Good afternoon everyone…

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UGGHHH. My mood’s so ing down today.

“and that’s how you translate it. Did you understand, miyo?” kwangmin asked.

“o-oh. sorry kwangmin, could you explain it to me again?” I smiled at kwangmin and clapped my hands together.

Youngmin’s so ing mad at me and it’s all because of my big mouth.

Yes, I curse you, my big ing mouth.

“is there something wrong miyo? you don’t look so good today..” kwangmin said as he put down the pencil he was holding on the table.

“no, I’m fine, really! Haha..don’t mind me and just continue!”

“you sure?”

“yup!” I beamed at kwangmin to assure him.

I’m not really okay, kwangmin. If only I can hug you and taemin right now…oh WAIT.

THIS IS NOT THE TIME TO FANTASIZE MIYO!  your retake exam’s on Monday!

I should focus right now and just make up with youngmin later.

I know that he’s mad at me right now, but it’ll go away soon right?

I mean he still has to train me! s-so..hahaha!

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Ok I should stop thinking about that.

Kwangmin stood up from the floor and went to the kitchen to get some snacks.

At the same time youngmin came out of his room and walked downstairs to the living room, where kwangmin and I are currently at.

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Y-YOUNGMIN?! WHAT THE HELL IS HE DOING HERE?! I thought he went out this morning?!!

Or was it tomorrow? AISSHH I don’t know!

“oh hyung! right on time! I was just tutoring miyo for her English exam, want to join us and eat some snacks?” kwangmin entered the room, holding a bowl of oranges, apples and bananas.

Why, kwangmin, WHHHHHYYY?!!!

No it’s okay miyo. He’ll reject that! Yup I knew it!

“ok, I don’t have anything to do anyway.”

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“ne, miyo could you pass that orange?”

“a-ah. Ne…” I said as I handed the orange that was lying on the floor to kwangmin.

Eottoke?! This is so freaking AWKWARD.

I’m currently sitting beside youngmin and kwangmin. Yes you heard it right. YOUNGMIN.

AISSSHH. I’m sweating cold sweat like crazy.

I’m ing nervous and I don’t know what to do.

I can’t even concentrate on my English textbook even if kwangmin’s already helping me, what else if youngmin’s eating here beside me?!

“youngmin, I thought you’re gonna go out today?” kwangmin asked his brother.

“ah, y-ye youngmin, what h-happened?” I looked at youngmin, but he just turned to look at kwangmin.

“yes, kwangmin, I was about to go out this morning because I don’t want to see a certain somebody in here but I got too lazy and woke up late.” Youngmin said as he continued to peel off an orange for kwangmin.

Certain somebody? Haha.. there’s a ton of somebody in this world. Surely, he’s not pertaining to me right?

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What the heck, who am I kidding? I can clearly feel his words stabbing through me!

“what did you say? Donsh wan syu zi a shombody?” don’t want to see a somebody? Lol kwangmin’s so cute speaking like that—AISH! no stop that miyo! stop!

“yah, don’t speak when your mouth is full! Aish jinjja..give me that tissue bitc—kwangmin!”

Did he just say ?

“y-yes!”

I quickly got the napkin from the table and handed them to youngmin..but what the .

He just ignored me and stood up to get the tissues himself! @$%^@!!

“hyung..”

“what?!” youngmin narrowed his eyes at kwangmin.

“uhm..nothing. if there’s something wrong, you can always tell me.”

“there’s nothing wrong with me but I don’t know if that certain somebody also feels that way. Well, whatever. I don’t even care about her anymore.”

“her?” kwangmin looked at his brother with his left eyebrow curled up.

“yes, and honestly, how could you get mad for no reason to someone who helps you? won’t that person feel bad?”

“well, in the first place, why would I act like that? That person has been helping me and obviously, I should at least be nice to him.”

“I know right? that person has been helping you whole-heartedly but all you do is act y--“

“kwangmin, I’ll study alone for a while. let’s just continue this tomorrow. Thank you for the hard work!” I bowed my head at the twins and ran upstairs without even looking at them.

If I stay there any longer, they’ll just see my ing tears falling down from my eyes!

Don’t let me feel guilty anymore! ARGGHH! I just…AAIISSSHHH!!!!

I know youngmin’s been a great help to me, but instead of being nice to him, I just ignored his kindness and treated him badly.

I kept on saying that he acts all y, but the truth is, I was the one who really acts like a .

Now youngmin hates me.

And I can feel that kwangmin knows about our problem already.

But what should I do? Aish. I should stop with the water works.

What’s done is done. But I’ll make a way to fix this.

I’m sure I will.

Thank you for reading chapter 19!

just a short update guys. I'm already sleepy zzz ~ but since I really wanna update right now so here!

I feel bad for miyo. *sigh* I hope she can concentrate on her retake exam. FIGHTING MIYO!

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