Dear Audrey,

How are you? I decided to write this letter because I don't know what else I can do to tell you how I feel

I do hope you are fine there in Japan. Summer has come to Korea, the heat is killing me. Is summer really hot in Japan?

I really miss you, I can't believe it's been months since you've been away. Sometimes I just wish you would walk into the practice room like you did before. Or maybe you could come here beside me with that teary eyes of yours so I could wipe them away from you.

I miss you so much that it hurts. Not a single day I spent without wondering how are you doing. But even though we are so far away, I want you to know that we are looking at the same sky. That I wish you would think of me too as I think of you…

You know what?  Sajangnim told us that he's ready to debut us. I am so excited. Are you? I feel that my dreams will come true soon! I also hope, your dreams would come true soon too

Audrey, I want to tell you that you are my greatest inspiration. You are the reason that I keep hanging on until now

As much as I want to say this to you in person, for now I can’t. But I want you to know that I love you. In a way that any language can't even describe it. I will wait for you, so do your best!

I will wait to see your smile again

Sincerely,

That tall boy who loves you

PS. I hope you don't mind I call you Audrey, because… I will be the only one who calls you that 

Ody feels her chest tighten as she reads the letter. Then, she put the CD on the player.  She hears the sound of piano.

Neo eomneun harureul tto bonaebwatjiman jiok gateun apeumi nal gadugo

Joonhwe’s voice filling the room. She continues listening to the CD

Neo eomneun sarangeul tto haeyagetjiman jageun jarijochado eomneunde

Mogeul noha ureodo deutji motal neojiman oneuldo ni ireumman bulleobwa

Michidorok neoman bogo sipda jukdorok neoman bogo sipda
Milchyeonaeryeo aereul sseodo only you
Naneun neoman bogo sipda jukdorok neoman bogo sipda
Ijeotdago mareun haedo only you
Jakku niga bogoman sipda
Niga bogoman sipda

Geumanhajago nareul dallaebojiman meoriro bakkeneun neol itji motae
Nae simjangeun ajikdo gieokhago isseoseo balbeodungeul chyeobwado tteoolla

Michidorok neoman bogo sipda jukdorok neoman bogo sipda
Milchyeonaeryeo aereul sseodo only you
Naneun neoman bogo sipda jukdorok neoman bogo sipda
Ijeotdago mareun haedo only you
Jakku niga bogoman sipda

Teokkkaji chaoreun geuriun hanmadi o neol saranghae

Michidorok neoman saranghanda jukdorok neoman saranghanda
Yogeul haedo hwareul naedo only you
Naneun neoman saranghanda jukdorok neoman saranghanda
Babo gateun sarangira only you
Naneun neoman saranghanikka
Neoman saranghanikka

Translation :

I tried spending a day without you
But the hellish pain traps me
I need to love without you
But I don’t even have the smallest space

I cry out loud but you won’t hear
But again today, I only say your name

I madly miss only you, I only miss you to death
I try to push you out but it’s only you
I only miss you, I only miss you to death
I tell myself that I’m over you but it’s only you
I keep missing you
I only miss you

I try to comfort myself, telling myself to stop
But I can only forget you with my head
Because my heart still remembers you
I throw a fit but I keep thinking of you

I madly miss only you, I only miss you to death
I try to push you out but it’s only you
I only miss you, I only miss you to death
I tell myself that I’m over you but it’s only you
I keep missing you

The longing words that come up to my throat
Oh I love you

I madly love only you, I only love you to death
Though I curse, though I get angry, it’s only you
I only love you, I only love you to death
Because it’s a foolish love, it’s only you
Because I only love you
Because I only love you

( FT Island - Madly )

Tears streaming down her face.

Joonhwe, I miss you