After the two weeks inside the hospital, Meme became a bit better than before just a bit, and the doctors told her that she can leave. She backed to the dorm, with her best friend Nicky & her roommate Emma.

"Are you sure of your decision?" Nicky asked.

"Yes am sure, I can't stay here, in this university, I see him everywhere, in the class, in the corridor, everywhere, I can't….." Meme said & held back her tears.

"We understand… we will miss you a lot" Emma said.

"I will miss you too" Meme said then they all hugged each other.

  Meme will stay about a week with them in the dorm to take her papers from the university & have some procedures to do, she can’t stay in this place, it's hard for her, beside his friends all are here, she will remember him & she will remember what happened in Emma's party, the night he died & the way he died.

  In the next day Meme went to the garden next to the university, she sat in front of the lake & remembered everything with her angel, the first time they met, the first time they dated & their first kiss, this was their favorite place, many memories, many things happened here, she also remembered the last time they were here, she smiled & wiped her tears & said:"where are you to wipe my tears?" she was holding a paper….what written in that paper was:

"Will you take me with you?

Somewhere far? Far away from here?

My heart is in pain, I barely can breathe…

It's heavy….I feel what's in my heart it's so heavy…

I miss you…I need you….I love you

You heard a lot these words from me but in indirect way…

I want you to hear it one more time…loud & clear…

Can we talk for the last time?

Can we hold our hands for the last time?

Can we hug & feel each other warmth for the last time?

Can we share our last honey kiss for the last time?

I know that my request is impossible but…

I don't want to stay in a place that you're not in it

If only there is a way to let us be together…

I would come to you right away…

But there are many people needs me…

Just like I needed you & I still do…

When you gone I was in pain, hurt…

These people will feel the same…

My mind is busy…thinking of you…

I always come & stare at your place…

Our place…I can feel your warmth….

Sometimes I can tell that you are here……

Am calling you…..but you don't answer…

I know you will not…but I hope you forgive me my darling…

For what I have done to you…

I always pray for you…..

you're the best thing that happened to me in my life…

Thank you… that's what I want to say…..

Thank you for letting me by your side…

To be close to you… as your friend & as your lover…

But for me…..you're more than that….

Memories of us running through my mind…

We used to say this….that am yours & your mine….

And I will always been yours…

I want to hear it again….the words that I always been waiting for…..

"I love you" that's what you said…

It was your first time…

I want to hear it again….it rings in my ears…

But I guess I can't anymore…

You left me here all alone my angel….

Well you take me with you?

Somewhere where we can be together?

I will always be missing you…..needing you….

And until the last day of my life… until the last breath…

I will keep loving you…"

She was thinking of suicide but she got her mind back, then she throws the paper in the lake, to remain there, in their favorite place sinking with their memories.