Help me.

My Love {CLOSED}

You stretched out your arms as you tried to hide your face under the blankets from the bright sun lights.

When you failed to do so, you sighed and sat up in the bed – eyes still half-closed.

 Then you felt that something was missing. Opening your eyes a bit wider, you found that Yongguk wasn’t there beside you.

Slowly getting out of the bed, you walked out of the bedroom and found him sitting on the couch with his laptop on his legs.

The lights of dawn hitting his bare chest in all the right angles, you blushed.

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Damn—He IS fine looking. You had to admit.

The lights that surround his figure made it look like some kind of halo. The shadows outlining his muscles with such fancy, he looked almost like a god.

You saw his eyes furrowed together and a frown outlining the bottom of his sharp face. He seemed so focused on something, you thought it’d be better not to disturb him. So instead, you quietly turned around and walked back to the bedroom.

Hopping onto the bed, you reached out for your phone. You really didn’t have anything to do and it was getting boring. As the minutes went by, you couldn’t help but feel like you’d soon die from boredom.

 

Just as you were going to go out to talk to Yongguk, you heard the door open and Yongguk jump right beside you, wrapping his arms around your waist.

“Good morning, babe.”

“Good morning.”

 

Yongguk took in a deep breath before pulling you up close to him.

With his lips just above your ear, his husky voice floated through the air, “You know what the best thing is?”

“What?”

“Waking up with the woman that you love right next to you—sleeping in your arms.”

You laughed, “But you weren’t with me when I woke up.”

“I guess. I had some stuff to sort out,” he sighed.

“You brought work to our honeymoon?” You asked, giving him a pout.

“Well, I don’t think I brought it—rather it followed me, stalked me all the way to our honeymoon.”

You gave him a weird look, “You’re making no sense right now.”

 

He chuckled while showering your whole face with his messy, wet kisses. You, on the other hand, tried to push him away because: One, you were feeling embarrassed, but two, because you didn’t wash. But he paid no attention to your pushes until you had to point out that you didn’t wash yet.

“You don’t have to. I like you just the way you are.”

You scrunched your face at his reply. “Okay, now that’s just weird.”

He smiled, “Love does weird things to you.”

 

He helped you up and thirty minutes later, you guys were heading down to the hotel breakfast buffet. During breakfast, you talked about what you’d want to do for the last night and two days left in Vegas.

It was soon settled that in the afternoon, you’d be heading out to watch a show and at night, you guys will be going to the club. It was going to be the first time you’ve ever been in a club and to be truthful, it scared you. You didn’t know what a club was actually like—only those in Korean dramas and music videos. You just hoped that you’ll come back to your hotel room in one piece and in Yongguk’s arms.

 

That evening, Yongguk took you out a little earlier than the show time to buy you a dress to wear at the club.

He literally went through every single piece of clothing in the store to find the most least revealing dress he could find. Sure, he would have absolutely LOVED to see you in all those y, revealing clothing, but he didn’t even want to think about all the dirty men out there.

Alas, he couldn’t find one any better than a simple, sequined dress. Though not revealing much, when you walked out of the fitting room with the piece of clothing on, Yongguk thought he could pass right there and then.

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The dress hugged you to perfection and the matching heels defined your slim, but long and toned legs. If Yongguk had one word to describe you, it would've been: "GODDESS"

Soon you were walking out of the mall with the dress that Yongguk purchased for you—honestly you really didn’t have a stance when choosing the outfit.

The two of you reached Bellagio for the “O Cirque du Soleil” show. Grabbing a seat, Yongguk reached over with his left arm and wrapped it around your shoulders. Ignoring the conscience in you—telling you pull away from him—you leaned into his chest, closing your eyes.

When Yongguk felt you leaning further into him, he unconsciously smiled.

“Enjoy the show, darling. It’s one of the greatest out here on the Vegas Strip.”

 

Nodding your head, the show finally started and the lights dimmed. Yongguk couldn’t focus on the show that was going on right in front of him. He was way too focused on the way your head lifted every time he would take in a breath for himself. The feeling of your small head resting against his broad chest made Yongguk feel like he’s got everything in the world. He could ask for nothing better than what he was feeling now.

Likewise, no matter how hard you tried to focus your attention on the actors that were flying around on stage, you couldn’t help but savor the scent of you husband radiating off of him. You could feel his heart pump against your right cheek at a steady but firm rate. His breath hitting the top of your head every time his chest rose up. You had to admit that it had to be one of the best feelings that you haven’t felt in years.

 

When the show ended, you nor Yongguk knew what the show was about since neither of you paid any attention to the actors stunts. But you both left the auditorium hand in hand with smiles on your faces.

 

 

You guys grabbed a quick dinner and went back to the hotel room. Yongguk jumped onto the bed, burying his nose in between the pillows. He smiled when he heard the bedroom door close and your light, heeled footsteps walk into the door. You chuckled when you saw him sprawled out on the bed like that.

