A/N: I AM BACK. Sorry for the super, super late update ;-; My laptop finally died (may it rest in peace) and I finally got a new one (YAY). Please read 279 first. Enjoy ^^

Kyuhyunnie,

I know that when you read this, you’re going to hate me. It’s okay. I hate myself too. It is why I’m doing this.

I love Siwon and Siwon loves me, but it is not enough anymore. I can’t live like this anymore. He doesn’t have time for me, I’m not going to force him to give up his career for me. I cannot survive on kisses and hugs. I cannot survive on empty promises. I cannot survive without the man I fell in love with.

But enough about me. I want you to do something for me. Find my hoobae, Kim Ryeowook and apologize to him for me. Tell him I’m sorry I can’t see him anymore. Tell him that I hope he’s happy with Jongwoon. Tell him I’m sorry for being a bad hyung.

And lastly, I’m sorry Kyuhyunnie. I’m sorry for leaving you. I’m sorry for being weak. I’m so, so sorry. I love you baby brother. Take care of Siwonnie for me.

(P.S Siwon I love you, you stupid horse. If you blame yourself for this, I will come back and haunt you. .)

                       Love,

                            Heechul

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