NOTE: night-time.

After that awkward moment, I couldn’t say anything; no I couldn’t even look him in the eyes. And I felt bad but I didn’t know what else to do. My heart wouldn’t stop beating and I couldn’t stand upright. My whole body wouldn’t stop shaking and not because I was cold from the winds of the night. It was like I couldn’t control my body. I stared at the finger which I had bandaged as soon as it was released from Yoseob’s mouth. I fell on the sand and it hurt. I tucked me knees close to my body and wrapped my arms around my legs. I felt a little bit more comforted.

I could still feel my heart beating on my legs. It was seriously going to jump out. I can’t stop feeling this way. It not love. It had to be infatuation. He is THE Yang Yoseob; everyone in the KPOP world loves him. He was ranked fifth on the Korea’s ‘Top most wanted boyfriend’s, the person with the angelic voice, the one who Suzy’s ideal guy the one who thinks he is ranked third in B2ST popularity after Doojoon and Gikwang.

I stared at the ocean. I wanted to rid of these emotions, let them flow to the sea in hopes that they will be gone forever.

‘Jeongmal Mianhae,’ I heard a voice say. I turned around but a Hello Kitty blanket flow on top of me. I pulled it from my face and saw Yoseob staring at me with a sadden expression.