And So It Got Harder

Vampire Academy (HIATUS)

NO ONES POV

School began and Vampire Academy was back up and running. ______________ got into her uniform and was told she could not attend her classes now, instead she was going to train 24/7. She need to control her powers and train them as well. As for Light, well it was like she never existed and no one brought her up. Light was cast away and even though _________________ was still the black aura, she was a better version. Word spread fast and everyone knew that _______________ had controlled her inner self which was just Light.

Getting into the limo, she headed to Vampire Academy with her hair in a ponytail. Her side bangs framed her face with the strands of hair that laid on the side of her face. She played with her phone and looked out the window. Every time she went out she felt someone watching her. She thought it was just her imagination playing around with her, so she didn't bother to say anything.

When she arrived, she still received glares and such, but no rude comments. Some were scared of her after the big entrance at the meeting when she spun the head around. ______________ kept her head down and went to her locker. Like before she had her normal lunch, but this time they were just crackers and juice. She wasn't try to starve herself, she just didn't want to eat. It was hard for her to go find crackers that wasn't vampirefied. That wasn't a word...

______________ went to the forest just like any other day. Minho came this time and greeted her happily. "Morning." He said. "Your going to switch to a new SHINee member after the lunch bell rings." He said again and I nodded.

"Hey your at max level right?" She asked. Minho nodded. "I thought the highest was 99." _____________ said.

"Well for us we max the level for high school. It's super rare for a vampire to get to 99." Minho explained. "Well let's begin, we wouldn't want to waste time." He said and went to the pool again. ______________ just followed.

"What we going to do?" She asked.

"Your going to have to use water to kill now. The battle is not all about healing, nothing else other than fighting. No healing, no helping, just fighting." Minho said. Holding his hand up he suddenly had sharp icicles that were just like arrows. Piercing sharp icicles were floating in the air and with just one point, the icicles went straight through a tree. The holes were perfectly round until the tree split and fell on the ground. _____________ just gasped and was already in a stage of getting a headache.

"You serious?" She said.

"It's not as hard as you think it is. You got how to freeze. Now just make the shape and throw it." Minho said.

"But you just moved a finger!!" __________ disagreed.

"Well than, looks like the princess got to focus her energy." Minho teased. _____________ just pouted, but she also knew that she broke Minho's shell. She practiced and practiced, but she was still low leveled because of her human life, so it was hard for her to get it right. Minho taught her again and again, but she just couldn't get it.

"I can't do it." She said and began to pant. It was hard work and because of the fight, she had to train extra hard, not like it wasn't hard enough.

"Just try harder, you'll get it." Minho encouraged.

"I DON'T HAVE TIME!!" She shouted frustrated. She knew she only a short amount of time to learn everything and she couldn't even learn one good move. Minho patted her head and comforted her.

"We have time, just don't think about it. When it comes than you'll worry about it, for now forget about it. It's lunch, let's eat in the forest." Minho said. ________________ just nodded and went to her locker while Minho gathered the rest of SHINee. Sitting under the same tree, she began to munch away on her lunch.

YOUR POV

I'm done for... I can't do it... It's not physically or mentally possible. This got to be a dream. This is one long dream than. Wonder when it's going to end.... "Is that all you having?" Key said after swiftly coming in. I nodded. If this was a dream than Key isn't my boyfriend. "What are you talking about?" Key said.

"This is all a dream." I said and sighed.

"No it's not dummy." Taemin said.

"Has the training become to intense?" Jonghyun asked and I nodded. They seem to understand so they just try to comfort me.

"Are you guys not going to eat?" I asked.

"Are you offering yourself?" Key teased and I just rolled my eyes. "We ate before coming here." Key said and put his head on my shoulder.

"What's wrong you seem tired." I said and looked at Key.

"He used up his energy during a bet." Onew said.

"What bet?" I asked.

"Some of the hyungs in university challenged him to fight." Onew said again.

"They said that he couldn't protect you so they fought it out. 3 vs 1, but because Key's in high school they couldn't kill him." Jonghyun said.

"I won." Key said quietly.

"Idiot you could have hurt yourself." I said.

"They went on easy on me." Key said. For some odd reason I don't think those three guys were actually trying to fight with Key. I mean if you had an overprotective brother wouldn't you think something was off? Key was far to tired to talk and so he just slept in my lap. Sound asleep putting a sound proof barrier around himself so he couldn't hear anything.