“You tired?”

Yongguk nodded.

“How about we just settle in for tonight? We don’t have to go to the club you know,” you began to say, but Yongguk cut you off.

“Nah. It’s fine, but I do think I know what might make me feel a bit better.”

“And what may that be?”

Yongguk turned his head to his right so that he could face you, standing only a few feet away from the bed.

He motioned you over with his fingers, “I want a massage.”

 

You laughed, “I don’t know how to give one!”

“You want me to show you?” He asked with dangerously sultry tone.

With your eyes wide, you took steps back, making Yongguk laugh at your actions.

“I’m kidding! You make it look like I’m going to eat you whole right now,” Yongguk joked.

“That was not the least funny.”

“Hey, but you looked cute—all scared like a bunny,” he smiled. “We are going to the club. I want to show you around, it’s great to loosen up once in a while.”

 

You waited on the couch for him to finish dressing into something different. When he did walk out, you were stunned. He wore an all-white outfit to match your simple black sequined one. Heck, his cap was even white. But all together, he looked gorgeous.

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“How do I look?” He asked when he found you eyeing him head to toe.

“Great,” you gave him a short reply while you turned around, but your head was screaming: “HOT”.

“You think I could get some girls?” He questioned, making you stop dead in your tracks and slowly turn to face him.

There was only one word that was clearly written all over your face: DISBELIEF.

 

Sure, you know that you weren’t supposed to have any feelings whatsoever towards this man, but seriously? Even if it was fake, you were is fake wife.

“Wh-what did you just say?”

Yongguk smiled, which made you hate him even more at the moment. If this was the type of man Yongguk actually was, then you had no intention to let your heart ever beat for him again.

Although you knew that you were being a hypocrite, you did not like the fact that Yongguk had even dared to ask you such a question.

 

Walking up to you, he chuckled, “I love that expression. Your face is so priceless right now… I can see all the disbelief and jealousy written over it.”

He hugged you, nuzzling his face up into the crook of your neck and placing a chaste kiss there—giving you the chills. “Don’t worry. Nobody comes into my eyes except you. No matter how hot they say they are, how pretty they are—no one on this planet can compare to you, my love.”

On the way over to the club, you scrunched up your face whenever a drunk man or couple passed by.

 

You guys didn’t even get to the club before Yongguk got into a fight with someone… And this is what happened:

 

You guys were walking just crossing one of the bridges that led to another hotel when a clearly drugged man stumbled up to you and fell. He fell down after tripping over his own foot, but he tumbled down on you. You didn’t meet the ground all thanks to Yongguk’s fast reflexes, but what Yongguk witnessed was more than enough to make him fume.

He saw the man purposefully land his hand on your thighs as he fell down. Yongguk wasn’t too sure if you took note of that, but when he saw it coming, something clicked inside of him.

 

As soon as Yongguk caught you from crashing down, he straightened you up and then hovered over the man on the ground. Placing both his legs on either sides of this drunkard, Yongguk bent down to grab him by the collar.

You were off to the side, rubbing your ankle, but when you saw Yongguk bend back down to the man, you quickly ran up beside him.

“Yongguk! Stop!! What are you doing?” You said as you tried to stop him. But all Yongguk did was give you a lopsided smirk, “Move. Back.”

Then what happened before your eyes, whipped by and you hardly remembered what happened.

 

Yongguk dragged the man back up before slamming him into the walls beside them. He continuously slammed the man, until the man himself brought a fist up to Yongguk’s face.

“What the hell are you doing?!!?” The drunk man slurred.

“What do you think I’m doing, you fuking drunk ?!” Yongguk gritted through his teeth as he punched the man back.

But when he lifted his hand the second time, he stopped midair when he felt your slim fingers wrap around his biceps. “Stop Yongguk.”

And that made him stop. Something told him that he needed to stop.

He dropped the man on the ground, grabbed your hand and quickly led you to the opposite direction.

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Once you guys were far from the scene, Yongguk slowed down his pace and you guys were just walking on the strip quietly. Resting his arms against the rails he heard you burst out laughing. Yongguk turned to look at you, “What’s so funny?”

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“You are really…” You started to say in between your laughs.

“I’m really what?” Yongguk tried to ask with a straight face, but he couldn’t help the smile that spread across his face when he saw you laugh. “I don’t think I’ve seen you laugh that loud around me yet.”

“It’s just so funny!”

“What is?”

“Nothing,” you said as you calmed down.

“You know something? You have changed me so much. I feel like I’m almost… Almost powerless around you. I’m weak against you, it’s so weird. I’m used to having people listen to me, but when I’m with you, it’s like you control me… and I guess I’m just not used to that,” he said.

“Oh. Well… Um, is that supposed to be a good thing?”

“I guess not? I don’t know, it’s just, I got a really weird feeling back there when you held me back.. Almost as if there was a great force holding me back from doing anything that I’ll regret.” He said as he gave you a smile.

