You woke up to the sound of the rain slapping the windows.

Struggling to open your eyes, you turned your body over and snuggled deeper into the warmth that enveloped you. It was freezing cold that morning. The cold piercing all the way into your bones.

After staying so for a couple of minutes, you finally got your frozen eyelids to open.

You were greeted with that gummy smile along with his famous crescent eyes. Only, he quickly turned away, obviously embarrassed that he was caught staring at you.

“Good morning..” You offered.

“Ye-yeah good morning..” He seemed awfully shy that moment, and you had to admit to yourself that you saw this side of him…cute.

But after a few moments, Yongguk came back to his normal self, the dominant, cheesy, romantic guy you knew.

“Babe, you should go take a shower while I go make our breakfast..” He gently placed his lips on top of your eyelids and lingered there.

As he lifted his lips off of you, he also unwrapped his arms that were secured around your body.

You watched him as he glided over to his closet and hand you one of his shirts.

“We’ll go get you some new clothes after we’re done eating alright?”

You nodded and he kissed you on the cheek before he left for the kitchen.

 

YONGGUK’S POV

AAGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH! She is just so adorable… The way she snuggled up close against my body……!!!!!!

I couldn’t help but smile big. That moment, I could swear that I was the happiest man alive.

As I left her in the room for her to wash up, she looked so adorable. I don’t care if she didn’t wash last night, I don’t care if she still didn’t brush her teeth.

I would give up my everything to kiss her fully on the lips and never let go.

As I was walking down the stairs to kitchen… My brain started to bring up my hateful past…..

She’s the one that makes me happy…the one that for some reason, I can’t get enough of… She’s the one that makes me want to be a better man. The one that makes me regret… what I’ve done in the past..

And I didn’t even get to propose to her… I regret that also… I got married to her in two weeks after our meeting… I never had the chance to properly propose to her…

Before I met her… I swore to myself, never… NEVER.. to fall in love again. That’s why I went around doing all that shi* my past two years..

If I had known… just known that I’d be meeting the love of my life, I wouldn’t have done such dumb actions.

I regret it…

I don’t know how I’m going to tell her…

Tell her that….

I’ve been a dirty monster.

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A monster. Yup… That’s who I am…

A beast… that every girl would hate….. When would I ever have the chance to tell her… tell her without losing her… Is that even possible?

I reached the kitchen with a frown on my face. It fascinated me how I can go from extremely happy to gloomy within a minute. I know now that if I see her face now, I would be a smiling, happy mess.

The things she does to me… Makes me lose my mind. I wonder if she feels the same..

When I opened the fridge, I found it to be empty once again, so I got out the cabbage, carrots, broccoli, and other vegetables that I have no clue as to what they are called… and made a salad…

Haaa…. Salad… I don’t like salad. But here I am willing to eat the salad just for a girl that I’ve blindly fell for…

END OF POV

“Dangggg Yongguk… SALAD?!?!!!!”

Yongguk turned around and met a laughing Yongnam in the middle of the doorway. Yongguk narrowed his eyes on his brother, “Shut up…”

“Ahh.. but if she wants to maintain that hot body, she would care about the foods that enter her stomach..” Yongnam said to himself as he walked in.

Yongguk stopped what he was doing and his eyes turned into huge circles that would’ve popped out of his eyes.

“WHAT DID YOU SAY?!?!!!”

Yongnam shrugged, “What DID I say?”

Yongguk let go of the spoon he was holding onto and walked up to his brother.

“Don’t. You. Dare. Talk. Like. That. About. MY. Wife.” He gritted with a clenched jaw.

His eyes were burning with fire and his blood boiling to the point his body would erupt any moment.

Yongnam laughed and brought his hands up, “I was just joking. Oh my God it’s soo fun to make you mad.”

Yongnam walked pass his fuming brother and got himself a glass of milk.

“Don’t worry Yongguk, I ain’t the type to go around and hitting on my own sister-in-law.”

“Oh boy, you better not.”

Yongguk got back to tossing his salad as Yongnam leaned back against the counter.

“Hey, did you know that Dad hired a new worker?” Yongnam started.

“And who is that?”

“I honestly don’t know.. Didn’t get to see his face.. Just his eyes. Don’t know his name either…”

“Then how are you so sure he’s working under Dad?”

“The vibe I got off the man… I don’t like his looks though…Thought he might murder someone..”

“Who is he working for? You? Me?” Yongguk looked up from the food.

This was something serious for the two of them. Being the two sons of the ‘nearly-richest-man’ in Seoul, hiring new workers, bodyguards, etc was a big deal.
And Yongguk’s have had enough.. He already had beside him: 13 different bodyguards (three of them for when he’s travelling outside Korea), 5 maids, 3 cooks… and 7 more for his personal assistants. Honestly though, Yongguk’s never used any of them, or that’s what he thinks.

Yongguk always told his workers to stay home and he’ll pay them. He finds these ‘workers’ of his useless.