"Guys what's the quickest way for me to learn my powers." I asked

"Practice." Minho said. I knew that obviously, but I needed a faster way.

"Any way else?" I asked. They shook there heads. I read the book that the teacher gave me when I was still what many called me a noob vampire. Every time you open the book it was a new story, new information, new everything. It was like a new book all together and from that I learned almost everything I knew now. It just wasn't enough though.

"We all have different ways in training." Onew said. I just needed to know mine. I fixed Key's bangs and watched him sleep soundly.

*Black aura listen closely.* I heard. I looked around and saw no one, but the voice is so familiar. *It's me Pride, the deadly sin.You want to learn faster? Than your going to suffer more pain than before.* I listened. Every moment of the previous trials scared me because they not only involved pain, but it involved how much I knew, my intelligence. I doubted that bit because it wasn't like there was a study guide, it was random.

It was like having a little math and grammar in a drivers lessons exam with a touch of biology. You just didn't know what you were tested on and no matter what, even if you studied it could have been 100% pointless. *Light will show you the task and if your up to the challenge, we'll help you.* I heard a female voice which I assumed was Warth.

*Noona your not suppose to feel any more pain, why do you feel it?* Sloth asked me who I remembered was the little boy. I remembered back in the trials each time I accomplished one I felt less pain. I was so numb that at a point I couldn't feel pain and I guess it was suppose to be forever like that. I realize that all the emotions I felt would somehow fall into the 7 sins and I was not suppose to even realize pain. What made me feel pain?

*I don't know....* I thought.

*_____________ you can only feel pain because your not scared to experience it. You said it yourself. If you didn't feel pain you couldn't feel alive, a living soul. With this pain though, is the only way to make you work harder. Don't you think?* I heard Greed say.

*Noona, change the course of  vampires, hunters and humans. Only you can do it, we all failed.* Sloth said. Me? Why me? I'm only a mere vampire that can hardly even remember how to use any of my powers. Pain... Is what kept me alive. Is what made me stronger.

*Than let's do it. The fastest way to learn my powers.* I thought.

*Than Light shall be released. Are you certain of this _____________?* Pride asked. I smiled and said yes. Light deserved to be freed, not trapped. *She will be free when you get home. She would show you to the house we will train in and there you will learn the major powers.* Pride said and I felt my mind go at ease.

*Hear that Light? Your going to be free, forever.* I said and got no response.

NO ONES POV

Light was happy, but at the same time she felt sad. Her only friend was leaving. To top it all of, she was going to be a human. Not a vampire, a human again. For her she didn't want to go to school and live a normal life. She just wasn't use to it and besides its been what? A trillion years since she was a human, I doubt they even had education back than. Though Light did go through the centuries so she did learn along the way while possessing bodies.

Time went on and the whole time Key tried to gain back his energy by sleeping. When lunched ended Onew went with _____________ to the garden while the others went to there class, including Key. "Correct me if I'm wrong, but I feel like your not only going to practice." Onew said while walking with the black aura.

"I don't know what I'm getting myself into, but all I know is I'm ready." ___________ said, but inside she was a little scared and concerned. Onew left the subject be as he knew that whatever ______________ was going to do was absolutely her choice, but he couldn't help to wonder what was going to happen.

The garden glowed and there was a light scent of flowers in the air. Though some parts of the garden was dead ________________ didn't mind to much. She knew it was the circle of life and when she finally realize that the circle of life will always exist, she knew she wouldn't live for long. Tiny little bugs feed off the dead plants and recycles the plants. Everything seem to make sense. Onew began to teach ______________ how to lift up dirt, trees, rocks and everything earth related large objects.

With almost no effort Onew levitate a huge rock and flung it at a large tree which immediately fell down after being broken in two. _____________ just gasped and sighed, she could never do it. Well not now at least. "I can't do it...." ____________ doubted herself.

"Don't doubt yourself you'll do fine as long as you practice." Onew said. For another 3 hours they practiced and practiced. It wasn't until finally school ended and _____________ went home. Once she got home she went in her backyard to practice. Time couldn't be wasted, not even a second. Key tried to loosen her up since she was all stressed out and tense, but in the end he gave up and went back to his own home.

