|| Chapter Seventeen ||

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November 20, 2013

In my very first letter, I said that someone had attracted me. Okay, it might not seem as important now but that person…really is…something.

Kim Jongin is the type of person that you can’t decode on the first glance. He is someone…that you don’t notice at first. Mainly because he is so quiet, always sleeping, and just pretty much blended into the background…but he had friends from everywhere. It was kind of amazing really. I guess this is what attracted me to this person (okay, just to be clear I’m not attracted attracted to him, I just mean that he’s a fascinating person to…study…if that’s the word…) he could perfectly blend into the background but still have a spotlight on him and frankly…that kind of makes me jealous.

D.O

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So while I was in Science Class today I thought of a song. I don’t know why…but the song strangely fits Kim Jongin. I’m just going to write it here at the back since I still have to buy more paper (I’m starting to run out…and it’s a good way to save the environment too!) This doesn’t have a tune nor does it have a title but maybe…I can give it one in the future. Maybe.

‘There will naturally be times when we are down as long as life goes on’
Crying in the weak rays of sunlight which embrace me
Smiling while standing in the wind which always shows me the way

My soul feels like it's fading away too...
Like everybody I see is taking a piece of it...
I've always believed someone will save me,
But using my own legs, I'll just be myself.

But then I remembered:
"For someone out there," we must continue on with our life.
Yeah, the sun must've told that to me.
Hey, are you listening?
 

Surely somewhere out there in the world
(Hoping that you could find me soon)
Just like that me from long ago
(Hoping that you could quickly find me)
As I fight back my tears
As I get lost in reality
I’m searching for the next door...
Find me

|| Untitled Song ||

The song above is pretty much the Frankenstein baby of Yui’s: Sea, Why me, I remember you and Find Me. I’m not too good in writing songs so I just combined some parts of the lyrics of each of the song to make this, all songs belong to their respective owners :D

I hope that the songs didn’t look choppy and weird since it’s taken out of four different songs :)

Short chapter ish short I know. Please forgive me >.< I'll try to make the next chapter longer :D

Anyway, how did everyone enjoy their holidays?