Both of you made way back to the hotel and started to pack up. That night was going to be the last night of your honeymoon and although it didn’t end with a blast, you were happy—for no real reason. Just looking at him, talking to him and having him there with you was enough to let your smile last on your face till the very next day.

 

 

BACK IN KOREA (HANNAMDONG)

“Guys!!! Wake up, wake up, wake UP!!” Youngjae screamed as he ran into the maknae’s room. He jumped on the two sleeping figures as Junhong and Jongup both grunted.

“Ah, hyung. Please, I JUST fell asleep…” Junhong complained as he pushed his hyung off of him and pulled the blanket over his head.

“C’mon guys! I have GREAT news!!” Youngjae said, excited.

“What is it, hyung?” Jongup asked as he slowly sat up from his bed.

“Guess who’s backkkk??”

“Who?”

“Let’s wait till Junhong’s up too…”

Youngjae waited for Junhong to reply while Jongup was sitting there half asleep. There was complete silence until Junhong groaned, “I AM awake you know… Just go on hyung.”

“Nope. Not until you get yourself up and come out to the living room.”

With that, Youngjae left the two in their position and plopped himself down on the living room couch. He grinned as he watched his two dongsaengs trudge themselves over and squint at the bright lights.

“Okay! Now that all two of you are awake… I want you guys to check your phones.”

“AGGGHHHH!!” Junhong ruffled his hair in frustration, “Really hyung? My phones in the room, just tell us what’s going on.”

“Fine,” Youngjae gave up, “Daehyun’s contacted me!!!”

By then, Youngjae had the maknae’s full attention.

“WHAT?” Jongup with wide eyes spoke up first to break the silence that settled in over them.

“Yup! Daehyun said he’s going to come here first thing tomorrow morning!!”

“That’s great!” Junhong said as he clapped his hands together like a baby, “But where was he?”

Youngjae shrugged, “As long as he gets here safely… We can ask him that tomorrow.”

 

 

The next day…

 

“Hyungs!!!! WAKE UPPPPP!” Junhong shouted as he opened all the curtains to let in the sunlight.

Youngjae groaned, “What time is it…”

“It’s 8 A.M. You said Daehyun hyung’s going to be here any minute now!!”

Junhong then ran into Jongup’s room and woke him up.

 

Soon all three of the were sitting in the living room huddled together—Youngjae leaning against Jongup as he was starting to fall asleep again.

After a few minutes, they heard the doorknob turn and all three of them ran over.

 

“JUNG DAEHYUN!!!!!”

“HYUNG!”

“WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!!”

All three of them yelled at the poor Daehyun at once.

 

“Hey guys..” Daehyun greeted them with a weak smile. Noticing this, Youngjae quickly grabbed onto Daehyun’s luggage, “Daehyun, go rest. We’ll ask you the questions later.”

Daehyun sighed—he didn’t know how and what he would tell his friends.

“Jongup, Junhong, why don’t you guys set up the breakfast table today?” Youngjae suggested. “Hyung’s going to put Daehyun hyung’s stuff away and then I’ll help you guys, alright?”

 

Nodding their heads, Jongup and Junhong left for the kitchen while discussing what they’d be preparing. Before Youngjae could leave Daehyun grabbed a hold of his wrist, “Youngjae… I got to tell you something.”

“What up?”

“….”

“Is it something serious?” Youngjae questioned, “Did you give your parents a call? They were worried sick when you went missing. Where were you anyways? How come you didn’t answer any of my calls?”

“I have a problem…”

“Okay. So tell me.”

Daehyun sighed. He wasn’t sure if he should let Youngjae know about everything.

“Daehyun.. You want to go inside?” Youngjae said as he pointed out that they were still standing by the front door.

 

“Youngjae. I think-“

“You think WHAT? Dude seriously, tell me or just don’t bring it up,” Youngjae stated as he was starting to get annoyed by Daehyun’s behavior.

 

“I think I fell in love with someone I know I shouldn’t… Help me.”

 

 

 

 

A/N: Hey guys!! Long time no see!!! OMG I finally got this out :D Hope you guys enjoyed, though it wasn't really eventful. I'm so sorry if you found this chapter boring!! I think I'm going into a slump or something LOL BUT I WILL come back with something better for the next chapter :)!! I thank ALL of you guys -- supporters, subscribers, silent readers, commenters, etc!!! Thank you all for waiting for me and supporting me all this way :D You guys make my days!!

 

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@Always9there: I thank you so much!!! You're the best, seriously your comment had me smiling like a child :D Hope you'll enjoy the rest of my story! This update wasn't the best, but I'll make sure the next one is better :D Thanks again for subscribing to my other story too!! Enjoy!

 

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@iylia87: Yeah.. I did kind of make it obvious that it was Daehyun lol XD it's cuz I was debating on whether or not I wanted you guys to figure it out or not hahahah I thank you so much for all your support and love!! I love you so much!! and Ihoped you enjoyed! <3

 

 

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