Her family was worried as well, but they didn't dare to stop her as her powers weren't steady and she needed this. She was on her own with only her pets watching her and Light. "Light when are we going?" She asked exhausted.

*Now.* Light said and ____________ began to walk to where Light told her to. Of course she had to come up with a lame excuse to escape her house, but that wasn't to much of a problem. 15 minutes later they arrived at a nice house. It was a regular, medium house and from the looks of it was abandoned.

"Where did you get the house?" I said grabbing a key from under the welcome mat.

*The seven sins somehow created it. That or they found a house.* Light said. When _____________ stepped in, she felt like it was a real home. A regular human home. TV, couch, kitchen, bedrooms, everything that you might need was there. Suddenly ______________ felt her heart thump and her vision went black and purple again. Her vision made her head spin and she couldn't focus on anything.

YOUR POV

When my vision got blurry and my mind took over. I watched the younger me running around the same house I was in. I was only 4 or 5 back than by the looks of things. A women came in who was very old. I would think she was a maid or something. "______________." The women said.

"Yes grandma?" My little self answer. My grandma? It can't be, I mean I never saw her in my whole life. Than again my memory was erased.

"You have to run away. Far away and leave. Don't come back." She said.

"Why grandma?" The little me asked.

"Your going to hurt everyone you have to go... You have to go.... YOU HAVE TO GO NOW!!!" My grandma screamed at me. I was shocked. How could my grandma scream at a little girl. She was supposed to be sweet and caring, but she was the exact opposite. She was crazy... The younger me began to cry after getting screamed at. "YOU'LL RUIN EVERYTHING!!! YOU MONSTER!!!" She shouted and grabbed, the younger version of me's, hair. 

I wanted to stop her from hurting me and when I was just about to save myself from getting hit, my legs froze. I knew I couldn't do anything since this was all a flashback, it just had to be. I couldn't do anything, but I knew the little me would make it out or else I wouldn't be here watching a flashback. My grandma slapped me and when I looked at myself I was nearly going to cry. Within seconds my grandma exploded with limbs and blood flying around in the room.

I was horrified. I saw the eyes of the little girl that was me. Bright red and hair stained with bits of blood. I stood there and stared at the monster. I don't want to be her, but I grew up as her. I was her and I was the monster. My vision began to come back to normal and the flashback ended. I dropped to the ground and looked around the oh so familiar setting. Kill. Me. Now.

I killed not only my mother, but my grandmother as well. All when I was young. I was scared to touch anything, I didn't want to touch anything that had the blood of my grandma. It scared me. I felt sick and I wanted to throw up. I out immediately and the only thing I saw was the seven sins. Immediately though I was put back into the house and I saw a girl in front of me. "Light?" I asked.

"It's me the ex-black aura." Light said and smiled. She was so pretty. She was just like any other normal high school girl. Light had her black dress on, but instead she looked happy. "I'm finally free. Thank you." She said and pulled me up from the ground. She spun around and touched everything. Light was so happy and I felt good to. I looked around though and I was still horrified from my younger self.

"What about the other seven sins?" I asked.

"What do you mean?" Light asked.

"Are they not going to come out?" I said.

"They're dead _______________." Light said. How could they be around, let alone in my own body. I closed my eyes and thought really hard about the others. They responded.

"How do I get you guys out?" I said.

"Noona, you'll really want to let the seven sins out? We committed crimes though." Sloth said.

"Yeah just come out, Light did." I said.

"Your going to experience extreme pain." Pride warned. It wasn't like I haven't been through a lot. In just a blink of an eye, my intestines were shivering and were shrinking. My heart was beating in a irregular pace. My mind was spinning and I felt like I was hallucinating. I had a hard time breathing and all this happened in the house. Light tried to help me, but it was like a invisible wall separated us.

"______________ what's wrong get up. Why are you just laying on the ground?" Light asked. Could she not see that I was not only twitching, but struggling to even get a breath in my system. I guess if someone was to see me, they think I'm trying to sleep or something. I wasn't though I was in danger of reaching Hell.