His bodyguards would follow him around buildings and streets like dogs following their owners… His maids would try to hit on him every chance they got and he was grossed out by that… which is why he told them not to show up…

What he didn’t know was that his father used his bodyguards as a tool to watch Yongguk’s every move. But since Yongguk gets away from them… They were pretty much useless.

“I’m not really sure… I didn’t officially meet him yet.. Which I find pretty odd… Dad would’ve made one of us meet him if that man were to work under us… Maybe the man’s a private bodyguard for Mom?” Yongnam suggested.

“No… Why would Dad put a bodyguard on Mom? That doesn’t make sense.. Since Dad’s always with her…”

“Anyhow, I hope that guy in the black suit is YOUR bodyguard and not MINE,” Yongnam smirked, “He looks suspicious..”

“Hey Yongnam,…. Could you do me a favor?”

“What up?”

“Look that man up… find more information about him. Okay?”

Yongnam looked annoyed, “Why would I do that?! I got a life you know… And you’re the one that usually does all that stuff!”

“Yes.. I know. Look, I would look into the man, but hey, I got a wife to take care of? She’s my top priority right now so help me out a bit… What if he’s someone dangerous?”

“Alright alright… I’ll look into the man.. And tell you about.. But even though your top priority is ____, I want you to look around and we can tell each other what we find out.”

“Deal” Yongguk sealed.

“I’ll get going, I’m gonna try to narrow down the categories as to which the man might be working under. Who knows, maybe he’s just Dad’s personal cook.”

Yongguk nodded his head, “Talk to me about it tonight… I’m leaving tomorrow for our honeymoon..”

“Later..”

Yongguk sighed and went back to what he was doing.

As he was finishing up the dining table, he heard soft footsteps walk up behind him.

He turned around and his breath hitched. His eyes turned wide, “You are gorgeous.. You look like an angel, Love.” He walked over to you and pulled you into his arms.

You were wearing one of his white button-down shirts that reached down to your knees.

“This is only for me to see…” He whispered.

Taking your hand in his, he led you to the table and sat you across from him.

You guys finished your light breakfast and you got your hands on the dishes before he could offer to wash the dishes again.

You were washing the dishes as Yongguk watched you move swiftly around the sink.

And unknowingly, the tails of his lips crept up.

His eyes traveled up your long, toned legs to the curve of your shoulders. Every single part of you made his heart pound crazily.

He couldn’t help but think about what beauty was hiding underneath the piece of clothing.

I wonder how soft her skin would feel on my own…..

Yongguk quickly shook his head shocked. I shouldn’t be thinking such erted thoughts… Haa…. She’s so beautiful..

“I’m done!”

Your voice brought Yongguk out of his thoughts. Yongguk stood up, turned your around and wrapped his arms around your waist. Pushing his weight against your back, he led you upstairs as he breathed deeply against your neck.

Once he arrived at his room with you in his arms, he opened the door and grabbed your purse.

“Is there anything else you need, sweetheart?”

You shook your head and untangled his arms from your waist.

“We can get you changed into your clothes when we stop by our house.”

“Thanks, Yongguk..”  

You waited for him to change out of his pajamas and into a black and red striped coat along with a pair of dark black jeans that matched him well.

“Let’s go now~ Oh! Hold up.. Let me grab a blanket..”

Yongguk disappeared and showed up a few minutes later with a blanket folded neatly in his arms.

You looked at it questioningly and he smiled, “So you can wrap it around you in the car… I would give you one of my coats, but you are going to change into your own when we get to our house… So… You know what.. Let’s get you a coat…”

He disappeared once again and came back with a black coat of his.

 

“Here… wear this.” Yongguk tried to get the coat over your shoulders, but you refused.

“No! It’s fine Yongguk…” You refused.

But Yongguk held your arms together and slipped his coat on you.

“NOW, let’s go…” Yongguk said with a smile. He held out his hand and grabbed onto it as he helped you out the front door and into the car.

You wore his coat all the way to your guys’ house and once you got in, Yongguk told you to change so that you guys can go out to the mall and look stuff up for your new house.

You dressed yourself up in a very light beige skinny jeans with a white shirt and dark beige cardigan. Then you hid your slim figure under the thick red fur coat that your friend back in high school bought you.

 

You remembered that your friend worked day and night to buy you the coat as a graduation present. She was your only friend back then, but after you guys graduated… She left for the States, leaving you alone…

You grabbed a light brown bag and stuffed it with your wallet, pen, notebook, cellphone, and a moisturizing mist.

Then fixing your hair, you walked to the living room where Yongguk was waiting for you.

Yongguk stood up, dazed by the way you look… His jaw dropped and his eyes turned wide as he looked at you up and down.

“You are……… You are my goddess… Darling, you look lovely… I hate that I’m taking you outside like that where the rest of the world could see your glow… I don’t want to share you with anyone else…” He stood in front of you, lifted your chin with his finger and bent down.

You closed your eyes tightly and slightly turned away. Chuckling in a deep, low voice he kissed your nose, “Let’s go, gorgeous.”

