Note: still dark/night-time

YOSEOB POV

It was heart breaking her story. I really loved my parents. They allowed me to follow my dreams. I guess I was taking them for granted. Once, or if I get back, I will tell them how much I loved them. Hana continued with her story.

‘He threw it out of the plane. Pulled down a window, in mid-air. We loss some oxygen because of it so I couldn’t breathe and plus, I was bawling my eyes out, like a little kid and I hated it. It didn’t want to look weak in front of my dad. But it wouldn’t stop.’ She let out a forced chuckled.

‘Look at me getting side-tracked. Look Yoseob, the reason I jumped was because maybe if I disappeared for a while, he will notice. Maybe … maybe not. I still hold hopes in my heart he will go searching for me. I would take anything from that man, even disappointment. But the truth is I know that there is no one at home who would miss me if I were gone for good. I don’t have the courage to kill myself so I thought, if I were gone from the real world and lived on this island, then everyone would be happy. No one would miss me, no one knew me so what kind of people are missing me now?’ she said.

Little by little I began to understand her a little better. For someone like me, who has the whole world watching me I could never know how she could feel. Being inhibited from the outside world, while I sing and dance in front of millions, we are so different. I could hear her cry in little whimpers. For someone who had stayed strong for so long, she finally broke down. I grabbed her whole body and held her tight.

‘Cry. Cry like you never have. Go on,’ I told her. She clutched the back of my shirt and cried. I could feel the tears from for heart dampening my shirt. I held her even closer. I could hear her cries being muffled on my shirt.  After a few minutes, she stopped. I could feel her warm breath on my wet shirt. I pulled her away. Her face was damp and I used my thumbed to wipe off the tear about to fall from her closed eye. I pulled the blanket from around my backside and manoeuvred it so it was all on her. I lay down so that she was sleeping on top of me and the blanket covered us both. It was like holding a small baby, having the need to protect her from anything and everything.

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man, i want this to happen to me ): maybe in my dream KEKEK ^^

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