. 

         Jin innocently kissed on top of jungkook's temple and opened his mouth to say ' sweet dreams  ' but jungkook grabbed jin but his hips and threw him to the bed. Jin groaned at the sudden impact and jungkook liked the pained look on jin's face. Jin looked at jungkook disbelievingly , almost pleading for jungkook to let him go .. 

     That's right princess , be afraid of me .... Be very afraid of me ....

  Jungkook quickly crawled on top of jin's body . He grabbed both of jin's hands in his hand and pressed them above jin's head . He was hovering on top of jin's body being rough enough to not leave any space for the older to escape. Jin bit his lips and he was sweating all ready; the temperature of both of their bodies made him nauseous . The thick air around them made almost choke. Jungkook his lips