Yongguk left you standing there, flushed. Slowly opening your eyes, you let out the breath you held. Shaking your head, you walked out behind him.

When you opened the door, you saw Yongguk standing there with his left hand in his jean pocket and his right holding onto the umbrella—holding it above his head. When he saw you walk out, his face brightened and walked over so that he covered you from the rain that was pouring.

You looked up at him with touched eyes, “Thank you… Yongguk..Thank you.”

He helped you sling your right arm into his left one, and walked you to the car.

“Then let’s head for the mall!”

After a few moments, you looked out the window and was greeted with four smiling faces.

You smiled back and saw Junhong waving his hand to you until you truly believed that he was going to break his arm.

You laughed while Yongguk unbuckled your seat belt.

“What’s so funny?”

“Look at Junhong… He looks like his arms gonna fly off.” You were almost crying because you laughed so much.

“Junhong must really like you..” Yongguk said with a saddened  tone.

You looked over at him and saw him with a  pout. You tapped his protruded lips, “What’s wrong?”

“My friends like you too much…”

“Hahahah…. Seriously Yongguk?”

“Yup… But your only MINE. M-I-N-E. Mine.”

You patted his hand, “Yes.. I’m legally married to you… They tell me that I’m yours..”

Your last two words made Yongguk’s smile touch his right ear to his left.

“I love you so much..” He whispered as he quickly pecked your lips and ran out of car.

He opened the door for you and you stepped out. When you looked up, you met eyes with Daehyun, and he was sort of…….. glaring at you? You couldn’t really grasp it straight… But something about him was… off?

Maybe he’s feeling under the weather today…

You guys walked into the mall and started from the top floor all the way down to the first floor. You guys visited many different stores and you took note of all the items that Yongguk and you picked out to buy when you guys return from your honeymoon.

All the while, Yongguk didn’t even get the chance to stand next to you until the last few stores. Yongguk glared at Junhong and Jongup for taking you away from him.

Yongguk could have glared holes into their heads as he carefully watched their every moves. Every time Yongguk saw Junhong wrap his arm around your shoulder, he would stand behind the maknae and continue to pierce into his face. When Junhong’s eyes met Yongguks, he would slowly unwrap his arm and say, “Sorry.. My mistake. HaHa…”

Yongguk didn’t even take a good look at the stores because he was so focused on watching his friends and making sure that they wouldn’t you or something. Though the four were the only friends he trusted, he didn’t like that they acted sooo comfortably around you.

 

When you guys finished shopping, Youngjae offered that he would buy everyone ice cream. So everyone walked over to the ice cream store.

“Honey, wait for me here with Daehyun while I go help the boys bring the ice cream..” Yongguk left, but before he did, he kissed your temple and told Daehyun, “Stay with her and I’ll be back soon..”

Daehyun just nodded and looked out the window of the store.

There was an awkward silence that enveloped you guys.

Trying to break the silence, you started, “Hey.. uhm.. Daehyun? Is there anything wrong?? You don’t seem that… Well.. You don’t seem like the Daehyun that I met at our wedding ceremony?”

Daehyun turned his head to you, “Nothing really… Hey can I ask you a question?”

You nodded your head as you took a sip of water from your bottle, “Ask away..”

“Why did you agree to marry Yongguk hyung? Is it because he’s rich? Or is it because he’s good-looking?”

You shook your head, “Why… I would marry him because…. Because… I.. I l-love him…”

Daehyun raised an eyebrow, “Really?”

You looked into his eyes and you found something really… really…unnatural.

You couldn’t read him, but the stare he was giving you… It had no trace of happiness..

Looking at him straight in the eye, “Yes… yes really.”

You watched him attentively and you saw something behind his eyes falter.

“Never mind..” He looked away, “I’m glad you two are happy..”

You tilted your head and placed you hand over his clenched ones.

“Daehyun… I know I’m only a few years older than you, but if something’s bothering you, you’re always free to let this noona know… Okay?”

Daehyun yanked his hand away from your touch, “Alright. Just… Just don’t touch me.”

You were pretty offended, “Are you sick?”

“Just stop… Stop asking me if I’m sick or hurt.”

Your voice failed, “… I was just curious as to why you were acting differently..”

“I… I just don’t want Yongguk hyung misunderstanding… Like when you held my hand… Yongguk hyung’s going to misunderstand and… and I don’t want that.”

“Is that it?” You asked

“Yes… Yes that’s it.”

Right then, Yongguk walked to the table with your ice cream in his hand along with his. He sat next to you, “Daehyun, Youngjae’s bringing yours.”

Daehyun nodded his head and looked away from the scene where Yongguk was feeding you the ice cream.

You still felt that there was something that Daehyun was hiding something from you… You didn’t understand… You felt like what he told you.. was just…. A lie?

Daehyun looked out the window and saw couples walk back and forth with smiles on their faces.

He risked it and let his eyes land on you, as you smiled at Yongguk.

 

 

 

_____,………….. Just why…? Why.. Why don’t you remember me??

 

 

 

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