I couldn't describe the pain, I felt like every part of me was slowly being ripped up. It was like a knife was running down my spine, hitting each bone and making a small 'dub' sound. The pain was to painful for me to handle anymore and before I knew it I out again. This time I was dreaming. There was no half painted white room or some soul in my body other than mine and everything was just like any other living thing. I was finally left alone to hear my own thoughts and talk to myself only. It was confusing, but I finally felt normal and I finally got my body back.

This time I was just like any other person I was dreaming, but I knew I was dreaming. It was a wonderful dream. It was the beach. The sun was setting and the the ocean was gently swaying away. The sand was all warm and the gigantic lobster was after me.... I screamed and woke up to find 8 people around me this time. "You out for a long time." Warth said.

"How long?" I asked and shook my head.

"3 hours." Envy said and I just sighed and laid back down. I wanted to sleep, but I knew that wouldn't happen.

"Right you guys are free!!!" I said slightly cheerfully.

"Light is, we're just souls." Lust said. I was confused. "We're dead already and only you and Light can see us, everyone else can't. Ghost in other words." He said. I try to stand up, but it was if my legs were goo. I used the couch for support and sat down. I hit my legs in hopes that they would get back to normal.

"So am I finally alone and no one is in my body or mind?" I asked. They nodded. I guess it is true I'm finally alone. This wasn't a big deal to a lot of people, but I always seem to have someone else talk that wasn't my own thoughts. *Hello?* I said in my mind and I got no response. Of course I didn't I mean this is my own body and this time it was just going to be me talking to myself.

"Is it better when we're not there?" Light asked.

"Well I could never be doing anything private without remembering that there was someone that was still in my mind." I said. Now that I thought about it. How was I never alarmed that I had a person that was in me?! Than again... How did another body come out and now Light is standing in front of me?! WHAT WAS I GOING THROUGH THESE PAST YEARS?! My head hurt, I was having a headache and I was extremely confused.

"Well than shall we start the lessons?" Pride said and I just nodded. We head in to a huge room. Inside was a viewing corridor and what looked like a torture chamber. The two rooms were separated by a glass wall. I didn't remembering this room, than again my memory was erased. Or my grandma just never showed me this room. I was still scared to go anywhere, knowing I killed my grandma wasn't helping me.

"Don't think about her, she nearly killed you that time." Light said, reading my mind. Was it just self defence? Or was I really wrong? Wrong till kill my family. Wrong to even be alive.

"Stop doubting yourself." Sloth said and hugged my legs, since he was only a little boy. They all nodded and agreed. I had to put it aside for today, I have to train, I can't waste time right now. I nodded and entered the room. The other 8 went to the viewing room and closed the door that I entered in. I looked around and I found chains, ropes and a chair. Torture chamber or not, it did not have a good feel. If you were thinking of anything ual or well stop because I'm here trying to reassure myself that I was going to be okay.

Lust came in and tied me in the chair even though I tried to refuse. Than he carelessly set the room on fire. How the room withstood the blazing flames I don't know, but I was sure that I wasn't going to be able to handle it. "G-Guys I'm not going to be able to get out of this." I said and watch the fire get bigger. I looked up and saw them only looking at me.

The test had begun and I was legit left with nothing, but my mind.

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Chapter 23 DONE!!!

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softsology
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Chapter 32: take your time :)

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Yesungluvs #2
Chapter 32: Take your time, the story is great
Golden_dust
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Chapter 32: Update????
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Chapter 32: Update soon auhtornim :D I hope you can update this fic as soon as possible.. Keke but don't worry eventhough it'll take months or even years I will still wait and I will never ever leave this story and unsubcribe.. Just take your time..
SHINing-Key
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Chapter 32: I'm a loyal person and reader! I will not unsubscribe from something once I decide that I like something, and I love this story! Even if you don't update often, I still have other stories to read while I wait. You should've seen my face and how joyful my face was when I saw you updated! :DD I haven't read this chapter yet though, I skipped to the ending to read you note, but I will start after this! I hope your personal issue clears up! Feel betterr! Remember you have subbies that still care, even if it isn't everyone of them. I'm one so you have mee! If you feel down you can talk to me, even though I don't check everyday, I check often/occasionally! I have lots of personal issues also, that's why I feel like if I wanted to start writing stories, I'll be overwhelmed with so many things to do, plus I'm also just lazy... :)

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Golden_dust
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Chapter 32: woahh i really anticipating this fanfics